Mama
Wah! So looonnnnnnggggggggggggg never blog le. Coz as I said, I have lost interest in my computer as well as blogging.
I just want to say that, I think 38 ma'ams are very nice! I am really starting to think that it's just a matter of xi2 guan4. Coz 37 ma'ams and 38 ma'ams the styles quite different. So at the start when 38 ma'ams just took over, I kind of hated them. Coz I wasn't used to their 'style'. But now hor... I realised that they are also very nice!! wahaha. I'm starting to like NP again! :) The same feeling that I have at about May that time. Acts these days very fun!
Shall talk about yesterday's act...
TDT was fine. Coz most questions were the same as the first test. Then practised drills. I was damn confused by all the turning commands lor! And I couldn't concentrate coz there was this fly that loved me a lot and kept buzzing around me. Then in the end I didn't hear a lot of commands coz I was distracted by that darn fly. I was like: eh! ma'ams give command le arh? Then everyone turn so I was like kind of chi dun-ing then turn. I think it really looked bad on me coz I sort of chi dun a lot of times. Most of them is I luan diao coz I forgot where we were facing. Some is caused by that fly.
For the best part of the day...
3RD CLASS!!!
I volunteered leh! Then Shiyun ma'am said that my salute very sut! After asking for permission, I marched to the centre of the squad and gave them sedia immediately! Bleah! I forgot to wait for ma'ams to give task! Then ma'am was like "eh... We haven't give you task leh..." She wanted to ask me to do sizing but our squad don't know sizing so I ended up doing the normal one.
After I pandang kehadapan them, I looked at mc coz she was like trying to control her laughter and her expression was chao funny! So for don't know what reason, I started laughing, then the whole squad also burst into laughter. hahaha. According to mc, she started laughing coz my voice was very high... Which is so not true. When was my voice high?! She said that when I was asking for permission that time my voice suddenly became very high. -.- Other squadmates said that they started laughin coz my command very funny. melia said I went "Squad kekanan lu *nod nod nod nod* rus!" She said my head was nodding! Other squadmates said that my pronunciation of the lurus was a bit weird. Okay... Anyway, the whole squad was laughing like siao and ma'ams were like "BU YAO XIAO LE" but they were laughin too. hahaha.
Then nothing much except that we cheered at the end of the act. 39 ma'am thought we were playing with them eh... Were we? I thought we were just cheering only lor. Maybe ma'ams saw it as a 'competition'...
Came home then suddenly mc very excitedly called and ask me to go online coz jbm was online and she wanted to ask about the hotnews. -.- While we waiting patiently on MSN for amelia to finish her dinner and come online, MC was CHAO EXCITED! She was overly overly overly overly excited. I was like no mood lor and continued playing my pokemon. Then finally invite jbm to conver le.
We were like don't dare to ask coz it's very paiseh. But still asked in the end. She claims that she lend that CD to her friend and her friend lend his friend and her friend went overseas and ask her to collect from his friend. And she said that those bunch of boys were just wu liao and like to talk rubbish stuff and do rubbish things, and told us not to believe them and not to think so much. Actually, I also believe that she's innocent leh... Coz they don't look like those very serious type and the way they said it was like very kai1 wan2 xiao4 mood.
Yesterday night... Very depressing. As in after Jie Bin ma'am left. Squadmates were forcing me to go collect shiku with them. They got OM meeting after that so it doesn't really make a difference to them. But you want me to go all the way to coro just to take a bunch of stupid shiku for the squad and go all the way home again?! Dream long long. and man am I grateful that I'm stubborn. The shop isn't open in the morning. But that's not the point I'm trying to say.
Why do we always have to be the ones doing everything?
This is the main point. Wake up man. Other squadmates are not even caring! Why for we care? They are not even worried that we don't get our shiku in time; they don't even ask when it's going to be ready or if it was ready or not. Why do we have to be the ones caring about everything. This is not just our squad! It's the whole squad's squad!! Sickening people. You know what? I am starting to like 38 ma'ams more then squadmates. Squadmates as in not squadmates de squadmates. If you ever know what I'm talking about. They are squadmates on the surface as in like just a term but on actual fact, they are not squadmates. In this case, squadmates stand for the people that are really part of the squad. Close to squadmates, help the squad, and care about everything in our squad. Freaking people.
The only thing they know how to do is complain. You people so li4 hai4 go do all the things la! Don't want to do then shut up all your freaking mouths. Just because we treat you all like squadmates and talk to you nicely doesn't mean you all can de2 cun4 jin4 chi3. Irritating man. And please lor. Stop trying to act pathetic in front of us. Like what "I live VERY FARRRR from Nanyang leh!" Yeah right. VERY FAR HOR? Not like I live very close like that lor. Please la. You live at least 2 times nearer to Nanyang then me leh. What's more, you have a DIRECT BUS. I need to change bus you know?! Crazy people. You all very ke lian hor...? Need to wake up VERY EARLY HOR?! Like we can sleep also la. Don't want to come then don't come la! Also no one force you all to come... As if I like you all to come also lor. Everytime a lot of squadmates come, squad meetings will become chao not fun. WHY??? Ask yourself la.
Everytime come and just sit there and complain. This one not good that one not good. Why you all do this? Why you all do that? I haven't learn this yet leh.. I haven't learn that leh... I want to do drills now. I want to learn cheers now. End up leh? Never even do anything. End up qurrelling over what to do. Coz some wants to do this some wants to do that. And none wants to compromise. Then when we decided to go somewhere, half of them will be lian chou chou. And keep complaining on the way. Then you all end up spoinling everyone's mood. Poof.
Actually, give it a think now, I think we are kind of similiar to 38 ma'ams. Look at them individually, they are VERY NICE. But look at them as a squad and you will feel that they are just not that good. See. pt is nice, mc is nice, melia is nice, kathy is nice, jy is nice, cong is nice, ys is nice, yj is nice, jm is nice, yy is nice, cam is nice, and cx is nice. But look at us as a squad. I word. Sucky. And that's the point. There's no use being nice individually! We have to be nice as a squad! No one will go seeing us as individuals, but they will rank us a place in their hearts as a squad! NOT INDIVIDUALLY!
Anyway, I am eating ice cream now and I don't wanna spoil my mood. So bye for now!