okay. wonderful (: I'm finally blogging =D Shall start from POP.

27 July 2007, Friday --- POP

It started raining in the afternoon but after that it stopped. yea. So we weren't quite affected. Then had the parade blahblahblah. Then we splited up to go the guard staircase thing.

hehe thursday we drew lots and BRAVO got the NP room!! hahaha! So lucky right! Is meichun draw dao de. Yea. So me pinky and mc split up. pinky take np board, I took spiral stairs 2nd floor and meichun took spiral staircase 1st floor. Nothing much happened just that ma'ams ran very fast.

Went to conference room. blahblahblah. Got a lot of nice nice food. but anyway, that's not the point... Performed our CaiHongYanLei. Then gave ma'ams presents! yay! xD then asked ma'ams to guess which is theirs. okay. quite obvious la. Yippee! I took linette ma'am's! =D

wahaha. Since POP is already over, I can say this now! Linette ma'am's shoeee is I draw and paint de! very nice right? -_______- okay. later not nice then *diu lian*. Yee Lin ma'am de is also I draw and paint de!! wahaha! Meichun shall not be jealous (: Sharon ma'am de is I draw de! xD hahaha. Painted by GAOCHUXI. Who made a mess out of it. *shakes head* but pro pinky managed to bu3 back. yayy!

Waited for ma'ams outside audi. then something funny happened. When cong was about to hit my head, I suddenly sat down! wahaha! So she ended up hitting the air -____- But it's gang1 hao3 de lor. I didn't even know. So when squadmates started laughing like siao I thought they western medicine le.

Okay. had mini squadtalk. yay! xueting ma'am gave us our squad message (= Then we hugged xue ting ma'am! wahhh. So touching eh. so squadmates all started tearing away.

Went to sheila ma'am's house. got her brother's room. So ma'ams sit on the bed while we sit on the floor. talk about a lot of things. blahblahblah. a lot of random things also. But it was very fun! I think it's the best squadtalk I ever had.

Hugged shiyun ma'am, linette ma'am and li ann ma'am!!! Li Ann ma'am said something about meeting in the park connector >.< Okay. She said quite fast and soft so I was like 'Huh?' Then I went 'Ohh..!' I wonder where she lives. It's this funny feeling when you know a ma'am lives near you and she knows where you live but you don't know where she lives... wahhh. I wonder if she lives in telok kurau. Or somewhere on the other side of the MRT...

Reached home at 11+ (: Coz my papa came fetch me. so pinky lombang. poor squadmates had to take bus home.

Found this person in my room. >:( my sis's friend's china buddy. my sis help her to host -____-

28 July 2007, Saturday --- NDP Preview

My sis and her china friend went out early in the morning to bring her around singapore. and wonderful! They ended up watching harry potter -____- when my sis watched before alr. puft. okay. coz her china friend doesn't like to shop [how weird...]

Anyway, I was asking my mum if there was badminton that day. And she *xia dao* HUH! No one told you?!! We are going for NDP Preview today!

Then it was my turn to *xia dao* so anyway, the original plan was that my sis and that china person don't go [coz we have only 5 tickets] but my sis insists that she wants to go. So if she goes, that china friend would have to go too. So in the end my bro and my dad had to sacrifice. [actually I wasn't very much interested in going expect for the goodie bag]

6th consecutive year going. -____- 7th or 8th time going alr, if I'm not wrong. Out of which, 2 are previews [this includes the one I went on saturday] the rest are all actual day tickets. this year only managed to get 2 actual day tickets. yea. So... cannot go.

Anyway, that china girl damn lucky. Being able to come to Singapore for immersion program is already damn lucky. Coming when Singapore is celebrating it's birthday, it's even rarer. And getting a family that actually had tickets to the ndp show is almost close to 0% chance.

As usual, I'm the only one kiasu kiasu, in charge of bringing all the binoculars. This year's at marina bay. yea. Not very nice coz the stage the actually quite far from the audience. last year I could see the people's formation badges through my binoculars [as in big and clear]. This year cannot lor. I was only interested in the first half of the thing. Coz the back half is all the dancing crap. Those doesn't interst me. Anyway, I was munching throughout the whole thing.

Oh. AND I WANT TO COMPLAIN! [yes. I'm a typical singaporean. therefore, i complain.] This year, out of all the years I went, is the most disorganised year! Rubbish la they. anyhow anyhow. haiyo. SOMEMORE! They put the band at the far right directly below the audience. Stupid la. My seat is at the left. rubbish la they. How to see the band like that! Cannot see band, cannot see NPCC. then see what sai! [but anyway, the parade was the only thing that caught my attention. the rest of it was spent ramaging through the items in the goodie bag]

Okay. but anyway, their sound system is really damn good. [that is 1 thing I must compliment] and the things in the goodie bag not bad also >.- haha. but not enough food...

I still prefer going on actual day. Coz preview like don't have the qi fen. no atmosphere. Not as high as actual day. yea. but the row of people sitting behind us were really CHAO HIGH. [and they can really scream >.<]

After that went to satay club there for dinner. and let that china girl try some singapore food etc. reach home at 11+

29 July 2007, Sunday --- ma'ams' conver, Aunt's house

Started out as a normal day. As usual, at 9.30, I left my dear computer and headed for my beloved TV for my lovely DORAEMON! Yippee! So as usual, I watch straight from 9.30 to 11. So at 11 when I went back up for my dear lappytoppy, I saw the china girl invading it!!! *NOO!* puft. Coz she wants to watch her anime and my sis also wants to watch her anime. So she decided to let her us myyy computer. T^T

So poor me had no dear lappytoppy to use so wonderful me embarked on another reading journey! yippee! chinese book. Somehow if you want me to read those thick books with small words, I'll rather read chinese books than english books. Don't ask me why. Although I prefer reading english [coz it's easier...]

Then meichun called to ask me to go online coz they are talking to ma'ams. blahblahblah. So I snatch my sis's lappytoppy [who ask her to lend mine to the china girl.] okay. but I didn't talk much in the ma'ams' conver. coz I didn't feel like talking. Then talk to melia separately. and I was literally tearing in from of the screen.

wahhh. Coz I was very touched [at that time]. As in like I know to them it might have been nothing and they might not have taken notice of it. but to me it's like... of more significance [?] haiya. Coz I bet no one knows how I feel. coz she doesn't do that to anyone else. yea. So melia was saying about how they were hinting so damn obviously to her and yet she doesn't get it. puft. okay. I was damn touched. as in don't know how to explain la. it's just like helping me to speak up? Coz I ren3 very long le... hmm...

Anyway, thankyou melia and pinky! T^T as I said, I bet she knows. She just pretends that she doesn't. and right, that china girl kept turning to look at me coz I was crying to my sis's computer. I bet she thinks I'm crazy. Coz she laughing away at her anime and I'm crying at the screen for no reason.

Then had a even bigger conver with all the 38 ma'ams online. So I talked a bit more. I thought Chua Si Min ma'am doesn't know I was from the same school as her -_____- Okay... I zui jin then know de. Coz I seriously NEVER see her before. which is quite surprising considering the fact that she was from the same year as my sis. It's that time I ban1 jia1 that time, when I was packing, then I incidentally saw this anniversary book thing. And so I random and flip to the 6/1 page.

So was like. "Ohh... their their is Ms. marlene ang..." Then don't know why! Suddenly at the line below it, I suddenly saw chuasimin ma'am's name. So I *xiadao* and immediately turned to the right side [for the picture] and *gasps*. okay. the end of story.

So while we were talking about some khs stuffs, shiyun ma'am suddenly said her cousin was from the same class as me! *xiadao* and she said is in hci de. okay. She asked me to guess but then after that she brb. So when she came back she told me the answer. It's LOH YU GUI. this world is too small...

And guess what. When I was telling pinky about this, she suddenly went "YU GUI?!!" so I was like "You know him arh?"
Pinky: Sec 2 right!
me: yea... you know him?
pinky: I just added him on friendster!!!

Okay. So after some confirmations, We confirmed that her yugui is the same yugui as mine. who is shiyun ma'am's cousin. *faints* Coz pinky was on an adding spree that day. So she added that lohyugui. bleuuu. Singapore is far too small... *shakes head*

That's why I always say, it's very very very possible that someday, you might just go to your friend's party or something and see ma'ams there.

yea. Went to my aunt's house coz my da jiujiu came back from america. hmm. wahaha. played bridge with my sis, xiao yiyi and uncle jj. okay. we taught them how to play. So 2 more sucessful tu2 di4 added to my list (: After that followed uncle jj to don't know where to da2 bao1 dinner back.

long long long queue. we went back half an hour later and there was still 1 more dish not done yet. pro right! went back, ate dinner. blahblahblah. Then played taidee with my sis coz other people all not free. You know? that one that if you pass have to take a card de. yea.

Very long never come my aunt's house le. and I forgot her dog's name. -_______-

30 July 2007, Monday --- Dry Shoot

After the first dry shoot, I already somewhat decided that I shall give up in wanting to go shooting team. T^T. because it's a fact that I cannot aim and my finger has no strength.

2nd dry shoot was okay... better than the first one. Nothing much just that the sir made me even more jin zhang about life shoot.

During the first dry shoot, every single one of us in the squad wanted to go shooting team. But during the second dry shoot, I think there's also someone other than me that gave up alr. haiz.

yesterday was kochuan sec. as usual, other schools are noisy and stuff. hmm. nothing much other than that. it was weijie sir.

31 July 2007, Tuesday --- Live shoot

Okay. today for basic electronics, we did soldering. and I soldered until my head very pain. Coz if I concentrate very hard for a period of time, I will have headache.

Went up the van [!!!] and today squadmates took a lot of photos! hahaha. took afew with mc on the van coz I was sitting with her (=

skip the part about marching in. I was damn jin zhang throughout coz everyone made live shoot sound so scary! [including ms khe!] Especially the parts about the recoil action!! *faints*

Damn damn damn scary. went in and I was almost not breathing. *gasps for air* I got the No. 2 shooting thing. and I got a nice ma'am (: Put on the ear mufflers and I couldn't hear all the commands. >.< So I was stoning there and my ma'am went *pokepoke* You can fire now...

lol. hahah. and I was so damn nervous that I took very very long to shoot my first bullet [coz I didn't dare to press the trigger!]

Okay. i need to sleep le. So chang hua duan shuo. In the end I did quite well (: 56/60 that NG JING JING GOT 60/60!!! kathy came in second 58/60 then it's me and ahboy =D 56! wooottS!

So I decided to reconsider my choice about not aspiring to go shooting team anymore. And I decided that I shall, ONCE AGAIN, aim to get into shooting team!! YAY!

-the end-
goodnight!

llama posting...

so in trauma.....aiyah....bu shi shuo hai le ma? sob sob....

shall talk bout ndp preview ytd...

ya like the commentors were like chao high. whoa so impressive...ohoh!!!! chao high up...the stands.....gotta lag the heavy goody bag up the stairs....pants pants....then....i like saw TWO major ppl...

my kindergarten tcher and hong the wife.

like i sat down, then i turn around to look around. then i saw teacher kat. then i my reaction was like

"OHMAN! that's my kindergarten tcher!"
"OHMAN! i recognise her!"
*i waved at her*
*she stares at me in confusion*
"OHMAN! she doesnt recognise me"

so duilian....so i pretend to wave to someone behind her which was so fake la.....din dare to turn around for the rest of the parade.

oh ya....so amusing....coz they'll be like 'now lets welcome (a impt person)....simulated....'

HAHA! then a person carrying the sign bearing the title of the impt person appears on screen....

oh ya...then ltr right, when they asked us to stand to welcome the speaker of parliament, we din know if it was similuated or not....until his face appeared on the screen....so we all stood....

THEN! after the parade (shall elaborate another day), serious human conjestion....then there was the two barrier thing at the road, seperating two paths. then while abling on the side we were on, i turned round and saw LIM JING HONG two barriers away!

so i shouted 'LIM JING HONG!' but apparently i was having sore throat and then only the 'jing hong' part come out. anyway, then hong waved to me. then i suddenly realised sth

it is like there're these barriers...and then, on one side, there's the wife. on the other, the hubb...then they're waved. if they add on a wei qu expression. it'll be so tv drama!!!!

oh man!!!! shld have lorh....so fun! wasted. tskkkkkkk

anyway, walked bck frm tp stadium....just realised din see amanda ytd....so weird...usually see her on sat....

k...awww....thinking bout it......k..shhhh....dont post here...

see, i totally forgot to post bout the sad sad news
GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT

SAD NEWS SAD NEWS SAD NEWS

(k fine, sad news for cam, jung and me only)

our FIRST dry shoot with 38 ma'ams, and apparently our LAST, is on a STUPID WEDNESDAY!!!!

and wednesday equals.....THIRD LANG DAY!!!!!

great la, gonna miss a fantastic event for what? jap.....

wonder how's cam taking it. like cam's totally wanting to try shooting=)....i would too, if i were cam. you know cam's sis got 5th in finals, in her era...

im so sad. but cant ask sqms to hope it wont be on wed coz it's unfair to sqms. even if we cant go doesnt mean we gotta pull the whole sqd down. so we must be calm and composed....

and i bet sqms isnt gonna sacrifice the only dry shoot with 38ma'ams...
sqms! must tell us what happened when you all come bck, k?

yayye=)

frm hong's post

and I have a bad feeling about POP. Our NCOs very scary [as in when they cry]. it's like totally opposite from our 37 ma'ams. The picture/image of them crying is still stuck in my head. Siva Koh said that if you were emotionally [or sexually] aroused by something, your body secrets something that makes the image stick in your head forever.

ohman...hong, do you know how se4 that sounded. did you have to add in the '[or sexually]'??? it sounded so biantai la!!! then the 'secrets' part right, has that pun behind it....think sec 2 bio.....

talking bout se4 right....steph was trying to se4 me today. i feel so violated. like you are walking calmly and suddenly this leg hits you on your butt. and she was trying to pull jialun and my skirt. OHMAN!!! k, i wear shorts daily. BUT JIALUN DOESNT!!! if jialun's skirt had dropped... *shivers. steph is dead*

OHMAN!!! so wrong....

k cont bout se4, art class today.

hey i gotta say that when sharon told me she was gonna take art nxt year, i was like so 'ohman, art's gonna be history for me after this year'...pls-ed that compulsory art stops this year. *grins widely*

bout art se4-ness...

coz we're doing clay now...and we're supposed to make this fierce fantastical creature. (mannnn.....) so i made 2 bulging eyes for the creature. then quan stared at it and started laughing. then she told me she was thinking se4...

so i looked at my creature. k, fine, i understand. then i suddenly rmb-ed my orginal plan and shouted 'ohman, if i put irises in the eyes, that'll be bad'

quan advised me to alter the eyes, considering our art teacher is male.

-end of se4 (qte) post
-pretty obvious who posted this

Nothing much happened today. just that I want to crap about maths test!

Okay.. it was on the last period. So like squadmates all took it alr and everyone kept telling me to do graphs first and must do very fast [or else cannot finish the paper]. Yea. So I very guai and started with the graph question first. lalala. I took even longer than cong. I spent 20mins on DRAWING the graph only. lihai right! Coz I kept erasing and drawing, erasing and drawing. So I did part c and d and 25 mins was over. So I decided to skip part e and return for it later.

I know I didn't have much time left! but obviously me being limjinghong, I still over there man4 man4 do. aiya. It's not that I didn't want to speed up but I really couldn't coz somehow I will just man4 man4 lai2. Aiya. I do maths is like that de la. I like to man4 man4 do and man4 man4 think and man4 man4 write.

So very wonderful! There was only like 5-10 mins left and I still had question 4, 5 and 6 left to complete. [not forgetting my part e of Q7] So I was like CHIONG and CHIONG and CHIONG like siao. I was practically scribbling on the paper. wahhhh. and my brain was forcing my brainjuices to work at ultra speed and my hand too.

SO very miraculously... I completed everything except Q7) (e) ii) yea. the very very last question. part 2 of part e of question 7.

but still, must congratulate myself for being about to chiong 3 whole questions with all it's whatever part a part b and whatever crap is less than 10 mins! wahaha.

okay. and something o.O happened in the printing room after school. Coz we were trying to see if the person is Sheila ma'am or not. me melia cong and pinky were over there debating whether it's sheila ma'am. Coz you know at our dance there right, there's this guider that looks chao like Sheila ma'am! Then the person in the printing room was printing so we couldn't see her face, could only see the side view. So we were like "Is that sheila ma'am or that guides person??" Okay. anyway, it was sheila ma'am. and she told melia to tug in her shirt -____-

tomorrow is the slack day [excluding act/pop rehearsal] tomorrow has only LA. So nice! after LA, is P.E, then ICT, then Drama, then Science Lab! yay! I love tuesdays! [excluding pop rehearsal]

I don't like drama! coz I cannot act. haha. but never mind since I believe sooner or later nickng will change me away and let someone else yan3 my role. please la. I totally cannot act de lor. and I will have stage fright >.< later I break down on stage. hahaha.

Okay. tomorrow is POP rehearsal. hmm. I like doing drills but I don't like doing drills with ma'ams. Coz very stressful neh. hmm. and 39 ma'ams should be taking us for some time again. hope they start practising the parade thing from the start of act. or else later we leave again then on POP we blur diao.

hmm... nothing to say except that this friday is POP alr. haizzzzz. so fast. so fast. so fast. so fast. so fast. It's like 37 ma'ams just passed out and 38 ma'ams are passing out [!!] time fliesss. I don't know how I'm feeling bout it. it's like rojak. everything throw together and mix. rahhh.

and I have a bad feeling about POP. Our NCOs very scary [as in when they cry]. it's like totally opposite from our 37 ma'ams. The picture/image of them crying is still stuck in my head. Siva Koh said that if you were emotionally [or sexually] aroused by something, your body secrets something that makes the image stick in your head forever. Okay. she said this when talking about pornography. she was explaining why people who watch porn before can't get them out of their head. but she said like for example, you saw something that made you damn angry, that whatever thing would also be secreted and you would remember that scene.

anyway, my bad feeling about POP has nothing to do with crying or whatsoever. I just have this feeling that ma'ams are chao disappointed in us [I think they are..] . I just have this feeling that something very bad is going to happen. lalala. I'm talking crap. because I always have a bad feeling whenever there's something big happening on that day.

lalala. whenever need full U, I will keep having this feeling I forget a part of my U even after checking many many times. lalala. I have a feeling I'm going to die soon [as in literally]

lalala. I hate life. because it always tries to tie me up. I like life without stress without expectations. I am someone who likes to slack around and do nothing except relaxing things like watching tv and playing computer. My choice was a wrong choice. but there's nothing I can do now but smile =/

lalala. byebye. I love the idea of communism =) but it only it can be true...

got this frm chu's blog. a diff one frm hong's though...

if i were a...

1. If you were an ice cream sundae, what kind would you be? Flavor? Toppings? How does that fit your personality?

hmmm....i want to be cookie and cream!!!! for the most basic reason, coz it's my fav flavour=D
I dont like toppings so i shall be a PURE cookie and cream!!!
hey, actl right, i dun want to be an icecream, it'll be qte disguisting. like i get eaten up then i get pushed around in the mouth by the tongue, then i'll fall through the gullet and my ears will get blocked, then i'll prob die when i reach the stomach. then my corpse will be tortured and i'll get chopped into thousand pieces and spilt all over my eater's body. then i'll die without a complete body and wont be able to reincarnate. then my spirit will be stuck in my eater's body for eternity....ohmygosh....sad life (death?)

2. If you were a radio station, what kind of music would you play? What would your top 5 songs be?

firstly i gotta comment on how stupid this question is. like a radio station can play it's own music-.- where's the person in charge of it?
okay, IMAGINE im a human radio station, i'll play very SAD songs in the morning, then suddenly, i'll inject songs like girlfriend and scare the listener. actl right, it's good for the body. elaboration- coz it allows the mind to switch fast, so it wont rest...so it wont rust...so it will be alert and awake and anticipating. so cool hur?
top 5- i'll play first love, xiaxue, girlfriend, i want it that way and a hymn. and obviously i wont stop the hymn halfway and add a crazy song. hymn gotta be respected.

3. If you were a holiday, which would you be and why? Would it be an existing holiday, or a new one? How would people celebrate you?

eyy, i want to be a IT'S HER DAY!!! for all the ppl who like HER. it's prob a new holiday...anyway, the pt is so ppl (gotta add that it's suppose to be a public holiday) can stay at home and dedicate their entire day to HER. HAHAHA!!! imagine it....what a joyful day...then can sit and eat ice creams and admire HER photos!!!! whoots whoots!!!

4. If you were a beverage, what kind would you be? Hot? Cold? Alcoholic? Carbonated?

MOCHA!!! LATTE!!!! HOT!!! preferably in a wonderful self-refilling cup....HAHA...then i'll spend my entire life drinking myself up....ohman...wonder if SHE likes coffee....*thinking and smiling, smiling and thinking*

5. If you were an animal, what species would you be and why? Would you live in the wild, or be a pet?

BABOON!!!! in the zoo!!!! coz *ahemahemahemahemahemahemahem*
sqms shld know....if you dunno....*growls and splatters mud*

Let us all pray that for the next 3 hours, no one calls my house >.<

OKay. Friday pinky went alone to support ma'ams for shooting com. those 6 of us involved in dance crap were excused from lessons at 1.30 too. haha. Okay. anyway, I haven't put my buttons and rank, haven't polish badges and boots. so wonderful right. hahaha. Coz anyway, we have 1 and a half hours to man4 man4 change.

Last period was LA. Watch R&J!!! wahlao. At 1.30, it was at the party scene alr! So xinyi and I thought that I would be rather lang4 fei4 if we missed their first kiss. So thinking that it would be quite soon [since it's alr at the party] we decided to stay and leave after that scene. THEN! they started having this guy singing and romeo and juliet were like looking for each other. WAHHH. SO slow! Then FINALLY! The part where Romeo grabbed Juliet's hand from behind the curtain. Then he started saying the whatever palmer's sins and crap [you know, the lines he said before kissing Juliet] WAHHHH! SO CLOSE!

THEN...! This group of chinese dance people actually came all the way to media viewing room to look for xinyi. CRAP. So in the end we two bo bian and left. IT WAS SO DAMN FREAKING CLOSE!!! RAHHH. OKay. So ran back to class and ran to the toilet. Pinky was already almost done changing. So I quickly took my buttons and blouse out and started putting my buttons. haha. cong helped me (: So nice (:

yea. Then pinky was done but I was not, so other squadmates follow pinky down first while cong stayed to help me put. Then went down and join squadmates. then blahblahblah. Went to the 1st floor science lab toilet. So I took out my ca1 xie2 bu4 and kiwi and boots and started to ca1 my xie2. and realised that I wasn't the only one who hasn't ca1 xie2. jung and pooh also. hahaha. So in the end all 6 of us [okay. maybe cong didn't. not sure] were like sitting on the toilet floor polishing boots. wahah. Okay. Then jung and pooh also haven't put buttons yet -_____- They reached earlier than me then they never like use the time to put buttons -_______- hmm. Then polish badges also...

Since we have like 1hour + left to change U, everyone was chao ji man4 man4 lai2. As in really can see that everyone were trying their best to take their own sweet time. AND. Something interesting happened! Even when everyone were trying to man4 man4 lai2, we realised that we only took 20mins! [excluding the time we use to polish boots]

All of us xia4 dao4 lor. Coz normally for act days, we also only have about 20 mins or less to change. and everyone is like chiong and chiong like siao. Then on Friday, everyone man4 man4 lai2 and we also took 20 mins. so pro eh. So next time on tuesdays, we should try and take our time to change -_____- hahaha. jkjk.

Okay. Coz we practised once outside the audi there, so that time we were wearing boots, then me and pooh got this part need to kneel down. Then both of us were like WAHHH. Coz we cannot go down! As in coz the boots very ying4 right, then when you try to kneel down, your toes there cannot bend. then both of us just PONG and drop down on our knees. wahlao. I bet it looked damn >:( The real performance most probably need to wear boots lor. I wonder how we are doing to do that on stage... hmm.

Then went into dance studio. rehearse and rehearse. and I watch that $100 performance watch until I very sian. Coz watch don't know how many thousand times le. Then nothing much. the only new nice thing is the ny kindergarten little children came today. and ny primary also. yea. So add in their part. Not much la. the only nice and interesting part is 2 ny kindergerten kids cartwheel from 2 sides to the middle, and piong! SPLIT! wahh! Damn cute eh!

Then stayed back awhile to watch the chinese dance dsa. Got this nanhua primary de. DAMN PROOOO!!! omg. chao ji de flex. even more flex than most chinese dancers! but a bit scary coz she's chao skinny so can see all her bones. [could see that chen laoshi was quite interested in her]

Then ma'ams were changing in the chinese dance toilet. They came out and saw us so they told us the shooting com results. 3rd and 6th. individuals are 8th and 10th. Not bad leh. hahah.

yesterday, suppose to reach bukit batok mrt at 11. hehe. and I was late. hahaha. but 20mins. but it doesn't matter. xinyi and wuyan came to fetch me then we went westmall ntuc to but dishwasher. and wuyan bought 6 pacs of peach tea, xinyi bought like 3 different brands of face cleaser, and I bought 3 packets of kinderbueno! hahaha. okay. the dishwasher we chose was ZIP [lime flavour] okay. So went to xy's house and started experiment. a bit erm... disgusting. haha. the barbeque sauce, ketchup and dark soya sauce. We finished earlier than expected. at like 2+ Wuyan was siao diao so she decided to go home at like 3+. I didn't want to go home coz I was thinking of leaving at 5 so that I can go straight for badminton. Coz it's beside kembangan mrt.

Yeaa.. So end up xinyi played audition for me to see [coz I never see before >.< ] waahhhh! She's damn pro la. it's like don't even need to think de lor. And she can play chance and 8 key neh. propropro. So she let me try also. but obviously I try the very very very easy one la. but still cannot don't miss. haha. I very lan4 lor. Then play until xinyi's hand very pain. So we change game. It was somesort of detective game

it's like got a lot of suspects. Then you must like go around looking for evidence. wahlao. The evidences damn difficult to find la. it's like totally camouflage. then after you finish the minimun required number of evidence, must play this game to see whether the suspect is innocent or might be the culprit.

yea. Couldn't finish playing. I only manage to finish 8 suspects. There are, I think, 18 altogether. yea. But it was like 6.20 le [!!!] So we decided to continue next time. hahah. I am late. for. badminton. But nevermind.

reach my badminton place at like 7.25. Waited for them to finish their match. So I managed to join the last match.

me + mama V.S. zae + jingkai

wahaha. my mum kept saying that must help her win this round coz she lost all her first 3 rounds. wahaha. which meant that

mama + jk V.S. dad + zae
Lose - win

mama + zae V.S. dad + jk
lose - win

mama + dad V.S. jk + zae
lose - win

Okay. the first 2 are understandable. BUT! the last one! wahhh! It was the match my sis and feizhu were boasting about the moment I stepped in. Coz they were so proud that they won mama and papa. but I was telling them that it's that's the case, then it's obvious that is they rang4 them win de lor. coz if my dad plays like he plays with his big guy friends, they could not have won. Then again, I was telling them that me and feizhu won them before also mah.

Anyway, they won with 15 : 12

Okay. So my match started off well. leading all the way. wahaha. Coz obviously I was too pro (: lol. jkjk. Coz yesterday I could smack! wahaha! So I was telling the other team too bad coz I must cheng4 ji1 smack more to bu3 last week. [last week I couldn't smack. maybe coz didn't play for more than 1 month due to the moving house business] Anyway, it's like that de. I'm very weird. Sometimes I just go on court and realise that that day I cannot smack. okay. Sometimes I go and I cannot surf. but that hasn't happen for a very long time alr. I mean this kind of thing seldom happen.

Anyway. since I couldn't smack last week, so yesterday I was smacking away happily to make up for last week. wahaha. And so wonderful coz zae and kai both cannot catch smacks. okay. zae managed to catch some. and coz kai is front player mah. so obviously, he doesn't catch smacks. I mean coz normally smacks is the back person catch de. So as I was saying, my sis is not good at catching smacks. So too bad lor.

Oh and yesterday I didn't warm up -______- So I like miss quite a few balls. wahah. but never mind. and I was telling my mother that she has to run coz I cannot run. firstly is because both my legs were having muscleaches. So they were feeling very jiang1. secondly is because [cannot say].

Anyway, end score was 15 : 8

hahah. and my mother was very happy coz she finally won -_____- haha. So dad played straight with me. [as usual] I bet he was very happy when I came (: hahaha. Coz I'm the only in the whole family that got the strength to play straight with him. wahaha. as in of course can play with everyone but not that type of really hit very hard type. yea. Coz obviously my dad is a guy and obviously guys have muscles. So obviously, if you see guys play straight, it's chao ji hard de.

yea. and obviously I am not a guy. So obviously I cannot play like guys. Yea. But I can play guy's straight but obviously coz I'm not a guy I die after a while. So I play until I was like half dead when my dad was still full of energy. pufftt. So we started training smacks. and so although I was half dead, I was still summoning all my energy and smack and smack. yea. You know train smack is you smack down to the other person then the other person catch but hitting back high and you just keep smacking and the other person just keep hitting high for you to smack.

Then train catching smacks. means my dad just keep smacking to me and I just keep catching. yea. and as I said, my dad is a guy, so obviously guys have muscles. and so, obviously, he has a lot of strength, and so if he really smacks like he does when playing with his guy friends, even me also cannot catch. Coz obviously like i said, i'm a girl. his smacks very scary de lor. is really fast and hard and it just zoom and I don't even have time to react. puft.

yea. So he was training me to catch smacks. and obviously not those slow and gentle smacks. he was giving me hard smacks and I was already dying and he wants to kill me. I was only catching like half the smacks he was giving me la. the other half the time was spent going to pick the ball up T.T waahhhh! and you know even bending down repeatedly to pick the ball is tiring. T-T my dad is a evil pig.

Then after that, coz I was tired alr mah. So I asked to train front ball instead. [not so tiring] yea. front balls doesn't need as much strength but 2 times the reaction time. which is am totally lousy at. like I said, i am back player mah. coz I'm better at the back than front. everytime I play the front, I will be very jinzhang. coz balls in front are damn fast and you must be very quick. [can get heart attack de. you know!]

Okay. the end. I am very very very angry because my damn brother's friend called! poof. 33% already leh. can't he like call 2 hours later. what's their damn problem. everytime call my brother for nothing. go and die la. tell my brother to tell them that he's not at home at this time already still haven't tell.

rawrrrr. I want chocolateeee. I'm dead. I'm getting fat coz I can't stop eating chocolates.

okie. kop from chu's blog de.

true colours

1. From where you are sitting right now, list an object that is one of each of the following colors: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, white and black.

My chinese file!

Wahh. a lot of orange things on my table eh.
ca1 xie2 bu4 [cloth for polishing boots]
table lamp and this tong3 that I put my colour pencils in

the [already empty] M&M that bravo ma'ams gave! [YAYY! keep as sovenior -__-]
that bottle of yellow paint that we use to paint ______________. haha.
this yellow box thingy

GRRR. ERHHH. The green ribbon on my sis's trophy -______- [desperate try. coz there's really no green things around. that's like the closest one alr.]

The bottle of blue paint that we use to _____________. haha yea. I kept the yellow and blue one. xD T
The pocket drive that is currently connected to my laptop [it's not mine *_*]

hmm. the fruitplus on my table. it's blackcurrent flavour. the wrapper's purple

woah. a lot eh. All the papers and the shelves on my left and right, and this 7-11 plastic bag and the extension cord and the can of brasso and the pyjamas I'm wearing now =D it's Happy Feet pyjamas! hahaha. [erps. the penguins on my pyjamas are white too]

hmm. some wires, my U cover, this whole set of CD + don't know what players, a jacket, my laptop, and the headphones for my organ xD

2. What color do you wear most often? Why?
Red? Why arh. coz I have the most red shirts lor. Coz there are always such days called CNY and National Day.

3. What color are your eyes?
Black. Everyone says my eyes are 100% black. So I shall trust them. hahaha.

4. What color is your desktop image?
It's very colourful. It's this picture of the looney tunes characters in a car going for some camp or something? hahah. I just changed my wallpaper today la. before this was some carebear thing. =D

5. What colors are you walls and floor?the walls?
My walls are chao ji de light pink. it's so light it looks like white. I mean it's this type of paint that when you look at my wall it's white. But if you had come in from a [let's say] blue room, you would be able to feel that my room has a tinge of pink. hahaha.
My walls are wooden. so... brown..?

Okay. I need to sleep now. No time to do chu's other quiz le. shall do it tomorrow with what happened today :D nitey!

jap test on mon. freaky

finished rev for chap 19. i studied the whole vocab list. feeling so cheated. coz senseh told us that actl we only need to study those in the matome quizzie...but, guess what. i lost mine. and i totally wasnt gonna not study and take a sure-fail test. so i like studied the entire list.

k well, there's that sense of accomplishment.

maths rev. facing the prob of not knowing what to study but know that i must study. i bet i'll get super low in graph questions....like i totally dun understand y= mx + c logic....coz it's like c = y?

pri maths is fasinating

sec maths is terrifying

went for a spin after dinner. my ma wanted to go marina there to see how much is the road block. coz we got tickets for next wk=) my ma like got them frm her office. when i first heard it, i was like 'whoa, so wei1 feng1'...

anyway, we saw the contigents marching outta the parade, as in along the suntec marina sq road...so cool!!! there was this contigent carrying white flags and wearing yellow and i din know who they were. anyway, they were ntuc...din know ntuc marches too.

anyway, coz we were stuck in the middle of the jam and we couldnt move. prefect, coz we'll nv be allowed to park there to watch it=)....

was looking out for the npcc contigent..finally...whoa...like there's so many guys and rather little girls...like i was desperately looking out for skirts instead of pants....

anyway, wanted to peak into the parade ground, BUT THERE WERE SO MANY BUSES PARKED THERE WHICH TOTALLY GAVE US NO VIEW OF THE PARADE...

so disappointed.

today was such a wrong day.

so quiet. coz sharon, quan, odie and dawn...(who are basically all the ppl who sit around me)....went to prep for the IvP fair.

no sharon and quan to crap with during PCCG, no sharon and quan to get amused over music with, no sharon and quan to eat in class with me, no sharon and quan to freak out with over chinese sia presentation, no sharon and quan to groan with about maths, no sharon to diaow with during lunch....

spent recesses with sqms....like i totally suspect hong told melia sth. it's just so not possible...the turn of events...

by the way, i dont dislike ______ anymore, and im also starting to think pink is not a disguisting colour....how random....

regarding ______, i shall try and maintain gd relations with her. successful attempt no. 1 today. great, things going smoothly

like the IvP report hong sent to me. coz i apparently fell asleep in the study rm ytd, woke up after half and hour and sorta staggered upstairs and fell asleep on my bed again. at around 9.

woke up early in the morning to get the IvP report printed out. *staggers in shock* grammar!!! sentence structures!!! overall tone!!!

so i edited it. no offence i hope.

k, after IvP...coz quan and dawn longbang-ed odie's daddy's car so sharon and i took mrt bck to toapayoh...

couldnt believe it at first. like toapayoh is suddenly so heavily populated by ny ppl...then sharon suddenly rmb-ed abt the judo comm at tp stadium...no wonder....

sorta walked around. walked into body shop with sharon. got shoo-ed out coz sharon was eating her stupid ice-cream. btw, din realise i was that knowledgable abt nails....*V finger pose*

agreed to go second floor upon sharon's bugging. stoned outside the CD shop nxt to pop.

THEN this grp of ppl walked in our direction. one of them looked like someone we knew. so we stared at the grp to try comfirm if it's her. but that person was like having her bck facing us and so we sorta stared at the grp for a long time, waiting for her to turn...

when those ppl walked past us, one of them asked another of them if she knew those ppl over there (us)....then she replied nononono or sth liddat in THAT tone. then someone went 'wah. se4 man' or sth liddat....

then those ppl walked into pop. then we were like 'k, lets go somewhere else lest they think we're stalking them'....then i suddenly thought

'hey, this is toapayoh man, our area (sorta)...i bet those ppl dont even live in toapayoh larh. we go pop so often. why shld we not go just coz they are there?!'

so we 理直气壮的走进 pop...

they saw us and sorta starting laughing. i believe strongly that they think we're stalking them. which is kinda maddening coz hanging around your own neighbourhood doesnt equal stalking....

it is our neighbourhood somemore....growls...

k, im sounding childish....

Right... I'm back coz just went to melia's bloggie and their taggie and I'm starting to emo all over again. *BANGS TABLE*

RAHHH

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I WANT MY MATHS OYLMPIAD!!! T-T

AMELIA NG JING JING. MATHS OLYMPIAD IS VERY NICE OKAY!
YOU SHOULDN'T REN4 DING4 FROM THE START THAT IT'S GOING TO BE NOT NICE. BECAUSE IT'S NICE.

PUFT.PUFT.PUFT. ZHEN SHI DE. DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE THIS CHANCE *SHAKES HEAD*

YOU SHOULD TAKE A POSITIVE APPROACH LIKE GUO HUI!

I want also don't have... T-T WAHHHH! all katherine's fault! cheat my feelings. bleahhh.
All her fault again hai4 wo3 never go for the maths olympiad competition. It was like another bloody chance for me to add another certificate to my portfolio YOU KNOW!

*BANG TABLE*

And I know you all don't know how much that damn maths olympiad cert means to meeeeeee! It's not just any crap competition you know! IT IS MATHS OYLMPIAD COMPETITION. You know this kind of competition just answer half the answers correctly and you can get at least a bloody silver! [okay. that's not my point] but then and again, I WANT MY MATHS OLYMPIAD!!!

STUPID LA.

*bish myself*

I shall po4 li4 and study for next year's maths olympiad ok. I die also must get something back!
GRRR. Must bu3 for this year. and somemore upper sec de won't be so easy anymore le lor. SOMEMORE, I won't be going for maths training, which means I will chi kui, coz I obviously think I forget all my maths oylmpiad stuff alr after 2 years. That's why I say I shall break my tradition of not studying.

I shall follow kathy. and be hardworking. and study for maths olympiad. last year still okay coz I think I still can da gai remember. anyway, I almost luan luan do the whole paper la. I didn't even complete it can. wahaha. Of course it's not totally luan luan do but of course I do what I remember, which was almost nothing.

Oh ya. I still remembered that sp studied for maths oylmpiad also la. So hardworking neh. Before the competition, he was reading all the notes and practices. hehe and I didn't even bother. *shakes head* but he was really like chao serious when it comes to maths olympiad coz he being him, is almost the same as me. all the paper don't file de. just anyhow throw. then don't listen in class, don't do homework. Okay. he is better than me coz at least sometimes he does his work. but anyway, he actually files all his Maths Olympiad papers almost everyweek and calls it MOMO file [My Own Maths Olympiad File]. coz his brother always tries to take advantage of him by koping his file to use also. anyway his maths olympiad is like chao ji good la. [see... that's the good thing about sitting with him. you get good guidance] He knew how to do like practically every question can. And he chao enthu in maths olympiad class.

Okay. Can prove his teachings are effective coz his brother sits in front of us during lessons and his brother won also. Okay. but anyway, I did better last year than in P6. wahaha. okay... sometimes depends on luck also.

lalala. maths olympiad is so fun xD yipee!

but anyway, I feel sad coz my maths is deproving day by day. anyway, I don't think it's because my maths is deproving but this year's topics all happens to be those what graphs and statistics and whatever variations. I'm only good at things like algebra and crap that everyone hates. okay. so anyway, this year's topics, I'm only good at indices. muahaha. indices so easy can.

Anyway, mdm lee says my graphs are very nice and neat *ego* I mean quadratic graphs. Not those linear ones.

One good thing about sitting with huier is that I get comfort everytime I get back my maths quiz because she will always get either same or lower than me. hahaha. Makes me feel better. but then turn to the right and it's shihui and she almost always get full marks so i refrain from looking at her quiz marks T.T will feel very zi bei.

O.o my sis is playing maple and she suddenly went

"I can't believe I'm so smart! Wo zhen shi tai cong ming le! Mei xiang dao wo zhe me cong ming!"

Then I was like "huh..?"

"Yi bian train cleric, yi bian hunt for pots. Wo zhen shi tai cong ming le!"

Okay... bish her la. she and her maple. -_____-
Oh ya, she's recently addicted to prince of tennis and influenced my bro to watch with her.
So that saturday, we were playing badminton, and somehow, my bro couldn't switch over and thinking he himself was playing tennis, he was like jumping and whacking the shuttlecock onto the floor. -_______-

okayokay. random. but my brother very funny coz he always kana hit by the shuttlecock de. I mean like we didn't purposely aim at him lor. He everytime stand there and let the shuttlecock hit him. hahaha. We always say that's it's coz his target is bigger [we are saying he is fat lar].

Never mind. I think it's coz he always stands at the middle front of the court where chances of getting hit are of course higher. But no choice coz he specialises in front balls. but actually there shouldn't be such thing as specialise front or back coz you are suppose to be able to do both and change accordingly. But no choice coz he runs backwards very slowly and half the time if he tries to run too fast backwards, he falls down -.- and sometimes like if it's a back ball and you have no time to like swing your racquet right, then his ball wouldn't go over the net. as in how to say arh. like if your racquet is there ready the the ball come and you swing right, it's more energy then when the ball come and you zhi jie hit. coz no potential energy you know? yea. if he has time to swing he can actually hit qutie far but he almost always doesn't time to do it coz he would be like trying to balance himself -__- and his zhi jie hit thing very lan. meaning, not enough strength. (:

I hate the zhi jie hit thing, but you know right, sometimes cannot help it mah. Coz like if you from one corner need to run to another corner then not enough time. [okay. coz obviously we are not professionals] yea. My that 2 arm dislocations were caused in the zhi jie hits. haha. Coz if you want the ball to go far when you zhi jie hit must really have a lot of strength to make up for the potential energy. And then if you like me don't like to do warm ups, then will like that lor. hahaha. but it's very common. so never mind.

lalala. I always like to cut short my warm ups. coz I don't like and don't want and I think there's no need. Just by playing straight is already like warming up le. hahaha. And I realised my sis is very lan. Coz that sat, I was stretching and putting my leg on the stage thing and reach and grab my toes. then I was telling my sister that jiayuin cannot do that. [coz last time we did that before dance mah. then jiayuin's leg cannot go up and put on the wall thing around the dance studio thing] So my sister tried eh! and her leg also cannot go up! wahaha! okay. I was laughing at her coz I didn't expect that. jiayuin's one is because her leg is chao long la.

but cannot blame my sis coz since she was 0 years old until now, [16 +], she has never tried spliting before. And obviously in dhs they don't try this kind of things coz there are guys. So it's not like ny coz we have dance. and we always do the open leg the pull each other thing. My sister actually never seen that before eh! as in the open legs and pull thing. Coz dhs they don't do de mah. not like ny.

hahah. I shall aim to be able to split [which is like damn impossible]So I shall aim to at least be of pooh's standard.. (:

rahhh. I suddenly feel emo although today it was fun in school...

went to school as usual, very sleepy. then we had LA compre TT. I think my summary is damn screwed la. and I have a feeling my compo li2 ti2. hmm. nothing much... Last period was music. Very fun!! The last part right, we were suppose to choose 8 people. 2 for each part [coz there are 4 parts] wahaha. Then my classmates chose me :D So fun! Then coz I was like one of the first to be chosen so I got to choose which part I want to do xD I chose part 1 (: YAY! It's the melody. ahaha. So it's easier. As in the tune. So me and sharon got part 1 and starting working on the xylophone. [don't know how to spell la]. chao fun can! I can memorise it alr eh! ^_^

Okay. After school, wanted to zhao3 ma'ams coz pinky had a lot of questions to ask about tomorrow, but there were no ma'ams. so melia and pinky kept wanting to go look for ma'ams in their classrooms but me and mc don't want coz we don't want. hahaha. Then somemore than pinky jian jue don't want to call ma'ams like later after her AEP or something.

yea... But mc and I were despo to go play ball and wanted to go look for ball but that pinky keep on pulling us back coz we have to help her think of solution other than calling ma'ams. So in the end I made her go off for her AEP by volunteering to help her call.

Okay. So anyway, we left our bag at BB, and went to refill water. Since it was beside the canteen, we decided to go see if there were any ma'ams. Then gang hao linette ma'am came down. So we put down our things on a table and when we were walking to find ma'am, ma'am walked up the stairs and walked away. So we were like behind her chasing, but we didn't want to greet coz like we were behind her and quite far away. So yea... In the end, chase until nearing GO there when ma'am was about to turn left, then we greeted and ma'am turned around.

So asked ma'am all the questions pinky wanted to ask. blahblahblah. So went back to BB. Then as promised before, we were suppose to 1,2,3 and run..! and Jump! over the bushes. Yea. I was quite jinzhang but melia was even more jinzhang than me. mc was the most calm one. But anyway, we kept on deng yi xia! Coz either there were people or we needed more time for mental preparation [in case we land in/on the bush]

After a very very long time, we still haven't found the correct time to jump. then cong came. and she sat on the bb feeling quite bu shuang coz she wants to go home alr. So feeling very frustrated, she suddenly shouted ONE TWO THREE! So all of us RANNN and JUMP! WOOHOO. pro me and meichun safely landed on the other side.

But melia ne? turned around and saw that she braked in front of the bush. wahhh! How can like that! shuo hao die also must jump, cannot stop in front of it de! [somemore her leg was the longest] okay. then somehow, maybe cong see us jump very fun, so she pei2 melia to jump. bu3 the failed try. Yippe!

ONE TWO THREE. and zooom! BONG! wahaha. Melia and cong both jumped over! Then I was feeling chao ji HIGH. but cong was quite low coz she kept wanting to go home. So she made me listen to _____________. [a song] it's a sad and nice song. haha. Then became not so high le. So continued playing on the bb. Then melia and I were trying to like cross over mc and each other. yea. meichun's sense of balance is chao good eh! You can like use her as support she also won't fall down de. I think mine is the most lan la. Coz once I laugh, i will lose my balance. [and apparently I kept laughing, she I kept falling down]

Went home on 67 and slept. blahblahblah. so I'm now at home. don't feel like doing homework.

Oh ya. I think hor... whoever takes our squad very dao mei. haiz. Coz our squad don't talk de. What we do for all debriefs is stone. and stone. and stone. Then look at ma'ams, then ma'ams look at us, then sometimes, listen to ma'ams talk a bit. then stone somemore. then sometimes cry. [depends on what ma'ams talking about...]

I think our squad very different from other squads [??] I think other squads all talk de lor. like very open like that. okay. that's what I think from reading their blogs but maybe it's not. maybe they stone as well. but anyway, I like stoning. -______-

anyway, I feel very sad. very sad. very sad. haiz. never mind.

Anyway, all squads are different. all squads are unique (: just like 37 ma'ams and 38 ma'ams. haiz. last year's last act and last dalt so different from this year's.

37 ma'am's last act... we only cried a little bit. [almost everyone cried at the marilyn ma'am part.] yea. coz marilyn ma'am was sick and couldn't make it. So our other NCOs were saying like how much marilyn ma'am loves us and really wanted to come. and stuff. okay. it was damn touching can.

this year's last act... Right from the start squadmates already shuo hao die also cannot cry de. Then water break that time also kept reminding each other that cannot cry. Then got one part ma'am talked about some very emo things. and somewhere from the other side, they passed down message not to cry. but in the end leh? ma'ams started crying first... and in the end all the 40s left were all crying too. And it was far worst than last year's last act's crying. Last year's one was tearing only lor. This year's one was really cry coz ma'am and melia said some very emo things. and this is like the first time I ever saw ma'ams ku1 dao4 zhe4 me4 can3. our 37 ma'ams don't cry.

Last year's last dalt was much nicer than this year's. last year's was watch ma'ams perform, play captain's ball in the WHOLE quadrangle. [yea, we were all running from one end to the other. tired but fun] Then we said something disgusting/rou ma to ma'ams. *goosebumps* okay. it wasn't intentional. Let me explain. Coz we didn't want to play captain's ball anymore. We wanted to do what ma'ams want to do. So at first we wanted to ask ma'ams if they can talk to us/ play ball with us. But then we had no idea what ma'ams wanted to do. Then we also don't know how to phrase coz we want to do what ma'ams want to do but we don't know what they want to do. So in the end the eeky statement came out. "Ma'ams, we want to be with you" [did we say that in english or in chinese arh? anyway, it all means the same thing] somemore our whole squad said it together. not that type one person raise hand and say de eh. [I can still remember litian ma'am's reaction] okay. so we had squad talk anyway. then we cried coz ma'ams kept singing us songs to calm us down, but apparently, they more they sing, the worse we cried.

This year's last dalt was worst than normal dalt. it is called want-to-kill-us dalt. even normal dalts weren't as tiring. Okay. to the extend that squadmates couldn't care more about getting scolded or whatever coz we were in need of rest. Water break that time, everyone cannot tahan alr so everyone don't care and sat on the floor to rest. then quite a few squadmates cried. [not coz it's last dalt. coz they were having pains or something somewhere] [oh, and coz could see that ma'ams were quite disappointed in our long, but we really cannot le lor] As in like during water break everyone knows that ma'ams were very disappointed but then everyone was like really cannot make it le. Considering the fact that every single one of us already had body parts 'malfunctioning' [i know it's the wrong word to use] as in like, you know, somewhere pain or diziness, nauseousness or whatever, I am very happy that no one fell out! [of course except ys la. that is exceptional case] especially pinky whose tummy was chao ji pain and wants to vomit but ying4 cheng1 dao4 di3 and refused to fall out! bravo! [it's not on purpose. coz obviously you can't go like Alpha! or Charlie! or Delta!] and she was like crying in pain during water break la.

okay. another more serious one is jiayuin. She was complaining that she keeps seeing double images, then went she want to tiao over long that time, she sees 2 longs and doesn't know which one to tiao. so scary eh. and yingsiu's skin was feeling pain. [don't ask me why] and as usual her feet. Chu's knee had sharp pains and she still ren3 tong4 and went down on the 'go down on your right'. So... bravo! [although, you were never from bravo, i will still say Bravo! to you]

lalala. No time to go to each and every squadmates. Sorry if your names are not mentioned above. I know you all were suffering from something too. yea. And all of you were dying too. yea. So everyone.... ... BRAVO! wahaha.

wonderful. pinky is still cursing about having to go alone tomorrow to hta to support shooting team with all the other people who are not from 40. poor thing... *shakes head* I bet she will be very left out lor. haiz. but at least we are going to be able to change U with her. Yea. that's right. we need to wear U also neh. And we would be able to dismiss at 1.30 too! haha. so gang gang hao. Change U with pinky.

waha. and you know what were instructions from ma'am? "fall in outside audi" okay. so wonderful. which means if pinky is the first to reach there, she would be tootly falling in there alone at the big empty space looking up in senangdiri and not moving in full U. so hilarious can. Just imagine... ... hahaha. 1-man squad. luckily tomorrow isnt' POP rehearsal lor. Or else pinky will fall in in the quadrangle alone. Then the ma'am will stand directly in front of her, going "squad sedia!" and blahblah. waha. Then take attendance... ... ... ...

I'm addicted to chocolates (:

aiyah...today was soooo...sighs...

shall blog in a more narrative style.

k, went to sch. went to class, starting stoning and sleeping. along came sharon. along came melia. then melia was sitting at her alone at her seat (which is qte an abnormal thing as she's usually with sqms or tab's and gang) and sharon commented that her eyes were red.

i turned to look and i realised that melia was crying!

then i was like ohman, what have i done? coz like, last night i was in a un-humane mood and might have hurt her feelings on msn...

then i was like OHMAN! I MADE HER CRY!!!

*freak out in a very guilty manner*

hey i gotta say everybody in melia's row look very femininely pretty when they cry.

anyway, then i was like, ohmygosh, what shld i do? so i went over and sat with melia. like to apologise or sth.

and you know what, it turned out she was YAWNING.

some ppl just have this thing for tears....

anyway, wanted to go out with sqms during lunch, like for once...haha.... but my la presentation grp mates wanted to reherse. we finished at like 12.45. and so i stoned in class after that.

after sch....did maths rev paper in class while waiting for sharon's malay lesson to end. qte productive=) did the enture paper in less than an hour=) Progress observed!

the chem sia...waaaaaa...

the good thing is that we're gonna be able to include a draft experiment in our process log.

It was total failure. gonna redo tmr

im like totally blur bout chem. it doesnt help that i cant maintain concentrated in class. OH MY GOOSE!!! and sci is supposed to be my fav subj....come on come on....wake up and be merry!=)

pl's sent me the script....gonna have to work on it

bb

feeling better after a talk with hong=)

last dalt today... wasn't even 1/10 of what we expected. haizzz. totally spoiled my impression of "Last DALT".

Shall talk only on the key points.

- start dalt by wu-ing long --- 1/10 dead [mainly coz of the sun]

- tiao long [no one counted how many rounds we went but squadmates were quite certain it was more than 10] --- 6/10 dead [tiao long is really tiring! for people who never experienced before, please go try]

- ma'ams still made us continue wu-ing long under the hot sun --- 7.5/10 dead

- PT with 39 ma'ams and 41 [jin qing ma'am was running at such a fast pace I was having difficulties catching up. can't blame them coz 39 ma'ams and 41 were much alive unlike the poor 40. all squadmates almost died] --- 9.5/10 dead

okay. So after that not much tedious activites anymore. In conclusion, we left with only 5% left. not forgetting the fact that all squadmates had injuries or whatever you call that. these includes dizziness, stomachache/ feel like vomitting, sharp knee pain, foot pain [yingsiu, coz she's flat footed], hand pain, skin pain, seeing double images, leg cramp.

Okay. this sounds serious. but everyone still endured over it!

Okay... So shall start with my own problem. I was suffering from hand pain and leg cramp. [I know I'm very pro because I still continued wu-ing long even though my leg cramped] Okay. anyway, hand pain was from saturday's badminton. mc and cong should know. Coz saturday right, when playing badminton, my arm 'dislocated' twice. it's chao pain if you never experienced it before. It's went your whole arm, the joint at the shoulder there, goes out of place and goes back. Yea. So sunday, my right arm is like chao pain. to the extend that as long as you move your arm, your joint there will have a sharp pain. but this morning was quite okay alr, as in almost recovered. but you know, wu-ing long and stuffs makes it worst.

okay. the worst is senangdiri. Aiyo! Today senangdiri for very long eh. Coz waiting for 41 to ask permission to fall in and blahblah. Coz in senangdiri, you actually twist your arm backwards. wahlao. very pain T.T

yea. going on to the leg cramp part. Coz you know when the long is down, must do the wave thing right? So my wave was up and suddenly pooh wen "TIAO LONG WEI!" And I xia dao and slam the long onto the ground and JUMPED over my own jie2. [coz you know pooh as the longzhu doesn't give you allowance time. So she will just immediately jump] So as a result of the sudden hard jump = sudden strong pull of the muscle, my left calf muscle instantly cramped. wahh! Of course it was pain. I mean cramps are supposed to be pain. I sure everyone experienced it before.

Lucky me, the way I usually stop my cramps, is to press my feet upwards so that the angle is less than 90 degrees. So as we were wu-ing long, obviously we were standing, so I pressed my feet down on the ground while letting squadmates jump over. Very effective coz after a while it went away. but you know, after cramps, you have the after-cramps-effect. like, you know, your muscle will become very tight etc. yea. but still can wu long la.

Then since that cramp, everytime I jump over long, my leg will like cramp for like a second. Coz my leg didn't cramp again coz it was on the floor, meaning, it was pressed upwards. but everytime I tiao, you will lift your leg up right, then for that second, my leg will cramp.

Okay. Anyway, I was telling my sis about my leg cramping blahblahblah. and she went

"You leg cramp never fall out de meh!?"

So I went "You don't know what is called ying4 cheng1 arh."

"You idiot arh! ying4 cheng, ying4 cheng1, sooner or later you will hurt your leg, THEN YOU KNOW ARH!"

Okay... so I told her about my arm thing too. the dislocation crap.

"You stupid la! Later your injury become more serious THEN YOU KNOW ARH! ying4 cheng... ying4 cheng1... ying4 cheng1... [in a sacarstic tone]."

okay. end of story. my sister very interesting right! hahaha. squadmates all like my sister neh. xD

So after dimissal and blahbalhblah, squadmates went back to help ma'ams. so me, mc and cam decided to leave first. Sat at the bus stop then we went spilling out all our unhappiness... then cam left first. so left me and mc sitting at the bus stop talking. we delibrately miss two 154s, coz mc wanted to continue talking. WAHH! talk until the climax then suddenly pinky came. So we couldn't continue with our su4 ku3-ing.

came home, then chu called to apologise. So qi2 guai4. why squadmates all like to apologise arh? I mean like this kind of thing I jiang3 le jiu4 wang4 le. I won't take it to heart de lor. lalalala. So in the end we starting su4 ku3-ing over the phone too. complain and complain. blahblahblah. If it wasn't that chu's mum was calling for her, I bet we could have talked for over 1 hour. hahhaa. Okay.. I'm looking for a chance to break my record of longest phone conversation of 1hr and 2mins. okay. crap.

Then came online. long long time never come online le. So from just now until now, mc and I continued our conversation. blahblahblah.

yep. so. that's. all. for. today. (: have. a. nice. day.

Just realised there are just so many things I want to tell squadmates but can't (:

ohman....what's my prob now?

like i can get high with ppl i hardly even know. but with ppl im supposed to be closest to, i cant even keep awake. it's bout how i can relate to them.

and it's another feeling when you realise sth you love has been 'contaminated' and changed. then you realise it does not belong to you only. it belongs to so many ppl. it is shared. yet, not equally and it isnt even within your grasp, let alone control.

then you realise that maybe what you what for it, doesnt go by majority. then you ask yourselves what's best for it. you think you're right. but there are emotions that apparently arent controlable.

what shit man, you think. emotions in your perspective can be controlled. why are ppl so negative?

you realise that your thinking is just so different you dont even feel like a relation, let alone member of it. you try to change your thinking, wanting to drift back.

some time ltr, you think, why m i trying to go back? i feel so much more myself without it. it is an attachment. sth wrong.

you drift. but you bear the consequences of being let out. you dont mind. it's not your character. then you see how some ppl are changing it so throughly and making it dip, then you realise you still have feelings for it.

yet, feelings cant go much. you cant do anything when you see it dip. no one sees it dipping except you. you cant get the message across and you feel like you've done wrong to it.

but, you see how everyone progresses fine. yea, but it wont turn out correct. you just know it. you think you do.

yet, you've alr drift so far, you cant do anything. you cant stand the state it is in. yet, you have no right to change it.

you cant do anything, except listening to ppl saying you drifted, and at the same time, wanting to drift but wanting to stay.

it isnt what you wanted it to be. but you must accomodating, you rmb it isnt yours, it's everybody's. you no longer want to be part of it.

but you get the feeling and hints from ppl, that you are wrong.

yet, you know maybe it's the best choice.

maybe, you screwed it up yourself and this is the punishment you must bear.

so be it. i dont care.

it isnt related to me much anymore.

it's so unrelated to me. yet, so strong it impacts me.

and no one understands what i mean.

it was a wrong choice in the first place, at least for me.

character clash is sth that impacts greatly.

aiyah. geog test tmr.

how? how? how?

basically ive studied. BUT IM WORRIED!!! shall study all over again.
and some ppl like hanyi are BAD candidates to choose to give you random test questions. YOU GET STRESSED. like elaboration for every minor point?!

hanyi is so pro. i aspire to be like her=)

maths and jap test clash. as in, on same day. Oh My Goose.

Jap, like loads of ppl wont work hard for 3rd lang coz it's lik 'if i fail, i quit. no loss' BUT I REALLY WANNA DO WELL...SHIFU, lets jiayou tgt!!! we can do it. no problem. we are smarty pants rmb? in our dreams....

stayed back to study in sch today. among the class around ours, ours has the lest ppl but is the most lively. guess why?

BINGO! it was the RADIO....

haha we on-ed it super soft but apparently the class was still qte lively.

then we took off skirt and started doing hmw. i did chinese over-due compo and completed the land revision for geog test. ltr quan starting giving me random geog questions. she was impressed that i could study so fast.

im so honoured man...haha...

ohoh! the recess thing. coz i was pointing out my angel to hong and melie. and apparently, sitting behind her was PAULINE!!! haha, my fav junior. she's so cute, just like Tab. like angel, like mortal. haha..
anyway, the point is that when i was showing them who was felicia, pauline waved at me. when i showed them who was pauline, felicia waved at me.

like the intro was sooooo UNSYNCRONIZED!!!!

IvP. IvP on friday...BAD timing. but at least it isnt nxt wk=)

sian....geog tmr, maths rev paper still undone

cant believe we're studying same topic as sec1s...so cool...2/3 can exchange notes with 1/3....lols

suddenly thinking bout *ahemahem*....hu...xi....

ahhh....im still sha xiao-ing...

i finished the friar lawrence n nurse character thing!!!!

my grpmates're over at pl's hse doing the ppt and stuff. and i couldnt go coz obviously my ma wont let me, so to save trouble i din ask. and also i'll waste time journeying there, when i can do more productive things like finally starting seriously on my geog, completing elearning so i'll be free nxt wk, doing chinese compo, revising for the tonnes of tests coming up.

right. in conclusion, i think i did the right thing. and like i did my part at my home, using my com. finished it, sent to them, they added it to the ppt, and now, WE'RE FINISHED!!!

marvelling at how fabulous technology is now.

k, had the maths challenge ytd. started off bit sian, then ended off less sian but still in the sian mood.

there was this question that i could answer and laura called me a genius and i felt so pro=)

the feeling of being praised is just soooo....awwww.... *pretends to blush*

watched transformers like finally ytd. coz i know my dad already arranged to watch it with me ever since we saw the ad while waiting to watch potc3. yea....OMG! it's so cool...dun understand how the cube thing could kill the bad guy (what's his name)...coz the blue and red guy asked the boy (what's his name) to put the cube into his chest shld he fail to kill the bad guy right? then the cube sounds like it will kill the whole robot race if it's put into a robot's heart. Then how come only the bad guy died in the end...

i was almost crying and cursing the director during the bumblebee part....so did he die in the end? dunno...aiyah, im so slow....

sharon watched harry potter alr. I SHALL NOT WATCH HARRY POTTER. now even sharon says it's not nice.

shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it shant watch it

great

back to work.
bb

oh...just realised today's fri the 13th....goose it....

cant wait for halloween...sighs....still a long time away

awww man, fri night finally. WHOOTS WHOOTS!!!

YESH! i desperately need to squeal.

k fine, long wk's over. and in matter of days, the geog test is gonna be reality. my ankle's still hurting. and the more it hurts, the more pissed i get with _____. although i know even if she did sth, it'll still hurt. but the point is i totally cant stand her.

the former person who headed my cant-stand-list has been replaced by ____.

k, sharon and odie were freaking out over some homenursing thing regarding sj...then dawn and me were roped in to test them. Gave up testing after a while. too tiring.

NWZ. yea, so we din get through it. cant bring myself to say the word 'failed'. like, i NEVER thought that we might....not pass it. like, sqms were like 100% sure we'll pass and stuff. i just cant believe we failed it lorh....like we studied super hard larh....suddenly thought what if the person who failed was me...wont be able to face the sqd.

NWZ....rmb it vividly...the prep for it...it was during 3wk boarding sch stay...my rm used to stay up till like 1am, then we'll polish boots and prepare u and i started this practise of studying NWZ while polishing boots. studied NWZ during prep too...

like after the test, the mere thought of failing NWZ din even occur to us. It just goes to show the higher the hopes, the greater the hit.

mann....just cant believe it

stayed back late with sqms.....sorta late haha...sang songs and tried emo-ing. took pics. went home coz darling disciplined cong wanted to go. CONG IS SO MOTHERLY....

tmr gotta reach sch early for the maths challenge thing.

this wk-ends gonna be tough...

TOUGH TIME DONT LAST TOUGH MAN DO!!!

think bout e-learning nxt wk=)

~llama

had super alot of mood swings today.

and super alot of regretable things too=( shant cover this part. too personal...

k, mood swings. i cant stand ppl who have frequent mood swings. and now im getting increasingly more and more mood swings too...arrrgh...like after becoming sec 2, mood swings is like soo normal. sad.

came to sch, sj ppl were giving sharon her bdae prezzie. haha...then i was like, k, i shall give ltr, otherwise there'll be clash. and also, quan wasnt there. anyway, then i went to find sqms. coz i wanted to tell yehui bout sharon's bdae just b4 morning assembly so if she sees sharon she'll wish her happy bdae and it's like soo nice larh. ahh...so anyway, went to hong's class and helped her with one question frm chem ws 3. haha, the question that shaoting taught us. anyway, bell rang, went down, told yehui. aiyah, but i doubt yehui and sharon met during the day=(...

anyway, just b4 IT, gave sharon her prezzie. quan gave hers too. then mine is like haha, very small next to quan's. BUT IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS. anyway, IT.

IT = youtube time. so-so...was in the ah-ah-ah-he's-so shuai mood. anyway, then chinese. high time

chinese was ANIMATED today=) zhang lao shi was telling us bout his encounters with students out of sch. so funny. like he said when he first started off as a teacher. whenever he saw a ny girl outside sch. he'll run away, and the ny girl also. then he was describing to us the incident when he saw a ny girl at orchard. then she ran off down orchard road and he ran into wisma. so funny.

there was another time, a ny girl saw him outside sch. then she shouted "ZHANG ZHANG CHUAN LAO SHI!!!!" then zhang lao shi said he was super embarassed and immediately turned to the other direction. then, if i rmb correctly, he said his friend asked him why he turned. then he thought bout it and decided to continue as b4, pretending nth happen. so he turned back and continued walking. then the ny girl shouted 'ZHANG ZHANG CHUAN LAO SHI" for the second time. and according to zhang lao shi, he was super humilated. haha...so cute....

he was talking bout the 2 incidents in which he hoped he would not see a student of his. on the operation table and in court. then the whole class started laughing...

ohya, then we watched this movie bout 9/11. then there was this constant sound of boom boom boom. dawn asked where the sound came frm. then sharon said 'collasped' and i said 'one storey down' then dawn said we were sadistic. hur? dont get it.

anyway, steph wasnt in class today. coz she's right squashed betw odie and dawn and without her, their row became silent- for once...zhang lao shi commented that it was sooo rare. anyway, then quan commented that nxt fri steph'll be alone coz odie and dawn gotta go ivp sth...

i was like 'hur? what ivp thing?' then quan commented that sharon and jialun gotta go too. i, being smart, put the pieces tgt, realised quan was in odie and dawn's ivp grp, realised i'll be the only one in my row nxt fri. so nice, i shall move forward and join steph. two loners=(

k, recess. SUPER BU SHUANG WITH CAM AND HER HANDPHONE. what's the pt of having TWO handphones if NONE of them is contactable? you know we went 3rd floor, 2nd floor, whole library just to find her when she was in the canteen eating. SUPER BU SHUANG!!! it's like this handphone uncontactablility prob is always a major prob betw quan, sharon, me and cam. like all of us cant stand it. haha. cam, sry if i was mean, but i really was pissed larh. no offence taken i hope. it's like we're constantly on the im-bu-shuang-with-you relation....haha....best bunny buds 4eva anyway=)

after recess, chem. chem was super cheem today. and like totally din understand anything. and apparently we cant drop chem nxt year. sighs....

OH YA!!! coz sharon's angel sms-ed her happy bdae during chem. then sharon wanted to sms back.

here comes the no reception prob. then it was like sharon was leaning to my side with her phone, trying to aim it at the window for reception. din work. so i took it frm her and put it behind quan's back and aimed it at the window for reception. din work. then quan took it frm me and aimed it at the window for reception. sucess finally. like the handphone passed down the whole row...

then....music. sat nxt to all the band ppl...then obviously they can hear what instrument the tape was playing. i totally couldnt hear anything. im instrument-deaf.

then lunch. like bit in the sian mood. did drills with sqms...wasnt really serious. then i was like bit sian and the atmosphere was not-serious and my stupid ankle was hurting whenever i banged. i wonder when it'll completely cure. so i fell out and became observer.

then....MRS CHITRA last's lesson with us. the climax came at the end. we presented her with the book and prezzie and she gave us time-out and nutella. then she said touching things of farewell and we gave her 3 cheers. then linghan said she cried when she went out. then 2/3 started sobbing. like more than a quarter of the class was gathered at the back crying. nv seen xiaoyou cry so painfully b4. it's like she just thought us for one semester and a little bit more and we cant bear to say gdbye alr. suddenly saw the emo light of 2/3 today. i wanted to cry. but didnt.

very sad that mrs chitra has to go. it's like we might not see her anymore after today. mrs chitra, we cant bear to say good bye

then after sch. GOT HIGH WITH CONG, MELIE AND HONG. we played the atc game at the balancing beams. me and melie kept losing to cong and hong=(...then it's like totally high-ing off. you then changed the grping and i paired with hong. AND WE WON!!! lols...like i won every scissors paper stone with melia and cong and when we reached the end hong nv got to play scissors paper stone. lols...

then went home....

so mood swinging larh...

tmr is pop rehersal. half u.

tmr is maths mass assignment handing in. ames question 1 redo, question 8, ws 7.1...tsk tsk....so much..

Okay. shall start with the very funny squadmates.



recess that time bravo ma'ams couldn't find squadmates so they gave me all their presents and ask me to help tp give squadmates. So thank ma'am blahblahblah. Then me and cong had this 'idea'. hehehe. We went to put them on squadmates tables and pretend that is ma'am put de.



Okay. So during lunch, I was asking them if they saw the M&M on the table and they said they did. So I went "Ma'ams so li hai leh! They know where we sit!" Then melia and jung both sort of xia dao coz they thought was squadmates put de [which was true actually...] Then they started going high with this plan of making bravo ma'ams a thank you card. Coz apparently they thought ma'ams put on our table which means we didn't thank them for their M&M. So they felt bad and wanting to make ma'ams a thank you card.



Cong, pinky and me were at the side going "Should we tell them the truth or not arh. Coz if they really go give thankyou card a bit erh..." So blahblahblah. Squadmates were like really serious about giving ma'ams the thankyou card la. They say what do tomorrow recess then melia wanted to bring yellow paper then jung say hers is better hardhard de good quality paper. Jung want to jinqing ma'am's, melia do jiawen ma'am's then I do Sijia ma'am's. okay. A bit de hao3 xiao4 to see squadmates like going so serious with this plan. wahaha.



Aiya. In the end we told them after school coz we were scared that they really want to carry on with the plan tomorrow even if we tell them before we start making. wahaha. Okay. So the agreement was to thank bravo ma'ams on our blogs =D

THANK YOU MA'AMS!!

YAYY!! I <333>

Tomorrow is last act. We are not going to the dance thing again. I really think chen lao shi is damn pissed with us. Coz we are not going this friday too. plus POP that day. And all are important days. So we can prepare to die.

Haiz. tomorrow need to prepare full U [diediedie.] I don't like to prepare and wear full U. I just finished polishing mi badges. As usual like almost all the blackblack thing came from swimming badge. I use brasso. heh. coz I don't know where my car polish went to. See. That's the bad thing about moving house. Everything gets moved and you don't know where to look for them. Then gang hao my room got brasso so just use lor. My mum bought it for us to ca1 the doorknob >.<

I also have autosol and I know it's better but it's upstairs. hehe. I'm lazy to go get it. brasso is so stinko!! >.<>

I am feeling disgusted now coz I'm like eating somesort of cracker and I can smell the brasso on my hand. eeks. Brasso smell is long lasting. remember? hahaha. That time after we ca1 the ba4, the brasso smell didn't go off after many days. And I feel good because I haven't ca1 my boots in a longggglonggggg time. =X my boots is liang again! yay!

okay. today on the bus, when we reach the stop after ny, I was telling pinky "That time at the bus stop that time hor, I was telling jung that everytime she passes by the hc bus stop, which is the stop after ny, she should look out because there's a chance that she might see a ma'am coz me and pinky saw quite a few alr. So that day when she passed by the hc busstop, she suddenly remember what I told her and she looked out and saw 2 37 ma'ams!! Then at the coro bus stop, she looked out again and saw another ma'am!" So when pinky was going 'woah.' or whatever, I suddenly looked out and saw carolyn ma'am! WOAH. SO QIAO LOR! WAHAHA. I then was like "EHH! CAROLYN MA'AM EH!" then nudge nudge her. hahaha. She looked out just in time before the bus drove off.

Anyway, So now the story will be "That day on the bus when I was telling pinky about jung telling me that that day I was telling her that she should look out at the hc bus stop coz maybe there'll be a ma'am. Then that very day she pass by the hc bus stop and remember my words and saw 2 37 ma'ams. Then she saw another one at coro busstop. Just when I was saying this, I suddenly looked out and saw a 37 ma'am!" wahahaha. Okay... >.<

My sis kept vomitting and she was like in the same room as me and she refuses to go out. I think she kana somesort of virus coz she feels damn cold when I'm feeling so stuffy and refused to let me on the fan. And she kept vomitting when she has nothing to vomit. ARGH. I was damn disgusted by her la. So I was like using my boots to block my view of her while polishing it and watching my show.

Oh ya. Forgot to mention that I found myself a new show to watch! YIPPE! Anyway, for devil beside you right, I watch epi 11 then skip to 20. hahah. Firstly, because I found myself a new show alr and just wanted to watch the ending again. and secondly because I wanted to skip the part where his mother tries to get him to go to italy and he doesn't know whether he should go or not. blahblahblah. that part not nice de lor.

Still think she shouldn't have gone to Italy with his mum. So cruel to leave qiyue neh. haiyo. Anyway, my new show is very funny!! [okay.. all my shows are very funny. because I only watch those funny funny shows rather than sad ones] I think devil beside you is not very funny lor. Compared most of my other shows. I think corner with love is the most not funny de. Corner with love is considered quite sad show coz there's a lot of parts that can make you cry. but very nice la.

I think ma'ams have something in mind tomorrow... haiz... Squadmates all wants to do campcraft. I want to do campcraft too! but I think we have different intensions. melia wants campcraft because she hopes that at least for once, we can get within out target and make ma'ams happy. But I was saying that the only way any team from our squad can make into our targetted time is put all the very good ones at one tent. Which is like impossible. Even so, they might not also make it. So I was saying that the possibilities of making ma'ams angry is much higher than being able to meet their expectations. hahaa. She agrees with my point.

but still, I WANT TO DO CAMPCRAFT! T.T I reallyreallyreally hope we will get to do campcraft tomorrow. At least pitch once ba. Actually I don't really like ask for us to meet our targetted time, coz it's like almost impossible. Just like hope we improve or something then ma'ams will at least be happy for the last act.

Oh ya. If there's campcraft tomorrow, I really hope I can don't be bowliner again. maybe pegger. Although I don't really like pegging coz the next day will have backache and peggers are always the dirtiest. hehe.

haha. last time squadmates were going "I only be bowliner once before leh!" Then quite a few of them were once or twice before only. Then they were like "Bu ke neng everyone be so little times before only mah. Then the other times who be bowliners?" Then I was like "me..." Squadmates all don't like to be verticals coz very slack. mei shi zuo. they don't like. But somehow, they keep ending up as vertical. So they very qi4. hehe. I know jung is like that. Coz like everytime she was hoping that she will be bowliner or something. Then got once ma'am made her vertical. Then she's my tent de. So she was over there complaining. [hehe. Coz she's vertical a lot of times le. And only be bowliner once at that time]

Should ask squadmates tomorrow how many times they be what le. Get an updated idea of what squadmates do a lot of times le. Coz that one up there is quite long ago de. maybe now squadmates got be bowliner alr le.

I am like totally opposite from squadmates coz up till now, [after so many campcraft sessions and pitching so many tents] I have only been vertical once, pegger twice and the rest are bowliner. So many times until I have lost count of how many times exactly have I been bowliner before. haiz. But that's a good thing too. hahaha. because I am bowliner for sooo many times, I have been partners with a lot of squadmates before. haha. I confirm got do with pinky, mc, jiayuin, yingsiu, pooh and cam. chuxi not sure. hao xiang you hao xiang mei you. then I am quite sure I did twice with yingsiu before. and I am quite positive I never do with kathy and jung before. melia and cong arh... I don't know eh. I think don't have. I think they were my tent de verticals or something before. aiya. don't know la.

but anyway, that's quite a lot alr. OH. My sis just came home from the doctor's and she's got herself an MC. So lucky. I hope she doesn't pass her virus to me. i still want to go POP de hor.

Oh crap. I typed a whole chunk here and it all disappeared. suan le. shall not re-type. bye.

i typed a long long post and deleted it coz it sounded very un-blogging material....

read jung's blog as instructor. cant say anything except chey....

wish we will have campcraft tmr.

wish that my boots will go shiny faster today

~llama

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尤其拥抱时最清楚
心跳传来的起伏
像一颗跳动的暖炉
手放进口袋的温度
融化了走过的路途
冰天雪地的国度
能抱着你就很满足
谁都知道气候会变
更别说诺言
你的冬衣还留在我窗前
你的世界已经准时晴天
远方的我在夏天看雪
我的孤独慢慢冻结
在没有你的夜
给我的爱已经过了期限
而我的心在夏天下雪
明明寒冬已经很远
我还是无法结束这冬眠
我的世界乱了季节
赤道居然会飘着雪
热带雨林的原野
看起来白茫茫一片
回忆在我心中积雪
连日出也无法溶解
应该流汗的夏天
可是却一直流眼泪
没有你的夜

been listening to it for hours since i came home

~llama

OKay. yesterday was my sis's POP. She ended at 8 which is quite early [??] When we reached there to fetch her, we saw her Sec 1s doing bersurai. So funny eh! I was like laughing at their drills. really very very funny! but I was like o.O as in never expected dhsnp's drills to be so lan4 de mah. but considering that they are just sec 1s, shall forgive them. HAHAHA.

but I think 41's drills are better than theirs lor. I think coz they have guys. Sec 1 guys who have yet to mature right, is that type playplay type mah. Not serious type. Anyway, my sis says right all squads in their unit upon becoming training squad right, the drills standard will suddenly shoot up very fast.

Anyway, my sis used her own boots -_________- She woke up extra early to ca1 her own xie2. hahaha. wahhh. She she brought home a lot a lot of prezzies! 1 from the CI sirs and ma'ams, 1 from qiwen sir, 1 from her section juniors, 1 from admin board, 1 from D &P board [development & planning], 1 from training board, 1 from Sec 3 squad, 1 from Sec 2 squad, 1 from Sec 1 squad oh and 1 from her OC I think.

10 altogether eh!! *faints* So good lor. Anyway, she came home and went "I GOT TO KEEP MY UNIFORM!!" wahaha. So good >.< Coz their np room too many uniforms le. hahah. But she didn't get to keep her rank. wahhh. she that time from LCP become SGT leh. stupid la. She said coz actually she's CPL le. Just that she was lazy to go and get her rank. So when she got promoted again, she zhi jie get the sgt rank. haiya. Their thing so disorganised de lor.

haiz. My sis is addicted to animes. >.< I don't like animes lor. I like to watch dramassss. hahaha. I keep promoting so many shows to her but she didn't even watch any.

My cough is horrible now. Coz yesterday's lunch was chicken rice. kaes. bye!

frm melie's blog

"thinking back, our class has changed quite alot. like sze min. and lydia. hahah. hm peiling also quite a big change. but funnily our class people's mood quite consistant. somehow, there will be days where the whole class is very very low and sian. and days when the class is high together. last year and this year's lifeskills camp has been quite..bonding? sec one camp we sang class songs on the bus...laughed abt beehoon [203 ppl will know] and cheered the ho-ho-ho-ha cheer everywhere we went. this year camp we planned telematch [which turned out fun and successful] besides the blood potatoes part, went dead together after that but cheered during night trail again. even though we started in a quarrelling mood coz everyone was feeling tired and grumpy, when there was this part where 10 ppl from the class has to search for puzzle pieces inside a dark classroom with creepy music we started cheering outside to block the music.sad to leave 103'06/203'07 so quickly!"

haha....thinking bout 2/3's evergreen beehoon joke. *starts laughing at the mention of beehoon*

the creepy classroom one was so nice. i kinda forgotten it until now. like linghan and me and some other ppl initiated it. then seeing classmates in the ghost rm totally spirited....i was very very touched.

haha, i dun think anyone knew i cried after that. too touching. like my THEORY BOUT COMMONS GOALS IN RELATION TO EMOTION

cant relate to alot of things on candle fantasy blog. realised how much i shu yuan-ed frm sqms....

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ya, so shall post bout today.

open hse. started off with cam- qte high. business was improving steadily. then did a switch and did with a 41 coz ma'am asked us to mix. qte fun too larh....spme sqms kept on wanting to do in 4s, with is like i was qte _____ bout it at first. aiyah, but ltr when business got poor and morale dropped i liked it larh. m i being unfair?

showed the parents around. after like showing some parents around, they like shook our hands. WHICH WAS SO NICE- made us (k, maybe only me) feel so grown-up=) got some motivating positive comments too

oh and btw, cam and my sticks are both gone. spotted a smiliar one at the CO performance area.

oh oh! gotta mention that my parents went. and frm my view at the canteen, they talked to 2 38ma'ams....oh man.....was qte appalled just now. but now im so tired after flag day that i dont feel anything.

but i feel so shuang bout flag day. like we managed to keep to the word and do it, even though our shoulders and legs and hands were aching. and we like stayed till 7 to do it.

GOOD JOB QUAN, SHARON, CAM, ODIE AND ME!!! happy future partnership=)

met 2 ppl at tp interchange. looked familiar. so we became friends- amanda and eunice. amanda stays in trellis. anyway, they were like "OHMYGOD! that's guy's hot!!! gogogo, ask him!"

-.-

when sharon siam-ed she din tell me. so mean.

k nvm, in total, i din like today's flag day. like according to my thinking, first time's always the best. like the first time i did flag day i felt so gd. this time, prob coz being dead beat after standing for so long, enthu-ness wasnt as high as previously.

i really cant think of anything to post...oh...

fri- funfair (ask ppl to come our stall)
sat part 1- open hse (intro to ppl)
sat part 2- flag day (get ppl to donate)

it's like all the activities were planned with 'advertising' as the theme.

man, im so tired....

like came home and got scolded by my ma for wrong priorities and stuff just coz i lost the stupid bottle that cost prob only 55cents including the drink inside. what's her prob larh? just a bottle. and somemore i bought that bottle. what's the fuss man...and it's like so unfair. just one mistake and she starts scolding with all the previous mistakes that have alr been covered in previous scoldings. like the fuss about a particular issue nv ends. what's happen to the principle of 'avoid narrow mindedness'?

like feeling so sian now. tmr gotta wake up early to reach paya lebar at 8. ahhhhh.....

tsk

~like somethings arent what you think them to be. you go through your life, having it as motivation. and when you look back, see things in an outsiders light, you realise they arent what you thought them to be. it just hits you front, back, side and centre and everything that you built on that foundation just cripples and falls.

~告诉我，生命，到底是什么？