daddy

I shall continue to post in white. It's fun.

Watched the dressmaker show ytd. I think Jinkeng should just take both Cuilong and Tangtang. Coz right, they are equally good and he shouldn't waste such a good oppurnity...and I think that Boss Rong very cool but not compatible with Cuilong. He is more pei4 with Miss Leng. And that Songsheng...I'll just say I hate Song Sheng.

I wish there was school instead of e-learning. I am totally slacking at home and I feel like sleeping. This is a bad sign...I shall do my daddy's breathing exercises to keep myself awake.

Was studying history ytd. Did the mock paper. Overshot by 10min and still haven't finished....BAD!!!! Must try to be faster. But really, if I go any faster my handwriting would be illegible.

btw, went to my friend's angel's blog. I think her blog is very nice. Any thing that bounces is nice coz bouncing is good for health.

Had a dream about the 'seven buttons' thing again. Haven't dreamt that in like four years. Wonder why I suddenly dreamt it. note: 'seven buttons' is a figment of my imagination. Talking bout that, I suddenly rmb all the figments of my imginations. I think I was very creative when I was younger. Now, after grow slightly older, the brains grow stupid and uncreative...so sad.

Oh ya, I am still fuming with sharon. But, the prob is, I forgot why I'm fuming, sighs.....short term memory loss....

Oh ya, I am going to say a prayer every night to pray about the exams. That sqdm, classmates, friends and everybody shun4 shun4 li4 li4 go through the exams without getting depression or anxiety disorders.

today is a rotten day.

the end

p.s.: suddenly rmb a story my daddy told me..."A long time ago when my daddy was young, there was so such thing as a fridge. One day, my granny bought a basket of oranges. She told everybody to eat the more rotten ones first. So everyday, they ate the more rotten oranges and therfore ate rotten oranges everyday. So for many decades, they ate rotten fruits everyday." When my daddy told me this story, it sounded very amusing, but it looks kinda lame on screen...aww....

MaMa

E-learning... Haiz... I got terrible headache since Saturday. badbad... Going to EOYs le how can fall sick?! Usually my headache comes with fever. badbadbad... My house no stapler... hahahah. I print all the notes and worksheet, then no stapler. -.- So now all my papers are all over. All my siblings the fault la. Always use my things le never return. *grumble I had ssoooooo many staplers and now they are all gone. haiz... Okay, cannot slack le. BYE!

MaMa

BIG NEWS!!! SOMEONE FOUND FENGLING!!! WOOTS!!

I've been singing it for months without the song, and now, someone has finally found it!! Whoever that is, THANK YOU!! I'm very HIGH now! Someone who has the fengling, please come online and send me! hahaha! Let's make it our squad song!!! o.O I realised all my sentences ends with an exclaimation mark!

Yesterday night, I suddenly remembered something that we need to settle during squad meetings, other then the drills, squad problems, knots and lashings, shiku, and telephone system! AHH!! I can't remember now!! ddd I getting old. lao3 ren2 chi1 dao1 zheng4. I remember something else now. We have to do our first aid also. But this's not what I thought of yesterday!! I remembered it's quite important de!!! but I just can't remember. Haiya.. Nevermind. I remember le then plan it in our squad meetings. Any of you think of something important that we have to settle must say hor.

I shall tell you all a good news! Yesterday, we got $12 for free!! First time we went to Mountbatten CC to play badminton coz Kembangan CC fully booked le. Then they overlooked something very important. We booked the court until 8 oclock. But they forgot that there is a MP coming at 8, so we have to stop at 7.30. Then they offer us a court FREE the week after next for 2 hours to make up! Which is equals to $12!!! So good right! wahahah.

Yesterday, my aunt keep saying "Stop giving me that look la!" as usual... According to sqms, "that look" is the look that I always do naturally when I don't understand or don't know something. They say that my eyebrow will shoot up and "protrude" out according to Amelia. That's so weird. I never knew it until sqms told me -.- I never knew I always make "that look"! Why nobody tell me before!!! I shall aim to not do that look anymore! coz I think I also always do that during NP leh... Which is a BAD thing. I never see myself doing that look before, so I actually don't know how it looks like. Coz I cannot do it unless I am really doing it. Meaning, I must really don't understand something then I will do that look. Then sqms were saying that next time I do it, they'll ask me to freeze and bring me in front of a mirror. hahhaha. Obviously, it didn't work. So I still don't know how it looks like!! I think it's a very awful look coz almost everytime I do it, sqms will start laughing or will look at me with weird expressions. lol. Worst thing is if I do it during NP. I think my "that look" hor, irritates people. So if I do during NP... hahahah. Bad xia4 chang3 for me.

And yesterday, I lost my temper over the squad email. You know why?!! Because I hate it. :) hahahah. No la.. Because it's flooded with all the stupid squad problems. Why you all choose this time to talk about squad problems?! I want to study de leh... Spoil my mood. Later I fail then byebye le. I have officially rank the squad email as most irritating place. And since it's irritating, I shall not go until EOYs is over when I have all the time to settle all the stupid problems, one by one. haiz...

Actually hor, all the stupid mails inside are all talking about 1 main problem. We are not bonded. Okay. My opinion on this is that it's not that we don't want to bond. Is people don't want to cooperate and bond. see?? And the people that don't want to cooperate, don't even read the squad email! So you all write so much crap inside also no use. And the people that don't want to cooperate hor, actually it's not their fault also. Coz we never give them enough attention, so they don't feel a sense of belonging. So they of course prefer their classmates to us right? See... We are actually the cause of everything. So we should try to help them and not keep complaining. By complaining doesn't help. It just give people more problems. hahaha. Yah.. So I'm not going to squad email unless someone writes something constructive inside and ask me to go and see.

As you all can see from the tags... Amelia had a problem that is chao funny!! I was laughing away at the screen. It's really very funny! Okay. Maybe because her problem is not so serious de. And it's more of a misunderstanding. hahahah. It's like when melia, hc, mc and I always go down to canteen together... Then melia and hc stick to each other, me and mc stick to each other. Then she said that she stick to hc coz me and mc very close. Then I said I stick to mc coz she and hc very close. Okay. Small part of the problem. This is not the funny part and it's not really the problem. Coz melia forbids me to tell anyone about her problem. So I can't say it here. But it's chao funny!! Shall tell you all a bit. It's something to do with amelia and hc being exceptionally close. hahahaha. Okay.. I see that that is rather fei4 hua4.

Aiyo.. My sis playing maple again. She said she want to pause maple then she still play everyday... My bro even worse... He wake up in the middle of the night to play maple. Crazy. He's addicted le. Like drugs like that. I never see before people can sleep, don't want to sleep then go play computer de leh... I want more time to sleep also cannot T.T

Okay. I MUST go study le. Didn't really study yesterday coz half the time I wasn't at home. BYE!

daddy

i need to tell everybody sth very impt otherwise i'll burst. you know the hist stuff that i was typing in sch? I went and sent the wrong file to my email and now the real file is stuck in my sch com and i gotta wait till like nxt thurs before i can like retrive it. I am so fuming with myself man....arrrrgh....why do i get distracted so easily. nxt time if anything happens while i'm doing serious stuff, i swear i'm gonna stay focus and pretend nth had ever happened. right. that's the plan.

Jap exam nxt wk....i was freaking out this morning but i'm not anymore. Coz right, what's the point? Just waste my energy. Worst still, i may get so freaked out that i'll faint on the day of the exam. So the current plan is to stay calm and relaxed and be prepared for the worst. Oh ya, i suspect my dad knows about this blog..."daddy, if you come to this blog, must tag okay? :)"

I think our sqd mail is getting flooded by those stuff, i propose we have a serious meeting to discuss further plans, after EOYs....can't wait for after EOYs...jia lun and sharon wanna go ice-skate, hmmm....

thinking about the "ij girls being 'easy'" thing...*fuming*....

mc

Mama

Today was a happy day for me... Yea. Really fun and happy... Until, I went into my mum's car on the way home...

I was just away from home for a mere 12 hours and so many things happened... I really don't know what to do... Never expected it.

Why is life so unfair?? Why do some people always have to suffer innocently?? I really don't know why... haiz... I am very depressed now. Even more stress. I really can't imagine the next 5 days without sqms... Coz that's the only time I will be happy. That means 5 days of depression.

I am really very luan4 now. Can't sort out my feelings. I very xin1 tong4 when I see the state she's in now... but I don't even know how to help! haiz...

Tomorrow I'm going to play badminton as usual. but this time, I'm going 4 hours straight. I shall vent all my frustrations on court and smash the opponent dead. And I also borrowed this book from the library. "Climbing out of Depression" by Sue Atkinson, hopefully, it can help me survive through this 5 days.

EOYs is nearer then ever. Don't think I will even have time to study given my situation now. Just don't understand why life is so unfair. I am already flunking, and so many things pop out of no where...

haiya... nevermind. I shall counsel myself out of this before I get destressed when I see sqms on Thursday and get stressed again when I reach home. That's provided sqms don't start talking about squad stuffs. Or I'll just be depressed the whole day until I get to the library.

1 good news. I didn't fail my alchemist unseen prose and the Animal Farm assignment. Quite a satisfying mark.

Didn't really do a lot in the library today, coz half the time we were chasing after ______ and banging on the stupid slow laptops in the library. My science is dying too. I think my biology lowest in class leh... That's because I don't understand anything. but when I ask myself what on earth do I not understand?? I don't have an answer. Coz I don't know what I don't understand. I just don't understand. haiya... My chemistry is still (Y). Physics I think okay le. But my biology is still *signs & shake head* Okay. Waiting for sqms to come back to discuss about _______ ______. BYE!

Mama

hmmph. Why you all think that there's no squad problem but I think there's a lot?? So weird. Okay... Whatever la. Maybe coz everyone comes telling me about their problems that in the end, I get so stressed up by all those stupid squad stuffs. Maybe coz you are not at the xian4 chang3. Haiya... I don't know how to say la... You all will never understand de. but sometimes is really very fan2 by you all. hehee. It's like this sqm got this problem, that sqm got that problem, then in the end is I got problem. -.-

Nevermind. Oh, my maths teacher said Kathy got High Distinction for maths!!! *grumbles KATHY IS SO DAMN CLEVER LA!! She top almost all the subjects in my class. *grumbles again. I am jealous. She so smart!!! I also want to be like her!!! *grumbles even more.

Today is a sad day for me... :( Especially after squad meeting. I can really feel the separation in us... And squad meetings are no longer fun. Last time when we just started out, everyday, I will keep staring at the clock, thinking of how long more to recess/lunch. Then I will daydream about what we are going to do for squad meeting and how fun it'll be. but now leh?? Totally different story. Got squad meeting arh?? sianz...

Before squad meeting today, I was trying to be optimistic about it. After my make up quiz for PE, I was hoping to see the whole squad outside the boardroom practising drills together, or at least doing something together. haiz... Not even the whole squad attended. 1 time you all improve jiu4 deprove le... Somemore all the sqms there were everywhere. Some standing around don't know doing what, then some practising permission to enter room to the wall, then some sitting at the table chatting and doing the attendance sheet thing and new squad rules thing, and some doing jumping jacks...

There is new squad rules for ponning squad meeting. Late for no valid reason and never attend will have demerit points, then don't know what 20 demerit points must pay $$. Then late then must do 20 jumping jack and banana dance. Don't know what crap la. Something like that. Details may be posted in squad blog or email. But then I think jumping jacks are useless lor... Do pumpings nicer mah... If me arh, I'll rather go late and do jumping jacks. So slack lor... Somemore not like we will always do jumping jacks for punishments or PT... But sometimes I see sqms like want to die le when we returning pumpings coz ma'am keep samula-ing. Not like do jumping jack will help lor.. At least do pumpings then can survive punishments better right??
And when we practise pumpings, we should be doing like 40-50. Coz even though we only return 20 at a time, ma'am will keep samula-ing so add up, is about 40. Plus when we stay in pumping position for very long when ma'am don't want to let us recover. Like that is already about 50 le. Do 20 like got use like that...

My sis squad's return pumpings by hundreds. And they're not like st john. Pretend pretend go down jiu4 ke2 yi3 le. My sis last time when she sec 1 that time hor, everyday do pumpings at home. She pump like siao everyday just to train her muscles to survive punishments. Somemore sometimes she do man's pumping leh... Make me sound so useless... :'(

Okay... Back to my topic on sadness. I was very low until I went to the library with sqms. I simply just love the library. Relax myself and stop thinking about our squad being not bonded. Actually, I started not being low when something very funny happened, and that was the first time I laugh since squad meeting. _________ came walking towards us when we just sat down. Then I was like "oh shit oh shit..." Then, she stop at the table behind us and asked her friend VERY LOUDLY "Eh (name of friend)! What's the volume of cylinder arh??" Then all of us started bursting out into laughters uncontrollably. Actually, I also don't know what so funny, but it's just so funny. Then Jung said that when we were laughing like siao, ________ was staring at us. hahaha. That was the thing that opened up my mood. There after, I starting laughing when sqms said something funny. I was laughing more then studying in the library today la!! A bit hou4 hui3. I only did my summary, sci paper and a bit of the digestive system. When I low that time hor, most of them time I just shut up my mouth and answer mostly by nods and shakes. I will only open my mouth when nessasary. The most, I will just smile when sqms are trying to gao3 xiao4. Or simply ignore. but because they are sqms, so at least must show some signs that their efforts are not wasted. :)

Then LA today, I presented!!! Suppose to be the day before yesterday present my collage de. but I forgot to bring. hehee. Then I was very sianz when I was suppose to present coz LA was after squad meeting. So I dragged myself up and started presenting in my very sian tone. but still very loud. When I say until the shoe polish picture that time hor, the whole class started laughing like siao... I was like. "This is shoe polish, because I like to polish my boots and when you see your reflection in it, you have a sense of satisfation." Then the whole class was like siao diao. I mean like what is so funny?? I like to polish my boots cannot meh?

Tomorrow is someone, that is especially special to most/all sqms, de birthday. hehee. MC sounds like she's going to bian4 xin1 again... Coz last time _______ birthday that time, she never really care. Then now, _________ de birthday, then she was like, should we buy a birthday card for her? Then we go her class and wish her happy birthday... blahblah... And all the crap that is obviously impossible. Then we were like, cannot! Must be fair... _______ don't have birthday card so ________ also cannot have. :):):)

I FAILED MY COMPREHENSION AND SUMMARY TIME TRAIL!!!!!!!!! ddd ddd ddd ddd ddd How can I still fail something at this time?!!! Fail other subjects, I don't really mind. BUT THIS IS L.A.!!! I am dead. I failed even more things when I already fail dao4 hen3 can3. ddd I sure kana kicked out of NYGH de. :(:(:(:(:(

AHH!! I suddenly remembered that I haven't finish my art. ddd I thought I finish all my homework le. ddd ddd ddd ddd ddd. Zui4 jing4 I like to tiao lou a lot hor... ddd. hehee. And something very horrible. Not only am I going to fail my LA, I am failing my science too!! :'( I forgot all my physics and chemistry stuffs, and I don't understand biology at all. ddd haiya... no time to waste le. BYE!!

daddy

to squaddies: about the latest squad problems and stuff...actually right, it is through problems and stuff that we bond together, so right, we should like just let things be coz there will always be a happy ending. anyway right, I don't really see what squad problems we have except the fact that some sqdm can't attend squad meetings, lunch, recess, study hours etc. honghong's idea about the notebook where we record squad meetings and attendance or whatever is a good idea...coz like amelia said, nxt time we will grow old and look back and we can remember fond memories.

oh ya, jia you for EOYs...don't get too stressed...

actually, about some sqdm not attending squad gatherings right, maybe it is coz they don't feel sense of belonging to the squad. so in conclusion, it is not totally their fault. so right, we should like try to make our squad more 'family' and more interesting. i think my phrasing is very unclear...

thats it
mc

Mama

YAY!! I didn't blog for 9 days!!! *applause* Great achievement for me. :)

So sad leh... Cannot go library today and study + pei2 squadmates, coz I got orthodontix appointment... :'( See la... Now at home cannot concentrate. So many things distracting me (like this one). I love the library!! I like the environment! Very quiet and peaceful... Except for sometimes got some people a bit noisy only. But still can concentrate... Then got anything don't know still can ask squadmates. So nice right??

Ever since the squad studying last Tuesday, only 4 squadmates continued going to the library everyday, or almost everyday. hehee...

Okay... Must clarify some things. Coz I very luan4 now. MC said that the meaning of cliques is actually to exclude others. Which means that we actually don't have cliques.

A clique is an informal social group formed by a number of people who share common interests. -wikipedia

An exclusive circle of people with a common purpose -thefreedictionary

A small group of people who spend their time together and do not allow others to join them -Oxford Dictionary

If the correct meaning is that of the first two, it means that we ARE forming cliques. However, the first two meanings are taken from online dictionaries which makes it not as trustable. If the meaning of cliques is the one stated in Oxford Dictionary (6th edition), then we are NOT forming cliques.

Whatever la... I'm still getting no where. Nevermind... My mother told me that it's impossible not to form cliques. =D But we never "do not allow others to join them"!! lalalala... sui2 bian4 la... Anyway, we deproved again. It's like this everytime. haiz... Everytime only got 4 people. And that's our pathetic squad lunch.

I don't see a point in 4 people getting bonded. If it's this case, then we might as well just "disband" Make sense?? There's really no point having batch 40 scattered all over the school... and we can't possibly go to every corner of the school to "pick up" squadmates.

Everything is changing so quickly... Speaking the truth, I prefer our just-started-out squad. At least at that time, everyone is enthu about squad meetings and comes on their own accord although it's partially forced.. But at least we don't see squadmates "chasing after" other squadmates to come for squad meetings. Squad meetings at that time was muchmuchmuch more fun then now.

haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... Life is just so depressing. Actually it isn't. I realised that as long as I don't blog, I am happy. Why?? Because everytime I start blogging, I will start thinking and blogging about squad stuffs. This should be obvious enough. Squad stuffs are irritating, frustrating things that spoils my day. !@#^&*(^##&*#^!@#^#*^)!@ __ ________ ____ __________!!!

Aiya... Don't talk about this type of things le. I was happy for the past 9 days when I didn't blog. So I shall blog less so that I'll remain a happy person!! :) Okay. Votes up till now.

KBox - 0
East Coast Park - 8
West Coast Park - 4
Ice Skating - 3

Very obviously, ECP is leading!! And it'll win as long as no one changes their vote. Coz only left 3 squadmates haven't vote!! WOOTS!!!

Oh ya, PLEASE LISTEN UP! IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT TO SQUADMATES WHO ARE HOLDING ON THE GOLD/ GOLDSTAR SWIMMING CERT, AND ARE INTERESTED TO HAVE A BADGE MORE THEN OTHERS!!! hehee... I want to go take life saving course leh... Pass can get life saving badge. It's a very very very rare badge. That time my sis's unit only got 1 person have this badge la! But I don't want to go alone :) Anyone want to pei2 wo3?? But the bad news is must pass GoldStar for swimming then can go for life saving course. I Gold only. hehee. So if got squadmate want to go also then I go take GoldStar, then life saving course. :):):):):):) Then we can have 1 more badge then other people. Nice right??

I very ambitious de. hahah. I want to go for Kayaking course (1 star)!!! No badge though. Don't expect to have so many extra badges. Kayaking very nice de! Then can purposely capsize then climb up again. Then next time I want to go ubin and kayak preferbly with squadmates. hehee. But I think quite impossible. So I just kayak with my sis lor... Very fun also.

This morning on the way to NYGH, I saw 4 traffic police on their motobikes!! So sut leh! Somemore got 1 is woman!! I want to be traffic police when I grow up too!!! =D=D=D=D=D

1. I like to marshall
2. Their uniform very zai3. Nicer then NP de. Although I join NP partially due to the U also. But I regret coz U very ma2 fan2. Somemore, so not comfy.
3. I like their motobike!!! As nice as their U! Especially when they ride in groups of at least twos. Very sut leh!!!!!!!! Their helment also very nice!!!
4. Here comes the nicest part of their U. The GLOVES!!! Their gloves is plastic de!! So nice lor!! The design!!! Especially when they are riding the motobike!! WOOWWWWW!!!!

Misunderstandings. Traffic police not only marshall and control traffic. They are also involved in investigating accidents. Eg. The cause of the accident. How did it happen. Look for eye witnesses. See?? Traffic polices are so nice. Can solve "mysteries" somemore leh!!!

My second choice would most probably be Police or detective. Police and detective both gets to solve crimes... WAHAHA. The good thing about police is that you actually get to hold the gun and shoot a real bullet at the robber!!! Detective on the other hand, just sits in the nice comfy office and start racking your brains. I think I prefer detective la... Coz detective gets to solve more weird mysteries. Police is just in charge of chasing after the stupid robbers if you do not get high enough. High as in your rank. PIs DO NOT solve mysteries. They just go around following people's spouse and catching them in action with another man/woman. What crap job. Okay... Whatever. Enough crapping about my future occupation, although I know I will never be a traffic police. hehee.

Okay.. Back to more important stuffs. And very unfortunately, IS squad stuffs. Tomorrow got compulsory squad meeting. Is not I want to have de hor... Coz it's none of my business to "organise" this type of things. Forgot who la... Whoever that is, wants COMPULSORY squad meeting tomorrow. You heard it arh... she said COMPULSORY. If everyone goes tomorrow, I will give you all the shiku. Coz it's place according to size and I cannot give unless the whole squad is present. Or else all the sizes will be mixed up. Then bring your own plastic bag to put your shiku. Don't come snatching my hugh plastic bag with the shiku after that. lalalalala. Hope everything goes well tomorrow.

I suddenly realise that there's a lot of things we need to revise leh... Other then drills which we always do. Then still have to help those that failed TDT and study together with them. *tiao lou After EOYs is the most depressing thing ever. More tests!!! ddd ddd ddd ddd ddd We study TDT already like 9/10 dead le lor... Somemore, after EOYs is testS. More then 1. At least. Knots and lashing are part of our lance corporal test!!!!! ddd ddd ddd ddd ddd My knots s*** can... 1 stupid knot take me the whole day to learn when squadmates can learn in less then 1 minute. *grumble. Somemore, after I manage to learn the knot, I will either forget/still take very long to tie. Then now is not promote as a squad le... Is individually de. That means I will fail my knots = fail my LCP test = remain as private = same rank as batch 41 = tiao lou zi sha.

Okay... Whatever la... Focus on my EOYs first. If I fail my EOYs, then don't even think of LCP test lo... lalalalalala. I go catch the last part of holland V. BYE!

daddy

ytd right, honghong, amelia and i went to the library to study as usual (haha, we are so guai). Then I made a bet with hong that she won't be there. Then....I WON!!! haha. lost one and won one this week....fair and square:) Anyway, I was studying geog and doing the maths thingy in the library. I suddenly feel that my geog is extremly horrible. While studying the plate tectonic chapter, Amelia was asking me what would happen if two oceanic plate moved away from each other, then I was telling her that a volcano would appear. Then she was like "a volcano in the middle of the ocean? siao arh?" Then she gave me the one-eye look. (So far, in total, she gave me six one-eye looks ytd.) Then later, Cong the smarty-pants told her that a new crust would form....sighs....I think I so suck at geog.

Was supposed to run during recess ytd. But due to unforseen circumstances, we sorta strolled around the school...aiyoh...so saddening.

Ytd, after school, honghong and I waited at the bus-stop for the bus to come. Alot alot alot of 74 appeared one after another but still no 154. SO SAD!!! Then when the 154 finally came, me and honghong went up, then we realised that there was absolutely no place for us to stand. So we said "xie xie" to the bus-driver and came down. But it sounds so ironic. We went up the bus, said thanks to the uncle and came down...'?'....nvm....

Was deprived of tv last night coz there were no nice prog.

Am currently in the com lab with jia lun....just went to squad mail :):):):):):) haha...finally went.

Back to my spider solitaire...
mc

daddy

hong! clarify yourself! what do you mean by "Tell you all something arh... Don't kill me hor. Yesterday I cried worse then any of the times I cry for 37 ma'ams. :X Don't come after me in a butcher knife hor! I'm better then MC. Maybe it's just more depressing to think that they actually don't ______ us then 37 ma'ams leaving. But it's the first time I actually cried because of them. So 37 ma'ams still got more tears. hahah. " It sounds like I cried larh, which I didn't. I won't like suddenly wake up in the middle of the night and start to cry, unless I am watching very very very very horrible horror movies.

Went out with maxine and arielene ytd. At first, they called me at 9 something in the morning and I was like "huh? go out? don't want larh...." Then like two hours later, I called them and was very enthu and was like "heyhey! where are you all now? coz I wanna go now." Mood swings.
Anyway, we went to tp library. Then we were sitting on the floor coz the seats were all taken. Both maxine and arielene started having cramps. Then suddenly, maxine was like 'ay..it's her." Then me and arielene turned around. At first I thought she was a guy larh. She looked every inch like a guy. Anyway, shall refer to her as person X. Anyway, I was soooo shocked when Maxine said that person X liked her junior. As in, that kind of 'like'. Then she started talking about who liked who and how it started. I found it very funny. Anyway, after that, maxine's friend (or is it arielene's friend?) came to join us. Then, arielene left coz she wanted to go home. so sao3 xin4.

At the food court, maxine's friend started talking about this girl in her class whom she liked. She was saying something bout blowing kisses to her or something. I was so freaked out, so disguisting. Anyway, maxine's friend said that it wasn't very embarassing and then maxine was like "but I'm your friend and I feel embarassed about you." Then i started to laugh. I suddenly feel so injustified. How can arielene say that I'm ____, when her friends are so much more ____ than me?! unfairity.

okayl shan't talk bout that. Talked to amelia on the phone just now. She also haven't revised. phew, not the only one.

Today is a very boring day. Nothing interesting. So sad.

the end

MaMa

Yesterday night, I reflected on what happened on the day of Horizon Challenge. What a not suitable time to reflect, especially when I'm flunking my LA.

Okay... but anyway... I made 2 conclusions. 1 is something that I've always believed in and it just made me believe even more. The other is a horrible fact that I never realised till yesterday, after I thought deeply. I don't think any sqms will ever think of that. Coz you need to look on the underneath. Hmmph. I don't know how to explain la. It's just that you need to think deeper in order to realise that they actually don't _____ & ______ us. Although they say they do... My evidence actually shows that they don't. At least I don't feel _____ at all.

This horrible fact actually made me cry the whole night. I don't know why. It's just when you think of the fact that they actually don't _____ & ______ us, you will cry. Very heartbrokening. Although they said that they ______ us, their actions don't say so. You will feel cheated. Sad, depressed, angry, frustrated, tired. I shall tell you all in school. Haiz... Some stuffs are just so depressing.

Tell you all something arh... Don't kill me hor. Yesterday I cried worse then any of the times I cry for 37 ma'ams. :X Don't come after me in a butcher knife hor! I'm better then MC. Maybe it's just more depressing to think that they actually don't ______ us then 37 ma'ams leaving. But it's the first time I actually cried because of them. So 37 ma'ams still got more tears. hahah.

Okay. I shall share with you the 5 biggest regrets in my life.

1. Being so lucky in PSLE and getting a score that allows me to come NYGH
2. Coming to NYGH
3. Not studying hard enough for my LA tests
4. Not forcing and pushing the squad hard enough to make sure that our drills were at least better AS A SQUAD even when 37 ma'ams were leaving.
5. Being so last minute in our POP presents and song for 37 ma'ams

Okay. That's it. I really feel very bad leh... We were so last minute in our presents. Still trying to get it done on the day of POP. haiz... Our drills also... Everytime we practise drills, only half the squad turn up got what use?! We want it to improve as a squad. Not only half improve then the others deprove. Haiz... My life is full of regrets. Nevermind.

Anyway, Jung also officially retire from NYNP. Same as me. :) Any of you also want to retire with us?? Amelia last time said she will only care about sqms and nothing else. So she's partially retired. Haiya... Also counted as retired la. Coz although I keep saying I won't care about the squad anymore, I can't help caring. So anyone else wants to join us?? I doubt so la. So we officially have 3 members!! YAY!!! Shall think of a name for us some other day.

There's now 4 votes for ECP!!! *screams!* Hmmph. Let me see arh... 2/3 of the squad hasn't voted. Closing date is 16 October. Still have more then 1 month for you all to vote. EVERYONE MUST VOTE FOR ECP HOR!!! BYE!

Mama

Hi sqms! I am here with a good and bad news. Which one you want first?? Bad arh... Okay lor. Why people always like to hear the bad news first arh??

You must believe this. My laptop actually died. Bleah. I got it for less then a month and it kana virus le. What crap. Lucky I haven't start on my maths journal or I'll be so damn heartbroken la... All my files all kana erased. No internet. And worst of all... All my music all gone!!! Sorry HuiCong. Next time you can send me again after my laptop is repaired. hahah. And Amelia also.

On to the good news. I FOUND A GREEN BATON!!! If you ever realised, I got my sis to give me this red NPCC baton after my policeman died. And unfortunately, the red baton commited suicide not long after the policeman. I was so damn depressed can... Coz my handphone was left with only a pathetic NPCC handphone strap. So I pestered my sis to give me another baton (coz she had 5) but she said she forgot where she left them. Today, I FOUND THE GREEN ONE!! and I forced her to give it to me. She has red, pink, green, black and blue. Wheeeee. Now my NPCC handphone strap is no longer lonely again!!

Oh, and I broke my rule. I said before that I will only hang NP stuffs on my handphone. But yesterday, my mum gave me this thingo to suppport the children cancer de. Got 2 bells. Very nice. So I hung it on my handphone!!! AHHH!! Nevermind. I shall give it to my sis and pretend that I never owned it. hehee.

I shall tell you all about yesterday, at River Valley High School's 50th Anniversary Alumni Dinner. hahaha. I am of course not from their alumni (duh!) My aunt and uncle are. hahaha. Damn ex leh... They book 1 table and it costs $800. 1 table can sit 10 people. So that makes it $80 per person.

My mum made me wear this weird weird thingo which I only wear during CNY coz she forced me to. It's so girly can. I also puke when I saw myself in the mirror. Lucky she never make me wear skirt or I might have just fainted there and then.

Oh ya. Forget to say... It's at Raffles don't know what la. I think it's Raffles city, convection center. And because it's ALUMNI... The only kidos I saw were my bro and me. -.- I felt so out of place can... There all lao3 lao3 one... Except for RVHS's SCs.

Okay. I shall start commenting about their performing arts again. Hmmph. Their Strings Ensemble is really puny. Cannot really hear, coz ya know right... Srings very soft de. And 1 thing I must say is that, the whatever convection center place, their sound system cannot be any lousier. Damn lan4 lor... Spoil the performances.

Their band is erm... Just as small?? But you must understand that band instuments and strings are totally different. hehee... I don't think that was their whole band. But loud enough for everyone to hear, all 130 tables. Sound quality... Not so good. Paritally due to the mics. Band performances should be done without mics coz it spoils the sound. Horribly. Bleah. I bet it would still be heardable without the stupid mics.

I was quite impressed by their erhu and dizi soloists. Although I think Jiayu is still better then that RVHS dizi soloist. That erhu soloist very pro. But still not the most pro soloist I've seen. DHS's trombone soloist is still No. 1 out of all I've seen. haha.

Not saying she's not good. But you try playing a erhu and a trombone. Big big difference. Being able to master a trombone is much more difficult then a erhu. And I'm saying MUCH MUCH more difficult. Hmmph. Shan't say too much about this trombone thingo. Oh, haha... My bro is tromboneist. Is I force him to join band de. I'm a bad sis. hehee. At first he join badminton, but he kana kicked out coz he too fat, cannot run fast enough. hahaha.

RVHS's choir never perform... Coz I want to see which is that guy that Charmaine crushed on last time when DHS choir had exchange choir program with RVHS choir. hahaha. As long as he's handsome, Char will like. hahaha. Oh ya... I just remembered that I forget to tell her to si3 xin1 on this most recent guy that she like. bleah. Is my sis ask me to tell her de. His name is Collin. From DHSNP!!! hahah. Is JunJie sir. Coz DHSNP, they use chinese name de. Okay, anyway, my sis ask me to tell her that JunJie sir already has stead. WAHAHA. My sis's squad very kpo de leh... They always go dig info about their sirs and ma'ams. But ours got nothing to dig. Coz girls school mah... Go where to dig info?? Unless les la... Choychoy.

Nothing much happen yesterday. I couldn't finsh half of the dishes served leh... What a waste. $80 leh!! Got all those usual shark's fin and stuff... The dessert very nice!! I ate 2 bowls although I was like bloated le.

Going on to usual boring topics. Squad stuff. But for today, I'll be nice and stop talking about all those weird weird commitment stuffs. I'll share some nicer thingos that everyone will be very enthu about. (cross fingers)

Presenting to you... *drum roll* Our very... first... SQUAD OUTING!! *screams* Options and votes up till now.

1. K Box (1 vote)
2. East Coast Park (3 votes)
3. West Coast Park (2 votes)
4. Ice Skating (1 vote)

All your votes will be kept private and confidental. Feel free to suggest other places. Maybe you all want to go zoo or theme park or whatever place. HAHAHA. Okay.

Let me start psychoing people to vote for ECP. I got plan for you all if you all vote for ECP leh!! I know you all live very very far away. But you can meet up with squaddies living in the same area as you to go together mah... And I bet you will have a nice journey here while chatting with squaddies. =X if no one stay around you, then erm... too bad lor. hahah. I can help you all check what bus(es) you have to take to reach here.

Then hor, you all can come my house first then we walk to ECP together. hehee. Then while waiting for all the other squaddies to arrive, you all can play in my house. I got 2 brothers and 1 sister to entertain you all. Then can have exchange time with my sis and let you all have some idea what DHSNP is like. Nice right??

At ECP, you all can cycle, fly kite, play in the waves, build sandcastle, roller blade... Whatever you want! Then if most of you, the parents allow you to stay overnight, then we can book chalet all we all sleep in 1 chalet. hahah. 15 people squeeze inside. Very fun de. Then you all will talk until midnight then sleep. Last time my sis's squad also like that. But they even worse leh... They squeeze with boys. HAHAH. Then we can BBQ outside the chalet. So nice right?? If a lot of you all cannot stay overnight, then we can BBQ in the evening so you all can go home, and it won't be very late also.

Nice right?? hahah. So fun! So must vote for ECP arh... Eek! Sounds like some sort of elections. Haiya... So remember must vote for ECP hor. I can book all the things for you all :) But of course the $$ comes from squad fund. hahaha. Most important thing is we must enjoy ourselves!! And please hor. Someone (forgot who) said something about ma'ams always go ECP also. Then later see them there then no freedom. Bai tuo la. Where got so qiao one?? Even if really see them there also nevermind de mah... They play their own things we play our stuffs. hehee.

Those that haven't vote can vote le. Closing date is after EOYs. haha. A lot of time for you all to decide. And hor... ChuChu said something about going to her house. hehee. For housewarming. Is it true or you just anyhow say de. I WANT TO GO YOUR HOUSE!!! hee. If got housewarming must remember to invite us hor.

EVERYONE!!! VOTE FOR ECP!! If you all vote for other things then you all must go and organise it yourself coz I only volunteer to organise if it's at ECP. and you all have to go and book all the stuffs yourself. REMEMBER TO VOTE FOR ECP!!! Don't forget hor. Okay. BYE!

MaMa

With regards to what MC said... I already said it's up to you. IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS LE. You all decide what exactly you all want then tell me. I very fan2 by you all already can... It's up to how much you are willing to commit to your squad and squaddies.

If you all think that squadmates are only worth 3 days then okay lor... I mean I'm okay with it. Coz I believe that for some of us, we will be doing it everyday. If you just want to come for 3 days, then come lor... But if all of you this day don't want to come, that day don't want to come, then I tell you all hor... Can forget about getting bonded. Then I'll say good luck lor... All the best to our not bonded squad.

Up to you all la... I really can't be bothered to ask each and everyone of you to attend squad meetings le... You all don't want to come, I also don't lose anything mah... Is you all zi4 ji3 de4 sun3 shi1. And the squad's. I don't even think I'll be in NYGH next year le lor... So I care for what?

Once again, I emphasize that it's your own willingness to commit. No one can force you if you don't want to. You are the one that lose out in the end. I shall say this again. "the truth is your truth; not mine. it's not wrong to have your own truth" quoted from ________. hahah. So if you think what you are doing is correct, go on. No need to care what others think. Coz that is your truth. Like what I always do. hahha. Just do what you think is right. There is no need to care what others think about you. So if you think it is correct to not attend any meetings at all then go on la. "trying to force my truth to become yours is ridiculously ridiculous" quoted from the same site. hahah.

Good luck to our very not bonded squad!

Oh another thing is that, it's very irritating when some people are putting a lot of effort when some just don't care and don't even know what's going on. Those that are putting in effort just gets more and more bonded while does that don't care remains unbonded. Therefore, I conclude that we are not getting anywhere. And for the last time, I must say that it's up to you. I'm not forcing you all to attend squad lunch/recess everyday. Prioritise your time according to what you want. That's the advise I'm giving you all. After you have decided, then tell me. Like example you decide that you only want to come on Mondays. Then okay lor. I will make sure you come on ALL Mondays. Other days you want to come also can la...

Okay. On to more happy stuffs. Or rather sad and depressing stuff... On the first thought, it'll be a happy thingie. But after thinking for a while, you will start crying...

Okay... I don't think I can say it here.

Anyway, on the first thought, you will be very hapy coz can see 37 ma'ams again le. But on the second thought, they are leaving... That's why the first moment I was jumping and leaping all over the house and the next moment, I was crying. If my parents' see hor... Sure will think I sot diao liao. Study until the brain a bit sotsot. But really la... Very depressing... A few more months and I might never get to see them ever again... Haiz... I bet a lot of squaddies will cry too. And then we can have squad crying...

I don't know why after coming to NYGH, I became so emotional... I never cried from P4 until P6. Not even once, at least I don't remember crying. P3 still got cry. Coz I always very naughty then my mother cane me. hehee. But most of the time she end up crying herself and I never cry. hahah. She cry then I never cry. But sometimes I also got cry.

Anyway, as I was saying, I never cry for a very very long time le. But now it's like I'm practically crying every other day. Okay la, not so kua zhang. Sometimes once a week. During the POP period it's like cry everyday lor... I never cried so much in my whole life la! Except when I was still in nappies. NP makes people emotional. Seriously, I never thought of myself crying so much!! A lot of squaddies also cry a lot. Kana influenced by them. I think our squad hor... ChuChu cry the most de. hahah. But that type different mah... She has been crying since young. But I hate crying de leh...

Oh, let you all know something. There's this new badge. It's called the home front safety or something like that. Anyway, it's known as HFS badge. yeah. You need Total Defence badge, Civil Defence Badge, Safety First Badge and forgot what, then can go and take the quiz for this badge. Hahaha. My sis just got her Total Defence badge. WAHAHA. She is as lan4 as us. I mean total defence (bronze). Same as us. Coz last time she Sec 1 that time, she missed the test. WAHAHA. That's her first badge. She got pass other tests but when they giving out the badge that time, she was absent so she never get! So toot lor...

And please hor... I am NOT angry. If I sound angry la... I mean the commitment thingos that I was talking about. It's up to you all mah.. Like as if I angry got use like that lor.. Might as well use my time more wisely :P Then getting fed up by you all. And I said before le. I don't like to get angry with squaddies de. So, you all think how much you can give to our squad. All that we are doing now is nothing compared to what they have done. So please hor... If you wish to see our squad bond, hahah, you know what to do. Oh, maybe you don't. Nevermind. Wait till I ask you all to read something, then you all understand that all the stupid thingos that we call "squad meetings" are nothing especially when only a handful turns up. But provided you are willing to take time out to read. Coz it's rather time consuming. That's why after EOYs then I will ask you all to read.

MC is talking about Jolene being a nice name... But I think Jolene is like a bit too girly for YuanYu. hahah. Just my opinion. Then she saysaysay say until HuiJun is also a very nice name. Then talktalktalk again, then she say JieBin also very nice. hahaha. I'm laughing away at the screen. (I typed something very funny here at first... But MC forced me to take it off coz she think it's very dui lian) WAHAH. haiya... her two favourite 37 ma'ams mah...

Anyway, Good luck to 40 ba. Hope that we can be the most bonded squad, although I know it's impossible with some people around. But anyway, jia you on reivsing for EOYs!! BYE!

Daddy

Being finally allowed to watch tv, I shall comment the latest episode of hai3 de4 er3 zi3. I really think that it is so obvious that the attorney thingy to allow Anqi to take charge is a forgery. Why didn’t anybody ask to see the signature? This is so typical of drama serials. And, I don’t believe that a person like Xianghai can have such a dramatic turn after his parents’ demise. It is so unnatural. tsktsk. The part I liked about the show was that Xianghai and Qianyun broke up at a place where there’s lots of rocks. It gives meaning to the phrase ‘relationship on the rocks’.

I think I’m getting so obsessed about vampires. They are just so amusing. Read about 2 and a half vampire stories this week. Feeling so accomplished :):):)

Oh ya, and Paul 2hill’s out. Finally.

To Arielene: Even though I don’t think Dilana will win. I still hope she wins. Nod nod.

Honghong’s post is damn cheem man…to me larh. Anyway, about the part about squad lunches and recess everyday, what about making it like 3 days per week and not every day? coz what bout our other friends ?

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mc

MaMa

HIE!! Came back to share something with you all! :P

When I was eating dinner, I suddenly thought of something. The moto of our squad, to help us bond.

Commit
Correct
Forgive
Forget

Can remember?? CCFF. That will be our moto if you all agree la.

Coz I realised that the most important thing is our willingness to commit ourselves. Yeah. In order to bond, we have to commit a lot of time to our squad. But I think it's impossible coz some people always can't be bothered to commit themselves.

Correct is the willingness to correct your mistakes after we point them out to you and not still pretend that you are very good or what crap la... This type of things. Understand?? Don't understand must tell me hor.

When you are willing to correct your mistakes or apologise for anything that you have done wrongly, we will naturally forgive you.

And we will also forget that such a thing had actually happened before. We will pretend that it never happened.

Whatever it is, I think commitment is VERY important. So please hor... you all stop giving excuses for not going squad meetings. Or squad lunch/recess. If there's no squad meeting, most probably, we will be at the canteen eating. :) So go look for us.

But hor... I realised that there's a lot of problems leh... Hmm... It's impossible to get _______ to come. But those that can come please come hor. That other C and 2Fs, not really a problem. After EOYs, I will ask you all to go and read something. And you all will understand that all they have now is not gained without hardwork. They sacrificed a lot of time in order to get what they have achieved now. So if we want it, we have to put in more effort.

As long as we are willing to commit, I can see a very bonded squad in future. More bonded then any batch. hehee... (cross fingers) :X Better not expect so much first... hahah... Who knows?? Maybe we will break the record of being the most not bonded squad. As I see it now. We have A LOT of cliques. But not say cannot la... Coz we of course get along better with some sqms mah... I also like cliques. Oops! I didn't say anything! :X

Drag sqms the same class as you to go squad lunch/recess! Try to make sure that everyone goes almost everytime. Unless got important things la... Like you haven't finish your homework. hahah. Oops! Did I just say drag sqms the same class as you?! Oh sheesh. Bleah. >.< That means I have to drag kathy!! Wah.. Tough job. Quite mean leh... Break her up with her good friends... But it's for the benefit for the squad, isn't it?? So it's zhi2 de2 de.

I don't understand why I'm caring so much about the squad when no one cares?? Haiz... I'm just plain dumb. I am known for dao-ing everything my family members (usually my parents) say or do. I pretend I don't see or hear it and I just ignore all of them. I don't care about anything that happens in my house. I just isolate myself at a corner. But why am I poking my nose into the squad stuff?? Okay. I shall not care le. hehee. It's none of my business anyway... Oops! I meant that it WAS my business. bleah. You all go and decided then tell me ba. I don't want to care le.

I shall pretend I never see anything. I shall make myself believe that "Our squad is SO bonded!" Okay. Whatever. So fake... Haiya. BYE!

daddy

Oh man! Honghong finally posted. Feeling so high today coz I had the dental check-up just now. So fun. The dental clinic on wheels is so cool. I think I want to be a dentist when I grow up.

Measured my height today. I think I have dwarfed by 1cm. so maddening. I resolve to grow taller for the hundredth time. Cam said that at one time, she comsumed alot of apples and she grew alot taller. I shall follow her example and eat more apples.

I just realised that Ryan Star is like so much older than xiao zhu. hmmm...I don't understnad why Arielene is so crazy over him. sighs. I just realised Pinky watches 100% Entertainment. Can't believe it. I thought she only watches English shows. Anyway, Small Pig is so cool. Pinky said something about not liking either Small Ghost or Small Pig. Either way, I so disagree coz they are both very nice. nod nod. Went to Small Pig's blog just now. So sad. He hasn't updated. btw, small pig = xiao zhu, small ghost = xiao gui. right.

Starting to get so bored. Suddenly remembered the maths journal homework. sighs.

Homework is so miserable. pipa-nige-long-ting-tong.

that's it

MaMa

Hahaha... Shouldn't be blogging now. But a break for me after long hours of studying. hehee.

Yesterday's Horizon Challenge was quite fun except for the last part. My station not very fun de lor... No schools tried to do anything funny or weird. They all very ting1 hua4. Which is what I don't like. :( Not fun de. Nothing funny happen. Coz my station is boring. All the schools that I took all never really cheat. Only a bit, so I never count. hahaha. I think I was 1 of the most lenient de lor... I never report any mistakes that they made. I just told them what's wrong and they immediately correct it. They very cooperative so I just let them go lor... hahaha. Just a game mah... Let them have fun can le. Although not fun, but I still very happy. Coz it went very smoothly. :D

Before the thing started, I was alone at my station, revising my script. Then I saw a group of people walk in from the side gate. They looked like 37 ma'ams but they very far then I couldn't really see their faces. Then I look look look, then don't look like 37 ma'ams. Then I look again and they look like 37 ma'ams. hahaha... I don't know if they are 37 ma'ams or not, so I just pretend I never see coz later not 37 ma'ams then I go greet, very peisei...

Talking about greeting, I remembered a very malu thing that happen yesterday morning when I was waiting for Amelia and HuiCong to come at the rock wall there.

I was the first to reach NYGH in 40. So I smsed Amelia and she said that she and HuiCong coming le. Then they ask me to go wait for them at the side gate. But when I walk until the side gate there hor, I realised that it was very dark, then I scared got cockroach, so I told them I wait for them at the rock wall. Then, YeeLin ma'am and JingYi ma'am came walking by. I didn't know need to greet coz I not in U nor are they mah... So I just turn around and pretend that I didn't see anything. hahaha. That's what we always do when we see ma'ams. Then when they walk pass me that time, JingYi ma'am suddenly say "Good morning" I xia4 dao4 lor. Then I was like "Good morning ma'am" In my haven't-wake-up voice, half awake. WAH... I damn confused now can... Don't know when we are suppose to greet. That time me and Jung thought need to greet, then Xue Ting ma'am say no need to greet. Then got a lot of times we thought no need to greet when we were supposed to and sometimes, no need to greet then we go greet. -.-''' I very very very confused now le.

Then yesterday hor, Amelia and HuiCong keep wanting to clean the floor. Aiyo... Impossible to clean away all the paint de la... Yesterday after 2.35p.m. was one of the NP days which I hate most. Not only the scolding part la... Still got others.

While waiting for them to clean finish, me, kathy, ah boy, pinky went to sit on the swing to chit chat. Seriously speaking, I enjoyed my time at the swing more then when we were at KAP.

And you-know-who-you-are... Please shut up your mouth and stop going around calling people names and think it's very funny. You were the only one laughing for your info. It was definitely NOT funny, if you think it was. It's very irritating can... SO PLEASE STOP IT!

Anyway, back to our trip to KAP. When we reached the HCI bus stop, pooh realised that she left her handphone in the toilet. -.- So she ran all the way back while we waited for her. When we were talking among ourselves, pinky got angry and she left the circle to the other end, at the back of the bus stop. I shan't say what made her angry but you all go and think yourself. So I went to pei2 her. Then after that, all the other sqms also came. Jung asked if we were angry, then we didn't say anything. Then she said that I looked angry but pinky doesn't. OMG la. I wasn't the one that was angry... It's pinky that's angry. I just went to pei2 her only. Then they keep saying that pinky seduce me. Want to break up the happy family. All the way until when we were leaving KAP, they were still nagging about this. Very irritating leh... Say 1 time can le what... Not like I cannot hear. Keep buzzing around me saying the same thing.

When we reach KAP, it was already quite late le. About 4.30... Coz the ma'ams let us off quite late. Hmm... Me and pinky bought 1 medium fries and 1 milkshake each. I regretted buying milkshake la... It's just melted ice cream!! And it's like so damn ex. $2.20. Can buy a lot of ice creams with that $2.20 leh... Then when we eating hor, the other table keep on what sai4 what sai4. Keep saying this type of things how we eat?? Spoil my appetide. My table bi3 jiao4 guai1. Then they keep laughing for no reason lor... Not funny de things also can laugh. So -.-

I suddenly thought of what kathy keeps saying. hahaha... She everything also related to either boys, dog shit, or pee. She said that she thinks ___________ keeps flirting with her school. Then after that, we saw __________ talking on the phone. Then kathy said that she seriously thinks she has a boyfriend and is talking to him. -.-''' Oh, then she keep saying she can smell dog shit. The last time she also said that and she found the shit. And at the swing she keep saying "You make me want to pee le leh..." During acts, she also always want to pee de. But too bad. HAHAHA. Have to wait until act over.

Pinky and Kathy keep on commenting on the boys that went to their station. -.- Wah... Very despo leh... They keep watching out on all the boys that they took and see got how many handsome ones, and which school's boys are the most handsome. I never even take notice of how the boys' looks la... Coz I'm not despo. hahaha... Pinky sounds damn despo. Kathy not as bad. But still very despo. HAHAH. That's the problem with girls from girls' schools.

I'm having muscle ache on all four limbs now. But it's not very serious. Only some positions then pain. hahah.

Wanted to post my survey results on the number of people who feels like quiting at each point of the year here. but... On the second thought, I'll better not do it. Anyway, it's an average with some estimations. But more or less accurate. Hmmph. Shows some thoughts of our squad at 3 different points of this year. hahaha... I mean some obvious thinkings that can be shown clearly even without my "survey". HAHAH. Okay. That's all. Need to continue studying le. Jia you for EOY ba. BYE!

MaMa

Hmm... Hubb arh. Although some of them sounds like us but we don't know if they are talking about us... But there are SOME which very obviously IS talking about us and it's damn bloody obvious that they read this blog.

What you said is true too. And that is the main thing that's bothering me. If they don't like what we said then just say la! Why hint here hint there then we also don't know if they are talking about us or not. At least show some sign that it is or it is not talking about us, then we can sleep in peace mah... Coz SOME really really sounds like it's subjected to us. I am damn fan2 by them. And this thingo has already made me broken my promise. TOOT THEM. Coz my actual promise does not allow me to get bothered by this coz the people involve are people that I'm not suppose to care about. Understand?? Haiya.. I don't know how to explain.

Anyway, if still cannot find out how to make password... I AM GOING TO DELETE THIS BLOG! Everyone agrees that we should delete it. Then we create another secret blog that's not blogger that offers password. Yeah. Good idea right? Then will we get our privacy. XD And FREEDOM!!!

I am determined to study hard for EOYs! I shall not be bothered by these stuffs anymore and please don't remind me of them or I'm going to get pissed again, then I cannot study, then I fail my LA or any other subjects and then YOU are gonna get it. Nah... Not going to bash you up la. Just going to get angry with you and don't talk to you for a long long time. Anyway, if I fail, I won't even be in NYGH anymore, and you can forget about talking to me. I'll be zooming off to the nicenice DHS. And the fabulous DHSNP. If DHS don't want me then I go AHS lor... But AHSNP only accepts boys... So sad right?? Oh ya. I drifting away from my topic. As I was saying, I am going to study hard for this EOYs. I am determined to totally not blog or maybe just a few times. hehee... I doubt I can totally not blog. Let's see... I shall blog to a maximum of 2 times until EOY is over. Sounds incredible. How can I only blog twice in 1 month?? But anyway, that's my target. :X Hubb this blog kao4 ni3 le. Keep it alive hor. And I am also not going to go online unless I need to. Almost not going online totally. Coz I am going to study like siao starting from tomorrow. :) (: Today got many things on, almost on time to study so I just start from tomorrow lor... Today is still relax mode. Hehee... Don't miss me hor. o.O Like as if anyone will miss me. hahaha...

My organ teacher bought coke for me. EEK! I HATE COKE!! It taste so horribble then still got so much gas. So unhealthy!! But I still drank it anyway. hahaha. XD Don't waste mah... Force it down my throat. HAHAHAH... Somehow this coke like especially gassy leh... EEKK!!

My sis told me something horrible this morning! She said that in DHSNP, every mistake in your U will owe pumping de leh!! So cham. The NCO will check your U then tell you your mistakes and the number of pumpings you owe. hehee... But I still like DHSNP. =) It's a fact that will never change. She say shoe not shiny enough also counted de leh!!! I can't imagine having that policy in NYNP. We will die lor... Shoe not up to their standard also can owe pumpings... No wonder DHSNP de cadets polish shoe like siao de lor... No la... They love polishing. Like me! ^.^ haha... Polishing is fun lor. But provided the ma'ams thinks that your shoe is liang enough. I tell you hor... It's very shao xing when ma'ams always ask "Did you polish your shoe?" Even when it's damn liang for a Sec 1. Some hor... Don't care whether liang or not, first question will always be "Did you polish your shoe?" They should encourage so we will feel good and polish more mah... Like that also don't know. They should say "Not bad. Quite liang. Continue polishing!" Like that hor, we will feel motivated and polish more mah... When ma'ams go "Did you polish your shoe?", for that whole week I won't feel like polishing coz I polish until so much the ma'ams still say that. They dampen my polishing spirit. :( But when they say nice things to encourage, although it's not liang, you will feel very motivated to polish a lot and your shoe will naturally be very liang right?! See the difference??

Okay... Whatever. I'm crapping away again. Once again, I want to remind the people that shouldn't be reading this blog to take everything here as nonsense. Pretend that you don't even know this blog and never read anything. Okay, remember hor. BYE!

daddy

Oh my goose, honghong, relax larh. Must remain calm and composed. Otherwise you will grow old faster.

heyhey...you said that person is hinting here and there. Then, how can you be sure he/she is hinting about us? What if you realise later that you scolded that person wrongly? So you shouldn't scold or get annoyed until you know for sure what is happening. Must think happy thoughts. nod nod.

Anyway, I am also very fan3. I don't understand why I am not allowed to watch tv. It is not as if the exams are tomorrow. Even if you don't allow me to watch the show, I will still be thinking about it while I do my other work. I won't be able to concentrate and you know it. So what's the point? The ideal solution is just to let me be and allow me to watch till I drop and then I'll be motivated to study. yea. You disallow me to watch tv when you are not at home. Don't you know how painful it is to be inches away from the tv and not being able to watch it coz I wanna keep my promise to you?
sighs...Unless I manage to persuade my mama, nothing I say on this blog is going to matter. So I shall stop. This holiday is going to be long and painful. But, then again, compared to others, I really think I am quite lucky. I dunno but I kind of feel sorta worried about 'her'. She really looked sick and I think she is stressed by us. I dunno.

Okay, I shan't sound so sad. What a mean thing to do. The most important thing on Earth is to be happy and remain happy:) right.

I'm off to have another attempt at trying to watch tv secretly. good luck to me.

mc

MaMa

HoHo. Just 1 thing to say. It won't take too long of your time.

I just realised that A LOT of people that we don't want are reading this blog!! *gasps* And I'm saying A LOT!!! Not just a handful, but all the batches are reading it!! So I hereby announce that whatever is said in this blog is crap and so is everything in the tagboard and please don't take them to heart. Like I said before. This blog is just for me to vent my angers.

I'm so stressed by it!! Oh! I forgot. I not suppose to be bothered by NYNP stuff!! My swear to... ermm... Buddha?? Oh no. My promise to 40. From now onwards I shall not care about all NYNP stuffs and be so damn bothered by them and make myself so stressed up. I shall wash my hands clean from them. Like Amelia said, we will still care about sqms, and I mean ONLY sqms. Nothing else. I shall not care what ma'ams think or say or crap about me or us. I DON'T CARE!!! I will just live my peaceful life and you live yours.

Stupid blogger no password. Or I would have put a password like weeks ago. Everything I say here also got people comment. TOOT. You care for what?? Hint you all not to read le still read. And I am so fan2 by this can... Although I am not suppose to. But my actual promise is slightly different from the one I said on top. But I can't say it here coz I will offend a lot of people. And that actual promise actually allows me to get frustrated by this matter. So I AM!

I'm pissed off again... All YOUR fault. I haven't been happy ever since you-know-what. Except for yesterday. You want to read also can... But don't show that you read la!! 2 ways. Either you directly say that you read or you don't comment about anything. You all hinthint here hinthint there then we also don't know if you all are talking about us or not... Make us so irritated and worried. ARGH!!

Oops. I said it wouldn't take very long so it's the end of another of my post. I just realised that almost all my post are full of hatrad. But this is not going to last long. I shall try to forget about the past and carry on with my live. I shall not get irritated by YOU and let YOU ruin my live. I will prove to YOU that I can still live my peaceful life without YOU! Okay. The End of another hate post. BYE!!

Daddy

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS IN THE WORLD!!!

Yesterday’s class party was dying in enthusiasm rate. We played Truth or Dare while eating and that’s it. So sad right? Sighs…

Anyway, we were in the same holding room as 406. It was very cramp. At first we had the room all to ourselves. So we sat in the front in the circle playing a game which I can’t remember. Then the 406 people came in. Then we couldn’t bao1 the whole area. So 103 took the left side and 406 took the right side. Enthusiasm rate crept up a little but was still very low. We sang the second class song and 406 started singing this Chinese song and kept repeating it. Then Amelia started having ideas about going to sleep.

Our performance was so-so. We had to wait behind the curtain while a lot of stuff was being announced and prizes were given. After our so-so performance, we went to the gallery to watch the other performances. Then during the start of the 406’s dance, Xiao You said that the dance is very funny. Weilin ma’am and Jie Bin ma’am were very stiff. I think our class was also very stiff. But Weilin ma’am was stiff until it was very cool.

Then, it was the 1/8 performance. MS TENG ROCKS MAN!!!!!! It was too nice for words.
The Local Delight uncle and auntie’s dancing was quite interesting. Sharon said that it was nan3 de3 that they could be so loving at such an old age. I agree.

After dismissal, Quannie, Sharon and I went back to IJ!!!! Then Quannie was like arranging her hair because she wanted to give a good impression. I was like walking next to her and going “huh?” Anyway, we saw Yang Lin, Veronica, Shi Min, Chubu, Marrissa, and many other 6 Daisy 05 people, including ARIELENE!!! Haha. My darling ex-ex-ex partner. Then Mrs. Tan was talking about how she used to say the words ‘crass’, ‘finesse’, ‘gross’ and ‘attitude problem’. Everybody looks so different. I got so depressed coz I was shorter than almost everyone else. Sobs. Shi Min and I sang the da4 ben4 xiang4 hui4 tiao4 wu3 song!! I can’t believe she can still remember it after so long. We used to sing it everyday last year.

After that, Arielene and I met up with Maxine and we went to Maxine’s house. A reunion of the P3 Clique. We watched Rock Star: Supernova on cable and Arielene started gushing about how cool Ryan was. I was sniggering at the side. Then Max and Arielene went online to check how got kicked out. According to a site, Ryan got out. Arielene got so depressed and I sniggered till I got stomachache. Maxine was comforting her while sniggering. Then we watched this movie “The sisterhood of the Travelling Pants.” The Maxine and Arielene cried while I was laughing. I don’t get it. It was so funny and not sad at all. Sigh sigh, overreaction.

Maxine looks so much like Yang Lin now. Aiyoh.

Ok.
Bye for now.
Mc