Hey squadmates! So amazing eh! I did this quiz...

hahaha. I'M STRAWBERRY!!! WAHAHAHAHA. So wonderful!Yippe! Anyway, the html thingy got something wrong so I'm not pasting it. I'M A STRAWBERRIEEEE! =D =D =D

Okay. Damn blogger. I typed a very long post and it's gone. thank you very much. I shall not re-type it because I'm going to sleep.

Anyway, it was about dalt. blahblahblah. I WANT MY POST BACK!!! STOOPIDDD BLOGGERR. DAMN THEM. I typed chao long can. T.T

Okay. Summary. Teaching longyue to 41 is very fun. fullstop. I talked about a lot of things lor. And elaborated blahblahblah. and it's all gone. stupidstupidstupid. what's their problem! HMPH. bleh.bleh.bleh. WAHHH! I very xintong now. T.T Shall cry in my dreams

goodnite.

i can totally imagine how not-so-happy quan is. sry quan. man, feeling bad bout it.

i shall state my views on this matter.

like we were totally looking forward to it. k, i was, but i dunno bout quan and sharon and the other ppl. the idea is that flag day's something worthwhile that all 3 of us enjoy. as in like, the spirit of SERVICE!!! IJ SPIRIT!!! IJ'S BURNING SPIRIT! it's like the spirit of service in us are beginning to diminish and flag day's something that can bring this spirit back. and like now?...now all of us cant go. something that i looked foward to for months gone just like that? (this is not the main pt) but it was our choice. k, fine, it was my choice. but quan and sharon din have a choice. btw, i think i made the right choice. but im still sad bout it.

quan, odie and dawn's got ivp, sharon's got sj stuff. i got long yue. szemin and someone else has av duty or something. so it's like...attendance would be 3/10. quan's sad coz she intro-ed it to us and she's sorta in charge of it and yea....3 ppl going? like what crap larh.

ON A HAPPIER NOTE, I SHALL ANNOUNCE OUR COUNTER PLAN. we're trying to shift it to tp central. so we can like go after open hse. it's like if i dont go i'll feel real integrity-less. yea, so we're going...

sj's parade today. like sharon was chao excited. oh and like they all din wanna go down for recess and i had to help them buy. not that it's anything unusual. but, it is like...hmm...can relate to it=)

btw according to melia, the commander din senang-dri us at the end.

and i like sj's shirt's material.

and the thing bout sinying's badge was very amusing.

history was okay....mainly coz we were high. oh! the intro-ing part. coz we have a new hist teacher *exchange secret grins* and she wanted us to intro ourselves by saying our name and our cca.

me: *stands up* hello, im meichun and im frm np. *sits down*
mrs ng: np?
me: *stands up again* CC *sits down*.

then like ppl laughed. i think the way i said CC sounded like 'sissy' k nvm.

then melie's row did the thing that sharon, quan and i planned to do but din coz we werent in the embarass-ouselves mood. haha.

maths- OH MAN! *thinking bout ames* like what the *growls*...i forgot to hand it in to lanxin. then i put it in her pigeon hole. (3 probs). and i think it's like considered late. OH MAN!!! then the max. mark each will be THREE! 6 marks gone for nothing. IM DEPRESSED.

like the mood of today was happy but the events were not.

k....the bus journey home. cam and i took 157 coz we wanted to go tp central. i wanted to kuang4 and cam wanted to buy her stuff. obviously we din have time to kuang4 but anyway, I LOVE TOA PAYOH!!! LOR 1 FOREVER!!!

it's like everything in toapayoh's so familiar...the central....the ulu shortcuts we used to take....the park, the route of jalan rajah-trellis towers, the HDB nxt door that we go to play at...the fantastic CHIJ TOA PAYOH!!!! *grins*

like cam and i were thinking bout what to wear tmr. then we bu4 yue1 er3 tong3 thought of house tee=) GO ST BERNIE!!! BLUE HOUSE!!!

sins abundant today...gotta do confession/reflections ltr.

~llama

llama

i feel super bian tai and super accomplished. coz right, that new geog (GY-.-) teacher told us to go read pg 28-37....then i was like so 'dao her dont care' at first. then in the end i ended up rewriting pg 28-37 in full context on full-scap. FEELING SUPER YOU3 CHENG3 JIU4

saw sj rehearsing for their day towards the end of act. haha....jiayou for fri. jiayou sharon, jiayou odie, jiayou laura, jiayou shao, jiayou gengyu, jiayou angie, jiayou huiyee, jiayou zhiyi, jiayou wai tiem(is there a typo?), jiayou geraldine,

sharon is like chao excited. and im chao excited to see her parade too=) we're both excited. loking forward to seeing quan's reaction.

and like sharon thought we had our pop today...haha...cant believe it.

feelin super want to slp now. exceptionally dun wan to print the ppts. i shall NOT print it...shun bian see the outcome....i bet nothing will happen lorh. and im so not going waste ink print those.

STUPID PRINTER!!!!

*smacks*

hng

Yippee. 201st post for me. No time now so I'm making it a quick one.

VERY IMPORTANT THING. I keep thinking I'm in Charlie.

1) Before ATC, ma'am said we won't be going back to the same company so I had this feeling I'd be in charlie. So when I practised reporting etc. I kept using Charlie

2) Every time I see pinky and mc as the squadmates in my company, I think I'm in charlie. [coz they were BOTH from charlie]

3) Like everyone keeps saying Charlie. Pinky and Meichun being the 2 most serious ones who kept saying charlie instead of Bravo for don't know how many times. [Meichun reacts to Charlie and not Bravo TSK.] Others include yunghian ma'am, jing-yi ma'am and glenda.

There are like chao a lot of charlians in Bravo this year la. Out of the 6 of us and 39 ma'ams, 2/3 were from charlie.

Ehh. I don't know what to say alr. Anyway, I am CHAO HAPPY that I didn't fall out AT ALL!! I'm so damn proud of myself can! Therefore, I treated myself to lots of chocolate after the camp as reward. hehehe. I'm improving..!

Chicken feed or however you spell that thing was chao scary at first! Coz everyone in front of disappeared at one point of time and I became the first! Leading everyone behind. Then suddenly, we roll count and then count until Kheng Wee then we were like who is behind you? Then she said NO ONE!! WAHHH. Then I xia4 dao4 and got so freaked out. Then the few of us screamed and went wo3 men2 de4 39 ma'ams zai4 na2 li3!! I was damn freaked out coz no more 39 ma'ams means we must take care of 41 le.

Throughout the whole thing we were screaming for Jomain ma'am and Yunghian ma'am. [I mean we didn't know they were taken to somewhere else so obviously our screams did not have any replies] Oh then we found meichun and the rest back. Then ma'ams led us somewhere and told us and 41 to split up. We didn't want to fang4 shou3 coz we were afraid that ma'ams were going to kidnap us or something. So after a some time, we decided to believe ma'ams and fang4 shou3. So ma'ams led us [40] to find squadmates.

YAYY! I was so happy when I realised we were back with squadmates. [but still very worried that ma'ams were going to kidnap us so all of us were holding hands] then when all squadmates dao4 alr, then Shiyun ma'am asked "Ni men zhi dao wo shi shui ma?" Then we said shiyun ma'am. Then xueting ma'am asked the same thing and we repied Xueting ma'am. Then linette ma'am. Then they were like. "Suo yi leh...?"

YIPPEE. OUR NCOs!!! wahaha. I don't know why but at that moment. that very point of time, I was feeling very... hmm... happy? As in not so jin zhang. Coz it's like you are with your squadmates and NCOs! Got that type of qin1 qie4 gan3 you know!

Yea... Then ma'ams started playing with my hair T.T Meichun, cam and I had special hairdo treatment by our NCOs!!! hahah. For us only =D Squadmates don't have. hehe. Ma'ams were using that very disgusting vomit like starch thingy to spike my hair. My hair ended up as a dome. Or whatever you call that. It's like a thingy stand up then sharp sharp at the tip.

Okay. That's the only special highlight I'm posting for ATC. maybe next time if I have the time ba.

GO BRAVOOO!! *muacks*
I want to be a PURE BRAVARIAN!
*prays for next year*
And hope mi bravo '06 de ren are still loyal to bravo T.T
Squadmates say want to yi4 qi3 take bravo together when we are Sec 4s

At least I know melia still wants bravo (: [thumbs up] She said she'll rather end up in bravo again than alpha. hoho.

haha. Today lunch we went to zao bravo ma'ams for bravo prezzie. And somehow squadmates still goes "Bravo de squadmates kuai dian chi. Yao qu zao ma'ams"
As in like it's as if they were still in bravo and not another company le. yea. and we still can bravo06 de ma'ams as bravo ma'ams. hmm.

And everyone just knows they are refering to bravo 06 de ren and not 07. yippee! I'm happy. Bravo is (Y) YAY!

WAAAA!!! the 200th post is MINE!!! yeppie....

k well, bck frm atc. last night i was like thinking while unpacking. suddenly felt that i could have like been more enthu, more initiative, more enduring for atc. then felt very very sad and wanted to cry. but, aiyah, it's over alr. AND IT WAS FUN!!! keep the happy memories and improve the sad ones=).....im gonna treasure acts now....the most important lesson i learnt was the need of highness and treasure yan3 qian3 suo3 you3 de4.

k....so got into BRAVO....qte sad at first. coz although i din tell anyone...i wanted charlie....but i din say coz i knew i wont get charlie and by saying i wanted charlie it'll be sad and confirming? anyway, got bravo...and according to hong, i kept saying charlie instead of bravo....how embarassing and erm....wrong?

yea well, and the part bout 39ma'ams doing the twinkles for sooo long. 觉得非常对不起她们，让她们受苦那么久...ma'ams, 对不起。

then when our NCOs debriefed us i felt very very guilty. then felt like crying. but got the feeling that we were too guilty to have the right to cry.....promise it wont happen again.

eyy, campcraft. the gadget...i think the proportions were like very wrong....so it couldn't stand and stuff...sighs....but right...CHARLIE'S LADDER was so cool and so nice.

outdoor cooking....oh yea, second day's cooking ended up with losta smoke. my dad said it was prob due to that we put 2 mas-tins on one set of bricks....then there wasnt enough oxygen....so w/0 oxygen, the fire couldnt burn and smoke came and our maggie mee was rather uncooked.

din bathe for first day...waaa...and din mind...cant believe it now....but ya...

many activities....answer dot dot blank one was very fun....there was this qns that i totally din hear, then skm gave 4 options (mcq) then i sui bian said 'c'. and it was the correct qns...and i felt so accomplished. so ran out to shoot water. shooting water...conclusion- i have bad aim.

but the FUNNEST was CHICKEN FEED...i always thought it was called chicken feet....anyway, i think i totally molested the 41 in front of me....at the beginning, 39m got taken away. we din know they werent in the quadrangle, so we like shouted for them w/o getting replies...then ltr the 41 behind me got taken away and ltr, we miraculously got bck hong and then shiyun ma'am (i think) tried to seperate hong frm me. after that, we had to rub noses and say i love you (once to the 41 in front of me and second to hong) oh ya, and had to hug them too....qte fun...one of the few times hugging lao po (imagine it, what a sad marriage. k just jokin' im not se4). then ltr, we got tgt as a sqd. then my shidai dropped. so sad. tsk. anyway the whole thing was the scariest part of atc and also the funniest. and i got tickled so many times i was sooo scared. i think i screamed too much....a bit duilian...coz the 41 in front of me like totally din scream....how paiseh....

oh, third day's pt. like after pt, we were laying on the ground and eyy, erm, admiring the sky. the sky was qte glaring so i stared at the person on my right instead- jung. then i felt so 40-ish, for some reason. it's like just seeing jung laying there, with that jung-ish look on her face and the way she like just hugged her rifle. haha...m i sounding se4?

k, for the campfire item, aiyah...dunno...sighs...but ma'ams thought it was nice.

cd comm....hong was like promoting the scariness of it. haha...i thought it was fun. like the front part....ya....when ma'ams dun wan to come down. i think i laughed once or twice. but there's improvement frm last year. last eyar i like totally stood there and laughed for so long. then got scolded by litian ma'am.

i totally piong-ed for burns. how come? coz i always got the impression that third degree burns couldnt be treated with cold. but right, i should have like gotten a deep impression when i read the ppt right? i mean like, a constrasting fact....aiyah...best thing to do now is to study harder nxt year and take in more details...and probably we should come tgt as a sqd, and each sqm act a diff illness and we'll erm, treat her to recovery? just an idea

cant rmb-ed alot of activities at the moment. shall only state the things that left huge impression.

right, the fan at night. coz it was darn cold and i totally couldn't breathe coz my nose was blocked. so i breathed through my mouth. and then i had sore throat, so i tried to off the fan at my area. i din wanna switch off all coz maybe some needed the fan. i like switched off every fan one at a time to find out with switch controls the fan at my area. BUT LIKE NONE OF IT CONTROLED MY AREA!!! no choice, bck to slp.

fire drills. i told my dad bout skm's logic that we wont need our rifles at a fire. it seemed a bit funny now to think of it. adding fire to fire. but my dad thinks that it was correct to take rifles. coz it might be a trick.

oh...and after camp, i feel very 40-ish. it is like k, we have mighty lot of differences, but after all, we are still 40, nth can change that and the meaning of '40' to us. 40 40 40....haha

going with cong and melie tot he guides carnival ltr...k we're the sqms despo to go. haha... i want to go for like dunno....no reason....but it is like fun!

i need to choing hmw tonight. tmr's gonna be rushed too. hong coming over for ivp, packing for sch re-open, stupid clearing of the table...

luckily i finished the mopping today...

~llama

when we're sec 4...i want to go charlie=)

ellooo. This is 199th post xD Therefore I am having the honour the post the last post before our 200th anniversary. hehe.

Anyway, I don't feel like going for ATC =X haizzz. So sian leh. I'm like totally not in ATC mood. I want to slack for my last week! And still need to chiong homework etc. I feel like dying. I have a feeling I'm going to die for ATC. I. AM. VERY. VERY. VERY. SCARED. OF. C. D. C.!!

Today's the last lit circle meeting for the hols. Our 5th meeting =D Tang Jingwen is back. and huijun isn't here. haha. Coz she went for her don't know don't know who's wedding. [like a lot of people getting married nowadays hor..]

Anyway, today was a horrible day coz we kana 3 times. jingwen hasn't had lunch so she dabao mac and we wanted to smuggle into the library. But she was still holding the drink so we kana caught -_______- and we were chased out of the library. Then the next attempt was successful. Half way through it, this 2 girls came and asked us if they could interview us. yea on volunteerism. ehh. Then the 4 of us couldn't stop laughing when they were filming. [coz it's just so hilarious] Then we decided to go by the order jingwen [coz she's the discussion director of the day] then kathy then me then sharon. wahah. Then we were talking crap like people in singapore are too busy. Then I was saying most who do it willingly and consistenly are those retired people [coz only they have the time] then kathy and sharon were working on the same idea that it's forced upon us coz we are forced to do CIP etc.

Then next question. Do you know who is Mother teresa. Then we are suppose to say what we know about her. I mean of course we know who she is but not her details. Then we were saying that she won the Nobel Peace Award. She helps the poor willingly etc.etc.etc.

So after they left, this librarian came and went "Why are you all talking photos in the library! Do you know you are not suppose to take photos!!" Then all of us were giving this sha2 diao4 look. "Didn't you all ask them to help you all take photo!" Then I was like "They were doing an interview" So the librarian went to zhao3 the 2 girls to suan zhang instead. xia si wo men lei.

Here comes the worst part. Nearing the end of the meeting, this fierce old librarian came up and went "Girls, are you enjoying your picnic?!" [wahlao. so sarcastic eh] Then in the end he gave us a long long lecture and threatened to take down jingwen's particulars and report to our school. so scary eh. stupid old guy. erm. yea. coz obviously outside food is not allowed.

Took MRT home and it started raining. pufttt. Just don't understand why everytime I come out it has to rain. yea.. So as everyone knows, I don't have the habit of bringing an umbrella. Somemore today's rain was huge so if i were to try running home in that rain, my mum would definitely slaughter me. I have been running home in the rain for the past few days but those were little rains. so it doesn't matter anyway..

wahhh. I'm using my laptop and com at the same time now. So confusing ehh. I was like looking at my laptop screen and moving my com's mouse and I was like knocking it on the table coz I was so qi4 at how come the cursor wouldn't move. -______- okay. so dumb.

Anyway, I think I'm very slow.. Coz I just knew that 41 won champion this morning. Can't blame me coz I have been isolating myself from the np world for almost the past 2 weeks. At least kathy is worse than me. She didn't even know until I told her just now la. haha.

Yesterday dinglong and yanyi came over to play... And my horrible brother, being the eldest, didn't look after them! They were playing in my brothers' room. Then suddenly mr brother started shouting for help -____- When I rushed there, dinglong's hands were bloodstained and blood was dripping down from his ear onto his shirt! So disgusting eh!! The cut was damn deep.

Okay...
Must start praying for the best for ATC >.<>.<

wanted to post sth, thought it sounded like boasting. not posting anymore.

whoa....

camp's on wed and im like sooo NOT prepared....havent bought whistle, havent packed, cheers tune not uncomfirmed. ah well, at least i learnt first aid=)

sj's camp is like today, erm, now...and it's like their last day's our first day. mix emotions and stuff...

anyway, cam's still not home. cam's always not home when i need her. is she coming to get the stuff or not? hmph. and it's supposed to be her job getting it frm me and not my job trying to give it to her. hng.

watched SWAT ytd. so cool man. i wonder if there's really an organisation called SWAT outside. their job would be like SOOO cool...

i think it's like....really.....it's like you are out there, risking your life for a noble cause. and you know that you might drop dead frm a bullet shot anytime but you know if you died, you died in your job. and it's like, a short, clean death knowing you accomplished sth great in your life.

if that organization exists in reality, it'll be cool to join.

watched the charlene choi chn u show too. i was like...whoa...charlene choi....maybe i shld watch. then i was like watching qte attentively then....UNLUCKINESS. at the more RA-ish part, my dad came in and was like 'CHANGE CHANNEL!!!'

man.....i dont think it's even NC16...prob G only....

i think i shld talk to my ma about an allowance rise.

oh and, btw, wanna say that the cheers i created (melia pls pay attention) is not really like nice larh...and it is like....

you know why i said that? coz right, if you think that they are gd, you'll be dissatisfied with the end product. if you think they're so-so, you might be happy with the end result.

oh ya....gotta buy crepe bandage too....ltr tonight or tmr....coz *it's so stupid* mine doesn't have the end clip and therefore, ey, might not be considered a ful crepe bandage. yea so, gotta buy...

oh and btw, melie and i were brainstorming cheers ytd. and i came up with this one that i felt real proud of....

it's like - got a goal, got to go, got the gold...

it's like punning....i dunno....but i think it's nice=)

eyy...right...aand, ey what else happened?

oh, IvP poster. it's so arrrgh...i thought the teachers were going to send us the details? i thought they would send us by the first wkend? i thought we could do it after they sent us? wow, waited in vain.

btw, does anyone watched price of peace. it's very scary actually. i was like watching the tortures and was feeling very very sry for the victims and hating the jap soldiers...

then suddenly. light bulb! (talking bout light bulbs right...i so dun like the new chn 8 sat show which started two day's ago) i suddenly had alot alot of motivation to study=)

anyway, ive crafted out a BRAND NEW study plan for term3 which would most likely be forgotten...but anyway, it's the thought that counts.

suddenly rmb-ed the potc 3...the pirate with the fake eye who was trying to read the bible. then his friend, the other joker pirate told him 'but you cant read'. then then fake-eye pirate was like 'it's the bible, you get points just for trying'...so cute

great...i posted so much *relatively* and the com hasnt gong-ed out yet. brillant. it's on a steady route to recovery=)

we were fixing the com the other day. my dad was like explaining to me all the parts. can understand why my dad's an engineer. he's absolutely fanatical on electronic stuff

~llama

.mc.

im not pissed or whatever any more=)

but i still stand by what i said.

anyway, i realised this blog is almost to its 200th aniversary. are we gonna hold a celebration? like we can change blogskin for one day and blog 10 post on that day....imagine it...

well, got the paint for the shoe today. im super sure my shoe is gonna end up crap. and btw right melia, we're only supposed to do one side of the shoe right? not both.

honey told me amie and kim did humans summary and READ SHUI HU ZHUAN. OMG! that's genius behaviour. feeling a bit motivated to finished the first chapter of shui hu zhuan...

playing spider solitiare. trying to find the list for ministers of state. still looking and it's like is there only one minister of state for each dept or more? dunno...

shld just wait for dad to come bck and ask him.

honey and i finished the drama script alr. this afternoon. like today's soo productive. studying with ma'ams for quiz in morn. doing drama script and finishing it with honey in the afternoon. and we din spend too long on lunch. usually with sqms, lunch would be 2 hrs. this time, lunch was 15mins. so cool.

like altered the plan qte alot. can imagine tab's face.

did role allocation too. haha... we were like 'hmm....shld ___ be ____. aiyoh, cant. she dont speak liddat. how bout ____. aiya, even worse.'

the script's currently bout 7/8pg long. and nick ng asked for THIRTEEN. cool, we just need more paraphing and more spacing and bit of elaboration on stage positioning.

and that stupid shoe thingy....arggh....

im totally not an art person. great that nxt year we wont need to take it *bliss*

urm....ya...and jl came over to do the traffic survey ytd. qte fun. we were like counting the cars and when i got distracted by things like ij girls then jl would go 'count cars' in a deep voice in my ear. then when she got distracted i'll yell at her to focus. haha.

anyway, in the afternoon, we went ktv to watch love undercover and conman 2002. DANIEL WU IS SUPER SHUAI! like i watched love undercover long time ago and i was like DANIEL WU'S SO SHUAI. then i watched love undercover 2 on sun and i was like 'OMG! he's still so shuai'. then ytd jialun and i were like screaming in the ktv over him.

played badminton in the near evening. at where? at the miserable sq patch. how miserable. we were trying to strike cool poses while hitting the cock. so fun. hope the term 3 module is BADMINTON!!! PLS!! PLS PLS!!! *does supersticious dance*

oh ya, bck to looking for ministers of state.

~llama

hmm... mc, whatever the reasons, I'm not pissed anymore. I think I have split personality ehh. Aiyaa. I also don't know. Anyway right, I often regret too... As in like I 100 % believe that my life would had been better if I had decided to choose band over np. but what's done can't be undone... so just try to be happy in these 4 years [??]

Anyway right, my mum came home with an extremely black face looking as if she was going to kill anyone she sees. And the moment shee stepped in, she has been throwing her temper over every little thing, shaking the house down.

Guess why!

hehe. She kana zhong summon. $70! hahahaa. No wonder she's in such bad temper. Who ask her to park illegal parking... tsk. Anyway, my mum was upstairs bathing when we started discussing about her. my sis and bro were like totally against her can. As in like complaining etc. I agree too that she shouldn't chu qi on us... but their views were like totally contradicting mine.

haiz... I mean like who wouldn't be heartbroken when $$ is in concern? My sis and bro were like saying really mean things bout her coz they were very angry that my mum was actually doing that to us. Then I was trying tell them that everyone when they are angry needs to chu qi like them what. but then hor, they 2 against 1. plus i'm not good with talking. haiz...

My dad bought durian cake xDD wahah. Very nice eh! I love durian! My whole family loves durian!

Today's dancing crap... nothing much la. Chen lao shi agreed to let us go for 1/2 of act and 2/3 dalt on tues and fri and only go dance studio for practice and rehearsal after that. means we don't have to go for the whole thing and can still go for act and dalt. ((: hahah. If she didn't do so, we would just not dance for them ^^

The dancers all so pro lorr! Made us feel so zi4 bei1. I can imagine lingkai in NP Uniform ehh. She has the NP look! I mean she do the dance right, got the very UG look ehh. The type of sut that normal dancers don't have!

I forgot to bring the cloth I brought home to sew! T.T wahhh. luckily I didn't sew a lot yet or I would have wasted all my efforts. cut a new one in school and me and jiayuin sew it all over again together. [each one start sewing from each side] Then we finish painting the styrofoams, finish cutting the paperclips, when I left the chopsticks+straw were still in progress. So was the ahem pooh was working on. the other two were done... still got what arh? Oh ya, pinky was working on the faces.

I don't think I can finish reading R&J for this sat's lit circle... must chiong tomorrow! =/ my sis and bro are playing taidee again. pufttt. bad girl and bad boy! They are playing the pass-draw-1 version... >:( I want to sleep! If they don't stop playing, I can't off my lights and sleep!!!

hong,

my reasons for distance is totally diff frm you...so ya...im still pissed and wish i could quit...

and im still REAL pissed btw...

~llama

and it's not like today's gonna be any better. stupid traffic survey...what's the pt?

meichun! read your previous 2 posts. I guess only probably me jiayuin and cam would have understod what you were talking about... haha. Actually I'm quite hmm... confused? As in I can't really sort it out coz like on one hand I feel that I should try and distant myself while on another hand, when I'm with them, I really don't know how to do that.



Like during our talk today, [of course all of us were very qi4 coz we were totally wasting our time], I said that I have a feeling that later, I will dao them for the rest of the day and I'll be more qi4 than I already am. but somehow, later that day, I sort of... didn't know how to dao them. It was like impossible coz I just somehow want to talk to them. [that's of course after a long time after I qi4 xiao1]



Therefore, I conclude that whatever we were talking about today were all rubbish and we shouldn't think so much. Just shun4 qi2 zi4 ran2. just do what you feel like doing xDD squadmates isn't everything

but hor, not all of what we were discussing was nonsense of course... Coz I think most things I said were very true. (: I don't know... but I think I can see things from both sides. as in from those dominant people's POV and non-dominant people's.

Anyway, I wasn't here to say all these crap. I AM HERE TO COMPLAIN!!



I tell you horr. Since last saturday, I have been trying to locate the plastic bag where I put all my buttons + rank + formation badge + badges. SINCE Saturday, I have been slicing the numerous boxes in my house desperately trying to find my buttons! [Now you can imagine how many boxes we still have left to unpack]



From living room -- dining room -- kitchen -- maid's room -- dad's little room -- store room -- 2nd lvl's family hall -- my sis and my room -- my bros' room -- my ahma's room -- 3rd floor family hall -- mum & dad's room -- play room -- study room.



yea. Studyroom was the last room in my house. And guess what. While I was still desperately slicing boxes in that room just now for the 4th day, my bro came up and went "You are looking in the correct room =D ] And gave me an evil smile. ZHE4 SHI4 SHEN2 ME4 YI4 SI4 MA!



Go and die. I've been looking up and down, high and low, for so many days and he never told me he knew where it was [coz he was the one who packed it]. I mean I didn't ask him coz my maid told me she asked him alr and he said he didn't know where it was. CURSE HIM LA.



He's totally wasting my time! and made me so worried coz I was so scared I couldn't find it before ATC.



In the end he went "Look for the box labelled '2 trophies' (: " T.T I still had to man4 man4 dig the boxes and look for the one labelled '2 trophies'.



I feel like bishing him up coz he was downstairs shaking leg watching tv while I was sweating like siao going all over the house ramaging at every possible box in sight for my dear buttons. T.T Ming4 ku3 ah... *shakes head*



Anyway, woke up at 7 to do last minute revision and make sure I've got everything in good condition before setting off for tampines mall. I can't believe I actually cried before my exam >.< It's like some small kid being too nervous and thus breaking down during the exam. haha. I was crying during breakfast coz I was veryvery stressed out.



Then as usual [somehow...] I'm the first. WAHHH. Very very very nervous ehh. I was trying to take deep breaths the whole time but it apparently doesn't work. I think the biggest thing that is hindering me is confidence... haiz... My fingers were dou-ing throughout the whole exam la. And obviously when your fingers are dou-ing and your heart is beating extremely fast, you won't do well. I mean how do you play organ with dou-ing fingers??



Oh right, as I was saying, I totally have no confidence coz my very niceeee teacher is so niceee she made the used-to-be-very-confident-me feel like a total loser now. Last Sunday I went Changkat CC and I was so extremely upset I actually cried in front of her. I cried like for the whole last 10 mins of the lesson. But she's still quite nice la. When I left, she came out and said jiayou and goodluck to me xD. And I started crying all over again. heh. Then I ran and hide in the toilet cubicle for a long long time trying to calm down. and I came out after I decided that I've stop crying and my eyes don't look that sore. Coz very diulian if you go out and everyone knows you've just cried.



Anyway, I think I'm going to fail. Coz confidence is the key to everything. No confidence = you can go and die liao. No matter how good you are, if you don't have confidence, you will still fumble. (= And WOndeRFuL JiaYUIn decided to call me in the middle of my exam. hoho. After playing my impro, when I was preparing to play Misty, suddenly my pocket went 'zzzz zzzzzzz' The vibration was so LOUD can! And as you know, organ requires your legs to play as well, so I was trying very hard to ignore the thingo vibrating my leg and play as if nothing was happening. I mean of course I was feeling a bit uncomfortable... and distracted.

oh, and this is the first time I'm going exam alone. As in last time, at least 1 of my family member will follow me there de. Today I went myself T.T then took 67 straight to nanyang. was much faster than I expected. then only had jiayuin and meichun. siannxxx. coz other squadmates went to dance the 90th anniversary crap. And the 3 of us were totally pissed off coz we were freaking wasting our time there. I mean like shi4 they want to have squadmeeting de eh. and I had much better things to do than to rot there. my mum and dad alr bu shuang that's it's so last minute and I'm leaving my family at home to unpack. But I persuaded them that it was 'important' -______-

So anyway, we sat at the swing and started talking some unhappy stuffs. Then me and jiayuin test meichun on her quizcom thing. haha. very funny lor!! As in it was very fun. Then follow mc to library for her quizcom thing. Then while she's hardworkingly studying downstairs, jiayuin and I were upstairs playing com. hehe. very funn!

Then the 4 squadmates finish their dance crap so jiayuin and I were leaving the library to join them for lunch when we remembered that mc hasn't had lunch! And the quiz crap was like going to be until 4. We were damn worried coz mc's gonna be damn famished but we two didn't know how to ask mc if she needed us to buy food for her. We wanted to signal to her but ma'ams kept looking at us, then we also don't know how to ask mc. As in like bu ke neng ask ma'am if we can ask mc right. yea.. So in the end mei ban fa... we left poor mc hungry and us feeling guilty.

Went beautaiwai for mac lunch. Everyone ate McChicken. And I zhuan4 dao4 coz I was the only person who didn't upsize but that person gave me an upsized milo [coz I think she forgot] but charged the non-upsize price. good right!

Then went around to buy all our materials. went back to school at 4. Gave poor mc her lunch T.T then we started working on that thing. Drew out the dimensions. me cong melia and jiayuin were sewing. jung and pooh were cutting the styerofoam board. cong was sewing her own crap. not that thing. Now we are doing the 'testing one' to see if the dimensions and fit and everything. hahaa. I left at 5.30+ with jung. and I haven't sewn finished my that one so I brought it home [supposed to finish sewing it at home today for tomorrow ><] hehe. but I haven't touched it yet. hehe. *guilty*

Coz I spent my night slicing boxes and posting now. So I'm planning to wake up earlier tomorrow to sew but I doubt I can finish it. hehee. Don't kill me horr. >.<

my sis playing poker cards with my bro now. tsk.
my bros started sleeping in my room since yesterday coz apparently, my mum complained that my bros' room's aircon very chi1 dian4. meaning, the bills will be very high. So she forbidded by bros to on their aircon ever again. and THEREFORE, they have come to lombang our aircon. T.T WAHHH. I don't like them to sleep in my room!

k well, so i calmed down...

well, hmm...reached sch at 9 plus. found jiayuin there. sorta practised bit of campcraft, although sqms told us not to prac campcraft first and to prac drills.

yea right. two-man drills. how entertaining. hur. i wasnt gonna to two-man drills frm 10-12. what's the point? drills has gotta be done as a sqd. honestly, two-man drills...what it diff betw that and doing it ourselves at home???

ya so, sang bit of cheers while revising tent guy loop with jiayuin. haha. i acted as the peg but ltr i forgot i was supposed to be non-animate and erm..moved...

and therefore, the tent guy loop went toally wrong...

anyway, after that, we went and saw sqms dancing, and ltr in the dance studio. i wonder why we werent allowed to watch them.

after being shoo-ed off by sqms, we went to talk to hui yi, who was waiting for her jrs to come and do their sj stuff...

after that, went to library to return my bks (din pay the fine) and to the photocopy shop to return the finished-offed card. went down and saw hong.

had a long talk with hong and jiayuin. shant talk bout it. or rather, not bout the topic we discussed.

hong started testing me on the cabinet ministers. qte fun. like the only fun thing that happened today.

then went library. studied with ma'ams...

was alone during break coz sqms all went off to BEAUTY WORLD.

was jumping the tiles at quadrangle. wished sharon was there. so we could jump tgt like in p6.

yea well, after the study ended, sqms still hadnt come bck. so i stoned at the sj benches where our bags were. literally stoned. then i was so bored i took up a sqm's AMES and sorta did prob 6 in like 5mins.

then sharon came. then we went to the bus stop with huiyi, angie and geraldine. they were playing the pull bag game. i had some thoughts on sqms when they did that. but i wont post bout it.

exactly as we reached the bus-stop, huiyi's bus came, so she went up and sharon and i like stood there waiting for 157. then it came. then we were running towards it when sharon fell. qte serious. blood grazes on elbow and knee. but she picked herself up and continued running and the bus driver din stop. sharon was pissed.

went bck to sch to clean the wound then went home on 154.

what a lovely day.

~llama

like finally came home after a **** day.

i think the remaining bond/love/feelings ive have is totally gone. i think it's all a kinda act. a pretence and a bluff. its only a surface layer, never penetrating any further. it's no point man. you tell me, what good has it done? see, you're speechless...

i wished it'd never happened to me. i cant hold it out. or rather i DUN WANNA hold it out coz i think it's stupid. i wish we could exist as real ordinary friends instead.

dumb it.

like ytd i was so happy and today im so wrecked. i had a hunch of it ytd, when i read quan's post.

i sooo cant stand it i couldnt spend any more time there. had to come home.

stop it meichun, this behaviour is jerk-ish

BCK FRM BORDERS...or rather, orchard.

today's outing was real fun...

like last night, sharon sms-ed me if i wanna go borders (in other words orchard). then i told her i gotta ask my ma in the morning. bit unexpected but my ma said yes. so sms-ed sharon back with the gd news. exchanged MANY smses but lunch and stuff (wasted sms, heart-wretching)

i asked cam if she wanted to go too. then her ma din allow coz of some restrictions...then apparently sharon also asked quan to go and quan could go. it's like so funny. we planned to go alone then both of us had the same idea of asking someone else to go too...

anyway, the first part of it was super pissing. like sharon said she'll be there at 1. and i reached there at 1 and couldn't find her and her stupid mobile was off and i practically walked around that junction for ages finding her. it was qte hot and i was like thinking why am i at this stupid place waiting for this stupid person to arrive (no offence shar). anyway she arrived at like 1.30 and after expressing my grievences and making sure they get through, the matter was solved and we went to food republic to eat.

we were like hunting for a seat and i was like suggesting various seats and sharon was like 'no. then we'll have to buy their food' (coz they were right in front of the stall.)

anyway sharon was bit bu4 fu3 that when the lady asked her if she wanted meatballs she said yes, thinking that it was free and apparently it wasnt and she paid SGD 1 extra.

anyway, she was like calculating and then she went 'omg! one meatball is 30cents. so cheap!'

stares. yea right 30cents meatballs are so cheap. the ones in ij are 10cents excuse me.

then sharon calculated again and went 'ey no. 15cents per meatball. even cheaper!'

anyway, sharon started talking bout this particular jr of hers. i laughed like siao coz i can like totally imagine it. then sharon commented that this little girl on another table was staring at us laughing with utmost interest.

yea man, we're sooo uber irresisbly(typo?) interesting.

anyway, then sharon made me carry her first aid manual in my bag coz my bag is empty and hers is heavy. ltr quan commented that i was noble. thankew thankew.

anyway, walked bck to borders and met quan there. then we were flipping through this uber think bk which compressed words greatly resembled a bible. the thickness too.

oh oh! quan turned up in with these earplugs in her ears. then sharon took one and starting listening. then she went 'nothing leh. orh act cool one'

then we started laughing...

anyway, found a corner and started a harry potter talk, then went to coffee bean and sharon had scones, i had a muffin, quan had a cookie.

fast forward to trying clothes.

at bossini i think...then we starting trying clothes. then quan commented that i look the most diff in my tried clothes. then we took several photos of us in the various clothes...so funny...

i tried this jacket in fox that i'll have bought had i the money. SGD 26. must buy if i see it again when my ma's with me.

then went to taka. sharon tried this super prom-ish blue dress. very pretty....anyway i tried this stupid orange shirt and felt so ahma and disguisting....eww...

erm...took bus home ltr with quan...talked qte alot....quan was saying thankew coz me and sharon gave her a wonderful day=D

so nice. thankew quan and sharon for giving me a wonderful day too..

btw, saw my angel at tp mrt today. coz she was like leaning against the wall listening to music then i found her qte familiar then i realised it was felicia then i stuck my hand in front of her to say hi. then she was like pointing at me and at the ground (meaning why m i there) then i did the same bck to her. then she took off her earplugs and said 'project lorh'...haha...first i see my mortal at tp then i see my angel, so cool...anyway, there was this snr with felicia whom i din recognise then felicia was intro-ing us but din tell me the snr's name except that she was 203'06's monitress. still havent found out her name for certain. steph says it is gwen or evelyn. sharon says gwen was assistant monitress. so in conculsion it might be evelyn.

oh btw, the blog has reached its 190 post...

btw, found joey quek's blog. was bout to tag then i realise although she knew my face she might not know my name...haha....so decided not to tag...haha...she tells very leng de leng xiao hua...

btw, she's in same cca as my mortal- basketball...

~llama

PISSED!!!

go see it...smoke was fly frm your ears, eyes, hair, nose etc.

what a polite statement

~llama

lunched with sharon ytd...

we're talking bout snrs and jrs...haha....oh and btw, i suddenly feel that tp actually has ny ppl going to it....ive never seen any ny ppl there b4, besides sharon, quan, zhenping and sqms who came my hse...

anyway, sharon was saying she hoped not to see anyone she knew...

my sentiments exactly...opposite....haha

i saw my mortal btw...i was whispering to sharon that hey that's my mortal. sharon was like does she know. i was like no she doesn't. sharon was like then.

anyway, i think she knows...she sorta stopped and turned to look at us b4 going on...

~llama

gonna meet sharon for lunch ltr. (FINALLY! SOMEONE FREE AND UNBOOKED AT APPROPRIATE TIME!)

TADA!
ive finished revising jap vocab for the entire jan-jun period=)=)=)

feeling so accomplish. oh and btw, i din get the roller chair today=( coz the study rm has currently only one roller chair seeing that the others had been destroyed by some ppl.

anyway, there's this lady who goes to the room very very very early in the morning and bags the sit while she goes off to goodness knows where. and I, who goes a few mintues ltr, gotta endure the trauma of seeing the chair taken with nobody on it. it's just so unfair.

anyway, ytd, i went down super early and got the roller chair and so, with xtra motivation, i studied more than usual and adding up with a chapt gone through today....IVE FINISHED THE JAP VOCAB!

but i bet i'll forget everything when sch re-opens...

nvm, it's the satisfaction that counts.

going borders ltr again. went ytd btw, coz my ma wanted me to run an errand for her at orchard road. anyway i tihnk im becoming a bkworm.

funished the remaining part of the half blood prince. in 3 hrs. therefore, in total, i took 4 hrs to complete the bk. woohoo....

currently on some 3 day rule bk from the lit section...

and im going borders alone (as always. coz apparently everyone's booked)

and i think i've grown more like quan (independent) after going out by myself. yay. independence is impt...

and ya, to hong: gd luck for your packing mission. erm..and stay happy and relaxed and eyy...(haha) like me=)

hahas (blushing)

ignore it.

nxt. btw, i wonder if we could delete the post bout the 'Hot News'...coz it's kindda i dunno....mean?

hong, you still rmb the hot news incident right?

ya...well...harry potter and the deadly hallows(or sth liddat)'s coming out on the 21 july. and the order of pheonix movie is coming out on 12 july. haha 21 and 12...21122112 like it was purposely...

melia shld blog bout sqd outing. i wanna know what happen. gathered that hong din go too...lets be sad tgt...

10 june...tv premier of shrek 2...shld i watch? but ive watched it b4. but it wont hurt to watch again....hmm....

we can hav a sqd outing of a one-day trip to malaysia....prob when we are older....that'll be fun=)

~llama

h e l l o.
Must say sorry to this blog. Coz I have not blogged for quite a few days. SORRY.

I think I'm going to die this hols... I have totally NO TIME to do my work! My mum is UNFAIR. My sis and bro no homework to do doesn't mean I don't have to do homework right! Have to face the dammn house everyday now and my life now is just CLEANING and UNPACKING. If I'm caught doing any other things, I dead. [p.s. my mum's out now. ]

Squadmates having 'squad outing' today. 6 people only. wahaha. My mama don't let me go. Even if she allows me to go, I doubt I'll want to go too.

1. Everyone is busy and stressed out by this unpacking business. it'll be unfair if I just leave and go out to play.
2. 6 is actually quite a big number for me. If I go it'll be 7. I can't take that. I'll rather stay at home. hehe. I like going with small groups of people.
3. The only person I feel like going shopping with now is my sister. There are some things squadmates can never replace
I've just finish mopping the 3rd floor. haiz. That's the bad thing when you have a big house. You never seem to be able to finish cleaning it. I just died yesterday from cleaning the windows and sewing the whatever-you-call-that.

I bet my bro didn't mop can! He finished mopping 2 rooms faster than me mopping 1 room. I bet he suibian suibian mop. tsk.

My room now still has a lot of rubbish after clearing a lot yesterday. hehe. I threw most of the rubbish to my bros' room. wahah. Anyway, my table is occupied by stupid computers. and therefore, I am unable to properly place my things the way I want it to. GRAH. It has 2 moniters, 3 CPUs, 1 very huge laser printer, 1 scanner, 4 craps that looked like some CD player or something, 2 keyboards, 1 guitar, 2 big speakers, 4 small speakers, 1 fan. and some other crap. Most can only be removed once the table outside is set up for the computers. T.T

I hate the comtractor. damn that francis. He's turning our house upsidedown. crapcrapcrap. On the contract it wrote to paint the diamonddiamond and rectangle thingos on my cupboards YELLOW. And he forgot. And he claims my dad never told him that. nevermind. My papa says we can paint it ourselves some other day.

And my dad requested to paint my ahma's cupboards POLICEBLUE. and guess what colour is it now..! BLACK. I'm telling you if you call that policeblue, that all of us must have become burnt from marching under the sun in black U.

all in all, everything is wrong. The most wrong place is the kitchen. and the most correct place is my bros' room. Francis must have been very suay to meet my dad coz my dad is a perfectionist xD He have rejected francis' works numerous times and made him redo them. wahaha. Coz my dad wants everything exactly accurate. A BIT crooked and REJECT! ahhwell, how can you take things easy when you spend thousands on your house.

Gosh. I think I inherited my dad's character. :O Even my mum thinks so. You should have seen how my papa scolds that francis. WAHAHA. PAPA's my IDOL!

Okay. got to go continue with my mopping. >.<

now even quan thinks orlando is hotter than johnny.

anyway, we had a mini-occasion at home ytd. coz...my ma's friend gave birth and gave as a bengawan solo voucher and we went and redeemed it and TADA! a cake appeared.

the whole family was like gathering around the cake, staring at it for a moment (coz we hardly have commercial cakes at home) then we started discussing how to cut it.

then we finally cut it and spent moments in silence eating it=)

cakes should come for often....

btw, ytd's outing (one-man outing)...

was negatively amazed to find only 2 sabrina bks. weird. the last time i went i got about 10? k nvm, one was the now and again and the other was ten little witch (the special edition one)...so i sat down, read both in 3 hrs...rather accomplished...at least i managed to sit still and read.

btw, i was reading at the kids corner which was full of little toodlers and their parents. oh and, at first i sat below this books and at regular intervals these bks dropped on my me and banged my shoulder. Then this boy kid was staring at me innocently. I WAS HUNDERED PERCENT SURE AT FIRST THAT HE WAS RESPONSIBLE. then i realised, for a toodler his age and height, it's virtually impossible to reach the bks up there. Then i started suspecting he used a rubber band to shoot them down. anyway, i obviously couln't scold him, with no evidence and probably he'll just cry and i'll end up looking like i bullied him....

i started thinking why i wanted to scold him. ans: to stop the bks dropping down on me which might coz permanent damage. gotta find a way round to ensure that.

anyway, so i got up and arranged the books in a order in which it won't drop even if that boy used rubber bands. HA! felt so proud. anyway, the bks din drop anymore and that boy went off after some time. actually it might not be his doing, jus my assumption...

anyway, read both bks then started scouting for more bks. in the end, ended up reading harry potter. the half blood prince. read until the chapt on the hse of guant, i think, when it was time to leave.

there were some parts of the bk which were qte funny and i starting laughing silently. then this ang moh lady sitting near me was giving me a weird expression....

k, anyway, that's it...I LVOE READING! shall be going bck there on fri for more bks to read.

~llama

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

arielene still likes orlando bloom!!!! SO FUNNY!!! it's been like 3 years and she still likes him....cant believe it....AND THE MOST SICKENING THING SHE SAID WAS THAT ORLANDO BLOOM IS HOTTER THAN JOHNNY DEPP!!! crosscrosscross....JOHNNY DEPP HOTTER!!!>(

k, ltr im going borders...why doesn't my ma allow me to go on thurs for sqd outing??? I dunno too. but the unjust of it!!!!! ARRRGH!!! come on, juz one outing....haiz

anyway, im trying to find sabrina bks. im like suddenly bck to the p4 craze on sabrina spellman....was reading the episode guide just now...

cam's gonna be bck today!!! WHOOTS!!! cool....finally we can go play tgt=)cheers to the june hols official starting~~~
sharon's comin back too. sinying's coming back too. honey's coming bck too...so many...we shld host a WELCOME BCK HOME party...

returned potc2 last night. it was the same lady at the counter whom we rented it frm. but obviously she din recognise us. cant wait for potc4 (if there's gonna be one)

my hand's itching for badminton....gonna beg cam to play with me. im totally despo. havent played since my dad had his opt.

BADMINTON....*straggled despo tone*

but again, even if we play, it'll be on the miserable sq patch...boohoo... unless we book a court???*light bulb on head*???

went through the first aid notes ma'ams sent. then went through the ones frm stjohnners...
did some maths prac...

in conclusion, did nth much.
which is the plan. gotta conserve energy for ltr...must read faster so can read MORE=)

yohooo~~~
llama

WHOOTS~ cheers to potc!!!

johnny depp was remarkable cool (as expected)...orlando bloom was super handsome at the end, when he had this scarf over his head. awww....anyway, the movie was fabulous and i cant believe my dad slept through. but anyway, during the fighting parts, he was literally and practically falling off his seat. me too.

~ppl who hadnt watched the movie pls dont carry on reading. the following are spoilers~

I was like laughing like siao at all the fighting parts. like when the short guy was shooting a gun and then the force blew him off his feet, which is kinda unimpressive.

and the part when elizabeth swann, will turner, barbossa all confessed bout their real motive of saving captain jack sparrow. then jack was like "Did no one come to save me just because they missed me?" HAHAHAHA

and there was this part was this fake pirate's tatoo colour dripped and it was displayed extreme inproficiency of the company that fake pirate was working for...so cute. so lan4.

and the part about the pirate lords fighting and elizabeth going 'this is madness' and jack going 'this is politics'

and the part about will proposing to elizabeth in a fight was SUPER ROMANTIC....ohmygoshimagineit and they were like fight fight fight then 'yes, i do'...barbossa was like 'you may kiss' 'you may kiss' 'JUST KISS'...SOOOOO charming, as in will n elizabeth, not barbossa.
yaya, and when will was proposing to elizabeth, the first thing she said was barbossa and will had this SHOCKED expression on his face...so romantic...

and elizabeth said this very inspirational line 'we'll show them what we can do. With the sweat of our brow and the strength of our backs and the courage in our hearts!' WHOOTS WHOOTS!!! ~~motivational~~

IM SO INSPIRED!!! i rmb how in p6...i was crazy over the curse of the black pearl and started memorizing lines frm the script..k, that was being stupid.

JOHNNY DEPP ALL THE WAY!!!
and will turner WITH the scarf too!!!

~llama

k well, so the test quiz is over...

it was asking questions bout like 'how many hostages did (this person) take during the (some event)'...and i was like 'hur? it happened?' and there was also this question in which it asked 'who was (some big title) of (some country or company)'...and i was like scrutinizing the mcq choices for familiar names. then i realise i shld be looking out for UN-familiar names, since i havent even heard bout the company/country.

the most traumatising part was that i went through the entire first page (there was 3 pgs) and couldn't even find a question in which i had a suitably clear idea of what the answer was.

oh yea, and the test quiz was held at the chem lab 4...wow...the tables were so impressive. first time being there btw. and there was this glass over the table top which is qte amazing too....then i was rmb-ing how cong said if you put your finger on a mirror and there's a gap btw you finger and the reflection, then it's a two-way mirror. So i tried it! and there WAS a gap. wow! i was super impressed. then i realise the glass wasn't actually a mirror. how disappointing.

was playing with my finger, thinking bout redundant stuff and stoning after the paper. i realised i can think bout loads of stuff when i play with my fingers...although i think i looked ultra retarded.

well, came home after that, am at home now...gonna watch potc with my dadd ltr. you know, coz we had a pair of free movie tickets. i thought my dad wanted to watch spider-man 3, so i pretended i din wanna watch potc. Then it turned out he wanted to watch potc but wanted to accomodate me and watch spider-man 3...anyway, we got it sorted out and we're watching potc now...

shall post ltr again, bout the show...it better be ultra fantastic. dont spoil my perfect impression of johnny depp...(oh man, he's so hot)

~llama

wahhh. my house is still in a mess.

yesterday... had DALT. Yesterday's long very fun!! Although we didn't run at all. But still felt quite high. Coz we did the jump long thing 5 rounds. Then we took turns to try different longjies. hoho! And we learnt jiulianhuan and chuanlongwei + tiaolongwei!!! VERY FUNN!! At first when we started jiulianhuan right, we couldn't stop laughing [or rather the even numbered people] coz it turned out that we had to walk backwards and it was damn hilarious! Then tiaolongwei very funny also! Coz everyone is suppose to tiao between longwei and longba. Then ma'am told me to tiao over my own jie after everyone tiao. Then end up I was entangled inside the long. So melia who was subbing cam as longwei at that time, told ma'am that last time she did longba is longba jump before everyone else. So I tried melia's way. It was better but I had to jump backwards -.- or I will knock into my jie.

Oh anyway right, went cam left, melia who was in love with longba begged me to let her take longba. So we agreed that she will take longba and I will take longwei for one round. HAHAH. Longwei very funnN!! WAHAHA. But then I couldn't do guojianglong coz it was very weird as in different 'feeling' from my longba. I think it's coz longwei only has weight in front and not at the back. So when I do guojianglong, I will feel guai4guai4 de. very bu4 xi2 guan4. As in like cannot feel the momentom.

ehh. Then we went coro to eat. blahblahblah. went back to school to learn firstaid and cheers. Then I only played ball with squadmates for a while coz I had to leave at like 4.10 for my dad's family day at Sentosa.

It actually started quite early but we only went at 5 for the dinner. Coz in the morning is just playing of games etc. and we don't have that time. yea. Then saw jingwen. expected her coz she told me she'll be going. hehe. I ate a lot of rubbish and therefore, I'm having sorethroat now.

Wahahha. The MC yesterday was damn GAY. But I must say, he's very entertaining! He kept everyone laughing non-stop the whole night. Then first they had these 4 bellydancers from some sort of dance temple. Then we also had performance from strikeforce. then blahblahblah. The last performance was by the Fireflys! WAHHH. It's those you know, take fire stick and whatever and swing and spin and whatever. DAMN COOL! WAHAH. Then lastly, we headed for the Sounds of the Sea a.k.a Musical Fountain. I must say that their story is very no climax no anything. But their Laser light effects, water crap and everything was AMAZING!!! It's chao niceee!

okay. I'm feeling kanchiong/despo/whatever now. WAHHH! It's already Ep 26 and they have no progress!! I went to watch the last 10mins of the last episode [ep 30] and they got married eh! But it's like only left 4 more episodes! WAHHH. I bet something nice is going to happen soon... Let's be patient...