like finally came home after a **** day.

i think the remaining bond/love/feelings ive have is totally gone. i think it's all a kinda act. a pretence and a bluff. its only a surface layer, never penetrating any further. it's no point man. you tell me, what good has it done? see, you're speechless...

i wished it'd never happened to me. i cant hold it out. or rather i DUN WANNA hold it out coz i think it's stupid. i wish we could exist as real ordinary friends instead.

dumb it.

like ytd i was so happy and today im so wrecked. i had a hunch of it ytd, when i read quan's post.

i sooo cant stand it i couldnt spend any more time there. had to come home.

stop it meichun, this behaviour is jerk-ish