Mama
Today is the first day I'm truely happy after you-know-what. Class party was quite nice. We ordered 6 canadian pizzas. haahha... I eat until damn bloated la... The best part of the day *drum rolls* is... THE CELEBRATION!!!
406's dance was nice! Jie Bin ma'am looked damn nervous la. She keep looking on the floor then her actions very small. Jung said she was very stiff then her hands keep on by her side. Aiyo, dancing that time no need lock up de la... Must relax mah... Not even in NP, lock up for what?? Then WeiLin ma'am look very weird in that costumn. Doesn't suit her. Maybe is her thingo too big le. haha... Me, HuiCong, and ShiJie were so high la. I didn't sit with my class coz HuiCong got a good seat which is right in front in the middle. So I sat with her and ShiJie.
The local delight uncle and auntie dance until very cute leh!! Not bad considering their age. 202's performance also not bad. Yuan Han ma'am very cute. haha... She tie two pony tail then she look very kid-dish. Then we were looking all over for Zhi Yi ma'am coz we know she's also from 202 de but she was nowhere to be found. haha... She only came out at the last part. She look damn weird in skirt la... Then somemore her shirt and skirt so not pei4.
103's one was not bad also. But not entertaining enough. Amelia and Hubb just stand there and sing only lor... then XinYi keep complaining that the 2 ballet dancers very lou ya. haha... I only like the violin. No offence! :X Anyway, I was very high throughout the whole performance! Nan2 de2 I 1 day happy :)
After that, me, HuiJun, EeWei, Hazel and Kelly meet Marcus Yiu, Marcus Thian, and YuGui at the busstop to go back to KHS together. But then none of us wants to share the same cab as the boys so in the end, me, HuiJun, and the boys took a bus then the rest take cab. We take until Macpherson then take cab to KHS because the guys kiasu, don't want to lose to the other girls. -.- Squeeze with them ia cab. Then just nice $5 so 1 person $1.
Finally got the see mi best friends in Kong Hwa. Quite boring. Coz the school is very evil towards ex-kong hwaians. They have new library then don't allow us to go in. What crap lor... 6/1 and 6/2 classrooms got aircon now le. Not fair. I also want! Shouldn't have came out of my mother's tummy so early... When I walked around KHS, I suddenly have this sense of lost in me. I felt that the place is so familiar yet I felt like I haven't been there for ages. kk. Chatted with my KHS best friends, Charmaine, Yu Fan and Hwee Chain (and wenting) for quite long. Quite boring la. Then the WenTing hor... si xing bu gai. Still as irritating and impatient. And most importantly, sacarstic and sadistic. Blah. Who cares about her anyway. Oh ya!! All the boys suddenly SHOOT! Now all of them very tall le leh... and all their voice very disgusting. I can't stand it lor... Still prefer their cutecute voices. haha...
After 8 months in a all girls environment, I suddenly feel very weird with boys. Days when I had boys as my best friends all seems like a dream now... How I wish that time can stop at P6. I really miss those fun days in primary school... My friends keep asking how come I like very shy today. Haiya... Coz bu xi guan see so many boys around and I feel damn awkward talking to them. The last time I ever communicated with a boy, excluding my bros, was the start of term 1. Even when I see a boy on the streets now, I will feel weird weird de. Hmmph. Think I shouldn't have even come to a girls' school in the first place... I regretted coming to NYGH. Why sacrifice so much when I am not getting into HCJC in the first place?? There were 2 main reasons why I didn't want to come NYGH at first. First is the uniform. I hate sleveless uniform especially when I have been in one for the past 6 years. Secondly, I hate all girls' school. Never even thought of myself going to a girls' school. But 1 thing made me overcome all these. My love for HCI. HCJC has always been my dream school and only by entering NYGH then can I have a higher chance to get into HCJC. Haiz... I like HCI. But obviously can't go the secondary part mah... Then of course I aim for the JC. Although DHS was also my dream school, I sacrificed it for HCI and now I am left with none. How stupid of me.
Now, I even lost my courage to speak to boys... can't believe the times when I was so close to the boys. I really miss the old times... ARGHH!!! Think of the fun times we had together during recesses and before Higher Chinese. The nice old times when we had Maths Olympiad Training together. The mixture of feelings we had when we entered competitions together. The proud moments when we stood on stage together with the prizes, medals or trophies in our hands, smiling at the proud looks on our parents' faces. I will never ever get that feeling ever again. I feel like crying... I sacrificed so much yet I get nothing in return.
Anyway, back to the happy topics. Went to Charmaine's house after dropping WenTing off. haha... Old memories floated in my mind. The happy times we had there. Chitchatted a lot because Wen Ting wasn't there anymore. Had 8 months of things to share. haha... Char's maid made tuna toast for us. haha... Very nice. I ate 3 pieces. Oh-oh... Need to go on diet again le... I'm like eating too much these few days. Very fun. But they keep critisising NPCC. People always think that NPCC is very boring, everyday just march, march and march. But that is NOT the case!! NPCC is very fun okay?! I am planning to go DHS after this year. But most likely cannot get in. So my 2nd choice is Anglican High. Best if can get into DHS. Then I will join their DHSNP if they allow me to. Coz their timings are different from ours and I will have a hard time changing. If I can join DHSNP then it's the best ending ever. I get to fulfill 2 of my dreams! Go DHS and join DHSNP. But an even better ending is to be able to stay in NYGH although I don't like it. But I have my sqms here. And ma'ams and classmates and friends.
Hwee Chain had to go home, so we decided to follow her home. XD Continued chatting at her house and we watch Tom & Jerry! The baby version de. Makes me think of once when I watch that in P6 with my friends... Then we had to go home coz HC scared that her parents might be home anytime. While walking to the bus stop, this stupid lorry zoom past me and splash a big puddle of water at me!! kns. Then the whole of my left side was drenched with dirty rain water la!!! Had to go home with half of me wet. :(
Although got a lot of old memories that made me very sad, I really enjoyed today! One of the happiest days I had ever had since you-know-what, which made me depressed everyday ever since. ^.^ Hope can see my primary school friends soon again! But the next time will have to be after exams coz they all very hardworking. hahah... I'm just such a slacker. Whatever la. BYE!






