WAAAA!!! the 200th post is MINE!!! yeppie....

k well, bck frm atc. last night i was like thinking while unpacking. suddenly felt that i could have like been more enthu, more initiative, more enduring for atc. then felt very very sad and wanted to cry. but, aiyah, it's over alr. AND IT WAS FUN!!! keep the happy memories and improve the sad ones=).....im gonna treasure acts now....the most important lesson i learnt was the need of highness and treasure yan3 qian3 suo3 you3 de4.

k....so got into BRAVO....qte sad at first. coz although i din tell anyone...i wanted charlie....but i din say coz i knew i wont get charlie and by saying i wanted charlie it'll be sad and confirming? anyway, got bravo...and according to hong, i kept saying charlie instead of bravo....how embarassing and erm....wrong?

yea well, and the part bout 39ma'ams doing the twinkles for sooo long. 觉得非常对不起她们，让她们受苦那么久...ma'ams, 对不起。

then when our NCOs debriefed us i felt very very guilty. then felt like crying. but got the feeling that we were too guilty to have the right to cry.....promise it wont happen again.

eyy, campcraft. the gadget...i think the proportions were like very wrong....so it couldn't stand and stuff...sighs....but right...CHARLIE'S LADDER was so cool and so nice.

outdoor cooking....oh yea, second day's cooking ended up with losta smoke. my dad said it was prob due to that we put 2 mas-tins on one set of bricks....then there wasnt enough oxygen....so w/0 oxygen, the fire couldnt burn and smoke came and our maggie mee was rather uncooked.

din bathe for first day...waaa...and din mind...cant believe it now....but ya...

many activities....answer dot dot blank one was very fun....there was this qns that i totally din hear, then skm gave 4 options (mcq) then i sui bian said 'c'. and it was the correct qns...and i felt so accomplished. so ran out to shoot water. shooting water...conclusion- i have bad aim.

but the FUNNEST was CHICKEN FEED...i always thought it was called chicken feet....anyway, i think i totally molested the 41 in front of me....at the beginning, 39m got taken away. we din know they werent in the quadrangle, so we like shouted for them w/o getting replies...then ltr the 41 behind me got taken away and ltr, we miraculously got bck hong and then shiyun ma'am (i think) tried to seperate hong frm me. after that, we had to rub noses and say i love you (once to the 41 in front of me and second to hong) oh ya, and had to hug them too....qte fun...one of the few times hugging lao po (imagine it, what a sad marriage. k just jokin' im not se4). then ltr, we got tgt as a sqd. then my shidai dropped. so sad. tsk. anyway the whole thing was the scariest part of atc and also the funniest. and i got tickled so many times i was sooo scared. i think i screamed too much....a bit duilian...coz the 41 in front of me like totally din scream....how paiseh....

oh, third day's pt. like after pt, we were laying on the ground and eyy, erm, admiring the sky. the sky was qte glaring so i stared at the person on my right instead- jung. then i felt so 40-ish, for some reason. it's like just seeing jung laying there, with that jung-ish look on her face and the way she like just hugged her rifle. haha...m i sounding se4?

k, for the campfire item, aiyah...dunno...sighs...but ma'ams thought it was nice.

cd comm....hong was like promoting the scariness of it. haha...i thought it was fun. like the front part....ya....when ma'ams dun wan to come down. i think i laughed once or twice. but there's improvement frm last year. last eyar i like totally stood there and laughed for so long. then got scolded by litian ma'am.

i totally piong-ed for burns. how come? coz i always got the impression that third degree burns couldnt be treated with cold. but right, i should have like gotten a deep impression when i read the ppt right? i mean like, a constrasting fact....aiyah...best thing to do now is to study harder nxt year and take in more details...and probably we should come tgt as a sqd, and each sqm act a diff illness and we'll erm, treat her to recovery? just an idea

cant rmb-ed alot of activities at the moment. shall only state the things that left huge impression.

right, the fan at night. coz it was darn cold and i totally couldn't breathe coz my nose was blocked. so i breathed through my mouth. and then i had sore throat, so i tried to off the fan at my area. i din wanna switch off all coz maybe some needed the fan. i like switched off every fan one at a time to find out with switch controls the fan at my area. BUT LIKE NONE OF IT CONTROLED MY AREA!!! no choice, bck to slp.

fire drills. i told my dad bout skm's logic that we wont need our rifles at a fire. it seemed a bit funny now to think of it. adding fire to fire. but my dad thinks that it was correct to take rifles. coz it might be a trick.

oh...and after camp, i feel very 40-ish. it is like k, we have mighty lot of differences, but after all, we are still 40, nth can change that and the meaning of '40' to us. 40 40 40....haha

going with cong and melie tot he guides carnival ltr...k we're the sqms despo to go. haha... i want to go for like dunno....no reason....but it is like fun!

i need to choing hmw tonight. tmr's gonna be rushed too. hong coming over for ivp, packing for sch re-open, stupid clearing of the table...

luckily i finished the mopping today...

~llama

when we're sec 4...i want to go charlie=)