让我爱你
歌手：周渝民 徐熙媛

大s:没有起伏的情绪
因为你出现后划破平静
震撼我已紧封闭的心
冰山河雪在融解
仔:回到初次的相遇
风在吹一个人独自美丽
灰的天空为何没有表情
你的心相遇

大s:就让我爱你没有了自己
仔:残破的光影黑暗中深深吸引
绝对地 就算生命所剩无几
合唱:只要拥抱瞬间的默契
大s:就让我爱你证明有奇迹
仔:再狂野的心 灵魂的深处有你
我愿意 放弃世界微笑而去
合唱:幸福和缘却在一起

大s:过去总是挥不去
仔:再坚强记忆仍像恶梦不醒
大s:我的泪水淌过你的天空
仔:雨下不停心好痛
风像画笔看着我
你的容颜尽在风的前头
大s:我的心划出第一次的彩虹
合唱:因为你我相信

大s:就让我爱你没有了自己
仔:残破的光影黑暗中深深吸引
绝对地 就算生命所剩无几
合唱:只要拥抱瞬间的默契
大s:就让我爱你证明有奇迹
仔:再狂野的心 灵魂的深处有你
我愿意 放弃世界微笑而去
合唱:幸福和缘却在一起

大s:就让我爱你没有了自己
仔:残破的光影黑暗中深深吸引
绝对地 就算生命所剩无几
合唱:只要拥抱瞬间的默契
大s:就让我爱你证明有奇迹
仔:再狂野的心灵魂的深处有你
我愿意 放弃世界微笑而去
合唱:下一个世纪让我爱你

this song is chaoo nice! T.T It has been ringing in my head for the past 3 days.
and it's a very touching song. meaning. if you are feeling emo/ sad and you listen to this song, you can cryy de. T-T

I shall just fast forward and talk about thursday and friday =D

Highlight of thursday: scary toilet incident & 38 ma'ams 舞狮!
Left my music lesson [last period] at 1.45 as instructed. went to classroom block 2nd floor toilet to change coz we think it'll be quite safe since everyone is still having lessons. but WE WERE WRONGG!

As usual, we closed to main door of the toilet and starting tuo-ing [changing] in the toilet. but pooh wasn't here yet. so cong decided to go find pooh, leaving melia and me in the toilet. as we were changing [half naked] melia suddenly went "Shiyun ma'am is outside! I heard her voice!" So we went into the cubicle in case anything happens [which happened eventually]

After a while, I opened stuck my head out of the cubicle door to see if it's safe... and 38 ma'ams came in! *faints* I xia4 dao4 and BANG my cubicle hard down and shut it tight. Then I realised this wouldn't do as my shiku and shidai were still outside! So I listened and after deciding that it was safe to go out [meaning hearing that ma'ams are all inside the cubicles] I hurridly ran out of my cubicle, saw that the main door of the toilet of open, xia4 dao4, ran towards it, slam it close, ran to the sink there and grabbed my shiku and shidai. *phew*

My heart was thumping damn fast can. wahhh! I was in the cubicle going "zhen me ban. what to do now!" Then melia can to pull my shiku from the hole between the cubicles [coz apparently that was the only way we could communicate] but as I was tying my shiku, I smack her hand away. Then after tying finish and waited for quite a while, [still trying to think of what to do] I tried to communicate with melia by pa1-ing on the floor [head on the floor] so that can see to the next cubicle. but I failed in trying to attract her attention to the bottom.

finally, our lives were saved when we heard cong's voice "squadmates! ni men ke yi chu lai le! ma'ams zou le!" *phewwww* xia4 si3 wo3 neh. brave cong and pooh said they just came in with ma'ams inside. hao yong gan orh!! wahh. what a horrible terrible vegetable toilet experience T^T

Went to dalt room but ma'ams weren't there so we decided to should just fall in first. After stoning [falling in] there for very long, we decided that this isn't going to help. So we decided to go and look for ma'ams. our 1st choice would of course be to look for them outside audi [coz there's where we'll be performing]. aha! ma'ams were indeed there! yayy! wheee. whooo.

talked quite a bit before the thing started [as in within ourselves -_-] hoho. and sock keng ma'am kept saying hello and hi to us but we didn't know how to reply. The first few times she said it, we were like o.O coz very... 奇怪. but she continued to try and we were like giving hehehe-what-are-we-suppose-to-do laugh. but we said jiayouma'am before sock keng ma'am boarded the bus! yay! =D

The performance was a success! I think our ba4 very nice that day =D [linette ma'am was da-ing gu3!] the sequence is very very short. but we played twice coz there were 2 VIPs. aha. here comes the funny part. ma'ams said they'll take all the equipments coz they were going back to dalt room anyway, and asked us to go and change first. but squadmates insisted on helping ma'ams. ohh wellies. so melia and cong were the two more siao one who kept persisting. not that me and pooh didn't offer our help. just that not as siao as melia and cong. pooh and are I are more reserved, 有没有? we are not so 霸道. hehe jkjk.

Then suddenly, cong and melia came and they went "Ma'am 叫你去帮 linette ma'am" then I was like "Huh.. " [I was feeling a bit confused at that time] hehe. actually I was thinking that is squadmates zi4 ji3 say de. coz it didn't sound like something ma'ams would say. as in... not that they cannot say. but just that it's a bit 奇怪... So I was 半信半疑. Then cong pulled me and went "comee! I go take 鼓 with you" in a cheeky voice [which made me feel even more suspicious...]

then cong pushed me to linette ma'am there and went "快点问!" So I took a deep breath and asked. lalala. then yeelin ma'am [holding 狮] went "给她 la..." [I think she said something else too. but as you know, I was kind of deaf after playing ba4].

yippee! So I got Linette ma'am's 鼓!! [I mean the 鼓 Linette ma'am was pushing -_-] So jing-yi ma'am who was pulling the 鼓 in front let go too. I pushed the back =D while cong pulled the front. hahah. squadmates didn't manage to get any other things all the way up to dalt room. wahaha. So I ask for permission to go in myself =D [it wasn't very terrifying coz this isn't my first time T.T]

lalala. after everything, I clarified with guohui and melia about what exactly was happening just now. hoho. They said when they were asking yeelin ma'am if they could help her, yeelin ma'am kept rejecting and suddenly went "ahh. 叫 jinghong 去帮 linette [ma'am]".

ehh wow. So I was like "Why is it I go help linette ma'am? Why cannot you all go help shiyun ma'am?" Okay... They also don't know. I also don't know. lalala. So everyone also don't know.

Friday: teacher's day celebration & mii old frenz! T-T

Started with class party. not much things to eat before our pizza came. hahah. just talk and stuff. ate tuna with biscuit. =D hahaa. I still love the pizza best =D

Concert was HIGHH! I sat with pinky, cong and xinyi. wow. and liying ma'am was like beside xinyi who was beside me *gasps* anyway, that's not the point. The highest part was of course TEACHERS' PERFORMANCES!! hahaha! I love it man! I was damn highh! I screammmmed until my throat hurt [a little]. xinyi was shocked at my screeaaamming power. woots~

Met up with eewei huijun hazel and kelly to go back to khs. sat taxi as usual [weilin ma'am said hello to squadmates!!! WAHHH!! but I rushing back to khs T-T] as usual, I was feeling very very lonely coz those that were there were all that-type de la. went up to gallery to watch their celebration. They went to talk to Mrs Lim too [I doubt she even recognises me] So I was standing there feeling so out. [oh my. charla is chao ji TALL now!]

Finally. Charmaine Lau called. they were at paya lebar already. but she proposed that we go out instead of back to khs since there was no point going back as the teachers probably wouldn't even recognise us and we would feel very out with the other that-type people. I was totally agreeing with her. So we said to meet at paya lebar bus stop. Took 70 there. and when I reach there, I saw no char and hc [hweechian not cong nor is it horizon challenge -____-].

Called them but they didn't answer their phone >:( while trying to contact them, [wow] I saw sp and marcusthian alight from a 154. I suppose they are going back to khs. haha. Finally! they picked up their phone and they were at longjohn. poo. ahaha. went to join them. they were finishing their lunch already. So the moment they finished we headed for paya lebar mrt station to meet up with yufan. [she was already waiting for impatiently there]

haha. we saw poor yufan waiting very sianly behind the gate thingy. hahaha. [hey! I taller than yf now!] Went to bugis!! yayy! So funn eh! we talk and walk and talk and walk. [a lot of things to talk about mah =D ] very long never see each other le! [quite touched actually. reunion!] So we went to take neoprints, thinking of depending on char coz she used to learn jap. but oh no! we were wrong! *shakes head* So funny lorr!

We were going "WHERE IS THE ERASERRR!! CHARMAINE LAU! READDD! WHICH ONE IS THE ERASER!!" "I DON'T KNOW! I FORGOT EVERYTHING ALREADY!!" bad bad bad... So in the end we anyhow anyhow press and found the eraser =D thank god we found the eraser. coz that char over there, [she was decorating on the other side], she was like "OOPS!" we turn and what do we see? A hamburger on her forehead! wahahaha. SO damn hilarious can! As we still didn't know where the eraser was at that time, she decided to put one on everyone's forehead. wahaha!

omg. and there were many many other stupid things. hahaha! I hadn't had such a fun time in a long long time. thanks guys! I LOVEE Y'ALL! *muacks!* Primary school friends are just somewhat different =D it's hard to get true happiness and fun these days in secondary schools. aha. Then we decided to go catch a movie. it was a last minute decision so i didn't have enough kachings with me. Char also. So she borrowed $2 from hc and I borrowed $1. hehe. At least char can return hc in school. I was like. how arh? Next timeeee when we meet then I return you. wahaha. *hmm. when will that be?*

Then I borrowed another $1.22 to buy timeout chocolate. yufan went "wahh! did you see the calories first?" *takes chocolate and tries to examine it* -____- me: No need la! I always eat a lot of chocolate. it's okay de. I eat chocolate everyday =D yf: *shock face* me: No la... not so kuazhang. At least once per week? yf: *more relieved face* lalala.

So I smuggled my chocolate into the cinema [oh ya. forgotto mention that we were watching ratatoille!] yf wanted to watch Secret... but char watched before alr. and I wasn't in a mood for crying since I was feeling rather high. So we suggested 881 but yf objects coz she don't like. So in the end we settled for ratatoille [don't know how to spell la] wow. as we went in late, the lights were already switched off and what a wonderful cinema! they don't light up the row number so we were like walking down a pitch dark alley trying to find our row when we cannot see anything. hoho. still found it nevertheless.

ratatoille is niceee! but not very very very nice. haha. meaning it's above above average. but not excellent. storyline is good! shall not disclose anything about the movie for the benefit of those who still have yet to watch it =)

After that, we went to help yf shop for a present for her piano teacher. budget < $10 and she suggests to buy a cup. [coz her teacher loves to drink coffee -_-] Saw a few but she insists that it should have words like "great teacher" or "happy teachers' day" or something like that on it. -___- hahaa. in the end, we couldn't find any, and she settled with this cup with a tic tac toe on it that come with 3 chalks for her to play tic tac toe with her teacher. -_- LOL. after walking a bit more, we decided that it was time to go homee. T-T so we all took mrt together =) we attempted to take a photo of us with char's handphone on the ver shaky and crowded mrt. and so, obviously, it was a failure. ehee. half of yf's and hc's head were chopped off. we made it a deal that we would meet again after EOYs but before the hols start. [coz I told them I would be very busy during the hols... haiz... rahh... like last year... everytime they wanted to meet out, I would go "sorry, I am in school now..."] haiz... another thing worth being sad about. I lost my ezlink card. haizz... so unlucky... So my mama's going to help me call the mrt and bus and bugis to ask if they found my ezlink card. T.T I shall go listen to 让我爱你 now. very very very very very nicee! and mars [zhan shen] is a very depressing show. I cried and cried okay..! chen ling looks very strong and tough on the outside but he is actually very empty and frail and longs for support on the inside. T-T just like her...