Mama

hahaha. I wanted to blog about farewell but had no time so until now then blog.

Farewell preparation was horrible. haha. As usual, keep getting scolded. But nevermind. Xi2 guan4 le...

On the day of farewell, ma'ams almost killed us ok! Whole day didn't even have a chance to sit except during lunch for a short 15-20 mins... And no water break at all. Wah piang. Want to dehydrate us eh... Later squadmates faint then they must fu4 ze2. hiak. If it's not that we tou1 tou1 give ourselves water break, someone would probably have fainted. Somemore our legs chao tired coz cannot sit down T.T

haiya... Suddenly no mood to talk about farewell. Why? Coz 39 ma'ams and 38 ma'ams hate us. I know that. And we know that. I seriously don't understand what's so hateful about us that the whole unit hates us! I know we are very louya. Not as good as 39 ma'ams and 38 ma'ams. But that's the reason why we are here! To let you all teach us to be better... Why must they hate us? Now that 37 ma'ams are gone, really gone... I really feel very lost, once again. Same feeling as POP. We no longer have anymore love from the unit. There's no one to keep us hanging there. It seems like it's the end of the world now... Why must our 37 ma'ams go so fast?? WHY?!! Don't know whether we will ever see them again. Or sit down and have a squad talk. Feel regretful that we wasted our last squad talk... Talking about nonsense and useless things that will not help us in any way...

Don't cry. 37 ma'ams is the only thing that's keeping me in NP now. Or rather, keeping US in NP. If one day this rope snaps, and all of us quits. There'll be no more 40 in NYNP. Maybe that's a good thing too! 39 ma'ams and 38 ma'ams will be so happy that they hold a party to celebrate the fact the we are gone.

Anyway, for the sake of our 37 ma'ams NCOs, WE SHALL REN3!!! WE MUST HANG ON RIGHT TO THE END!!! WE MUST NOT LIKE THESE ____________ BEAT US DOWN!!!

hahaha. Just fa1 xie4-ing. but I really don't understand. Why must the unit hate us?

Anyway, next year must try our best not to let 41 hate us. If not... We will have a very hard time in NP. And even the thought of 37 ma'ams might not even hold us there.

hmph. THat's all. BYE